My Lecturer my best friend

S2. Hard to Accept Reality

I'm sorry dear papa, papa can't take good care of you. You left us before we could see you born into this world. Papa loves you, KEISHA BRAMAPUTRA.

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Baby Keisha is buried with Joshua, Bram's father and of course Vernon. While Anya and Angel mother choose to keep Sofia who is still not awake in the hospital.

Hearing the news of her son's miscarriage certainly made Sonya's mother who was abroad with her husband feel devastated. He could not attend to see Sofia lying in the hospital and also her deceased granddaughter.

Vernon bathes, solves and buries baby Keisha to his final resting place.

"You're strong Ver, I'm sure you and Sofia can have another child" Joshua said.

"But the possibility is very small, brother, to get one child we have struggled so far, especially now it is like this" said Vernon bowed, with his eyes poked.

"You never give up. Vernon the big brother knew never gave up like this. Right now Sofia is the one who is most shaken by her feelings, so you should encourage her as well".

"As long as we don't have a child I always encourage her sister. He's been too pessimistic all this time, he's always asking me to marry again but I'm trying to convince him that I'm not. And now that I've really lost my son, am I the one who should encourage him? I can't be as patient as I used to be, can't" cried Vernon.

"So don't know it's hard, but you're a man, you're the head of the family. You must guide and encourage your wife, surely she also did not expect this to happen Vernon".

"Have been quiet, brother. You don't know anything about what I'm feeling right now, so don't advise me".

After saying that, Vernon passed away leaving behind his brother and father.

"Where are you going? brother talk to Vernon".

"It's Joshua now he's emotional, it's free we tell him now" his father said.

At the hospital, Sofia is seen starting to wake up after the surgical removal of her fetus. Mother Anya and Angel who accompanied him at that time, felt very happy to see him who was conscious.

"God love you finally realized too".

"I'm where's bun? why is my head hurting so much" said Sofia while holding her aching head, trying to get up.

"Lo at Fi hospital, have not slept a lot of motion, you have not recovered too much at this time" said Angel who was next to Anya's mother.

Sofia again laid her body on the bed and touched her stomach. He felt strange because his stomach was flat.

"My baby where's Angel, mother? why is my stomach flat like this? was he born?" tanya Sofia bertubi.

Mother Anya and Angel look at each other, then mother Anya began to open her voice.

"Yes, your son was born, son".

"But he's only 6 months old, shouldn't have been born yet, right? where is he now? where is Mas Vernon?".

"Your child is already.." Anya's mother could not continue her words, her lips trembled withholding tears, unable to tell her daughter-in-law.

"Let me explain yes mother" cut Angel who understands the situation in-laws.

"My son why Angel? please clear it now".

"Lo has to be strong huh Fi. Your son is gone, you had a miscarriage from a fall from the bathroom and right now Joshua, Vernon and Bram's father are burying him".

"What's? it can't be Angel. My son may not die, I want to see him right now" said Sofia, about to get off the hospital bed but was detained by Anya's mother and Angel.

"Don't wake up baby, you're still not recovered".

"I want to see my daughter Mother, there's no way she's dead, this is impossible" Sofia shouted, trying to rebel.

"Angel you call the doctor now, Sofia must be in shock" said Anya's mother.

While going to call the doctor, Angel passed her husband and Bram's father.

"Where are you going?" ask Joshua.

"You call the doctor, Sofia's awake" Angel replied.

"Later to call, you and Dad will go in".

"Yes dear. Come on, let's go in" take Angel to Bram's dad.

Upon entering the room, Sofia was seen screaming and crying for her son.

"Sofia why bun?".

"He became like this when he knew his son was dead well, mother so no bear".

Bram's father immediately hugged Anya's mother who began to cry.

Not long after, the doctor appeared followed by Joshua behind him. After being given a sedative, Sofia falls asleep again.

"For a while Sofia's mother must continue to be monitored because at this time she must be very shocked to know the state of her child" said the doctor.

"Joshua, dad, where's Vernon? my mother didn't see him before".

"Not knowing bun, he just went out of nowhere. Maybe he needs to calm himself down" said Bram's father.

"Bas a coward, he doesn't know if his wife here needs him either. Mother will scold him later".

"Yes bun, but for now love him the time to calm himself down. Maybe Vernon is still depressed and sad right now".

"Yes dad".

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Vernon is currently at a nightclub owned by his friend. I don't know why his feet brought him to such a place.

"Hey bro lo why? tumben really here, usually if invited do not want" said Rendi, his friend since High School.

"For stress, I just need a little drink".

"Look, you haven't hung out here in a long time".

Yes, Vernon used to love to hang out with his friends at the club, but he only drank a little and never got him drunk.

"My wife miscarried" Vernon said.

"That's a pity. Pregnant again dong".

"The doctor said the chances of getting pregnant again are very small".

"Fix if so, find a new one. Do I want to know you?" ask Rendi.

"Lo thinks I'm like you're gonna change girls. I'm talking to you there's no luck, I unplug it first".

"OK be careful bro. Don't forget to change your mind, call me yes" cried Rendi who was not cared by Vernon.

Back to the hospital. After 1 hour of falling asleep, Sofia awakens from her sedative.

This time he did not rebel anymore, only his tears continued to flow from the corner of his eyes while continuing to wipe his stomach which was now flat.

"Dear, don't cry anymore. Mother knows you're strong, son".

"Bun..hiks..hiks..mas Vernon where?" ask Sofia.

"Vernon is currently away. At least he came here anyway" said Anya's mother lying, in fact he did not know where the child went.

"Will Vernon be angry with me?".

"Why are you talking like that, baby? he can't be angry".

"The child he had been waiting for all this time died because of me, especially on his birthday. He must be very angry" said Sofia still crying.

"Never blame yourself, son. Mother knows you also certainly have no intention to make your child miscarry".

"You said mother, you can't blame yourself Sofia. Now eat first yes, from earlier will not eat" said Angel.

"No, I'll wait for Vernon first".

"Joshua call Vernon now, get him here".

"Good dad".

Joshua begins to contact Vernon, but is not picked up. He repeatedly contacted his brother but there was no answer.

"Vernon did not pick up well" said Joshua very slowly so as not to be heard by Sofia.

"Where's the kid".

Suddenly the door opened, and Vernon staggered in.

"Why are you Vernon?" ask Joshua.

Vernon did not answer her brother's question and continued to move his feet towards Sofia.

"Mas, you're finally here. I miss you so much" said Sofia, very happy with Vernon's arrival.

When Sofia wanted to hug her husband, Vernon instead dodged and stared intently at Sofia.

"Why is your mom? and what is this smell? are you drunk?".

"It's none of your business!" scream Vernon.

Sofia is surprised to hear Vernon's words, and her tears fall again due to Vernon's now changed attitude towards her.