My Imam, my army

a decision

"the parcel from, who?" Rena asked Salsa who was just sitting next to her. Rena looked suspicious as Salsa smiled to herself. Don't-don't you? Oh no!

"From akang," said Salsa while focusing on Rena who frowned because of Salsa's answer. Akang, who?

"A drums?" original Rena chirps.

"Dirga's sister, Ren," he said as his sewot and focused eyes stared at a pink box in front of him. The woman still smiled to herself, making Rena shudder in horror at Salsa.

"Talking at the biasain face-to-face, not polite," said Rena who felt neglected because Salsa was still focusing on the box. His words were able to make Salsa directly hug him and stroke his back gently as he said, "O God my dear, my love-" Rena instantly pushed Salsa while shivering in horror. Salsa chuckled amusedly at Rena who was upset with her.

Salsa put the gift box from Dirga on the table. He did not open it with reason, he would miss the man even more if he opened it now. Rena, curious about the contents of the box, forced Salsa to open it. But firmly, Salsa refused even though he wanted to know the contents of the box.

Suddenly Salsa was nauseous again. That certainly caught Rena's attention. Rena stared suspiciously which made Salsa ask, "so you see?"

"Lo's pregnant, huh?" guess Rena in a quiet voice and closer towards Salsa. Salsa is like a person accused of theft of a motor vehicle.

"What, anyway?!"

"Yes right? You're pregnant, right? Why me!" Rena said while away from Salsa.

"I'm pregnant, why?"

"Yes I'm in the mood," said Rena as she approached Salsa, "so all this time you took me, what? Tega lo, Sal! Hamil did not tell me," said Rena who frowned because Salsa did not tell Rena this good news. Salsa apologized to Rena. Not that Rena was really angry with Salsa. Salsa told me everything that happened during her pregnancy. It turns out that her age is four weeks. Rena was shocked to hear that. Let alone Rena, Salsa was also surprised because of the gestational age of Salsa. So, it is true that Dirga guesses if Salsa is pregnant. But, why is Dirga more understanding than, Salsa?

Rena laughed because she heard Salsa's story.

"Gue did not expect, God brought you together with your loved ones secretly. Yes, if the name is already a soul mate, yes want how again. It has become a lifeline you make in meeting the same people you like. There are also those who love in silence like lo, but the ending cannot be united. It must have hurt, yes" Rena told me enthusiastically. The woman drew closer to Salsa who was ready to respond to Rena's words.

"That means if you can't unite, it's a sign that he's not good for us. In all the ways of the good God, Allah has kept him away. Because it's not her soul mate either" Salsa said with a sweet smile, "eh Ren! You will ever pray with God to get a good soul mate too, who can grasp your hands really-energet when you almost fall. And faithfully accompany you to the end of life, lo?" Salsa asked like that because she had also experienced it. Although Salsa loved Dirga in secret, Salsa always prayed for the best priest for her even if not Dirga. Which indeed could really lead Salsa to the path of God and not follow the worldly passions which would obviously be endless. Salsa is not a hypocrite either. Salsa also admitted that he was not a good human being. Salsa is still in the world. However, Salsa tried not to follow the passions of the world that just alone. Although the effort is difficult. However, what is obtained will remove fatigue during trying to become a man who walks in the path of God.

Rena nodded her head confidently.

"Well that's how God granted our request. You ask God for a good soul mate, O God kabulin your request. God loves you a better soul mate than before," continued Salsa, "gue doain, abis this lo marry," continued Salsa who immediately get a tabokan on his shoulder by Rena.

"Gue doain is good even do not want to," said Salsa his expression turned sad.

"Gue was traumatized" Rena said as she stared ahead. Salsa who listened to the sentence, immediately embraced Rena affectionately. He stroked Rena's back gently.

"Udah, no papa. If it really is a wound for you, mending does not need to be remembered. Delete in your brain. If it needs to be blocked, so as not to appear again," said Salsa pacified Rena.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door again. Make Salsa immediately walk to open the door of his house. Salsa was a little surprised to see Angga again visiting her house.

"What's up, Angga?"

Angga carries a large white envelope in his hand and is thrust on Salsa. Angga kept quiet and did not say anything to make Salsa confused.

"Ngga, just go in first. Not polite to know," said Salsa while inviting Angga to enter and sit in the living room. At first, Angga refused, but Salsa forced him.

Angga sat on the sofa at the corner. Because after all, he had to keep his distance. Angga saw a woman whose eyes were swollen. Angga could see if the woman must have cried. Weepy! Angga said in his heart. For Angga, women are indeed crybaby. Because of the gentleness of a woman, Angga became hateful. Not that Angga doesn't marry women because he hates Haha! To Angga, women are weak creatures. Nevermind! Angga does not want to talk about women.

"I'd like to give you this letter from the chief director of the military hospital. Because of us, the warrior section needs some expert doctors to volunteer. I hope you tell this to your health friends. Initially we asked permission from the chief director of the hospital to choose health workers to volunteer. We are not forcing either" Angga said.

It is true what Angga said. Angga explained to Salsa if they needed a health worker. Angga also tells where to volunteer. Palestine. Aye! That place was visited by Salsa along with Dirga. When Salsa still harbors her love for Dirga. And finally, Salsa was uprooted by a bomb and brought to Indonesia. And now, he got the offer again. I don't know why Salsa's little heart was moved to volunteer. But, what about, Dirga?

Does that guy allow it, himself?

Salsa is now the responsibility of Dirga. He must also respect Dirga and accept what Dirga decides against him.

Volunteering was Salsa's dream from childhood. Helping people who are sick also includes Salsa's dream so that he takes the decision to become a doctor.

Angga also explained that tomorrow there will be an impromptu meeting at the military hospital where Salsa works. Salsa remembered that she had wanted to re-sign from the hospital. However, as Salsa walked, it was as if he had seen a plank plastered on the side of the road. The board contains a motivation for Salsa. I don't know what it sounds like, which makes Salsa cancel her re-sign. Because the mother who recovered from her trauma also helped Salsa convince her to continue her profession. Because out there, there are a lot of people who need Salsa.

Salsa glanced at Rena who nodded confidently.

Salsa is confused. Because Salsa does not know where Dirga is now. The man did not tell me where he was doing his duty. Dirga is also not in contact now. So, how does Salsa ask a man's permission, then? Meanwhile, Angga said that tomorrow will be an impromptu meeting.

Salsa shook her head slowly looking at Rena. Rena squeezes Salsa's hands gently.

"Yes, I'm just saying that. Tell your friends tomorrow. Later, there will also be volunteers from other regions."

Salsa's heart was so broken. But now he has to do, what? What if the past happened again? Actually, Salsa doesn't care about it. His life and death are in the hands of God.

Salsa touched her stomach unconsciously. Inside her stomach was her little angel.

"I just want the sincerity" said Angga standing up. The man in the strip uniform said hello to Salsa. Salsa also drove Angga's departure to the door.

"So, your decision, what?"

To be continued....

Sorry the update is slow. Because the author while working hehehe. Makasiii is waiting.

What happens next???