My Imam, my army

My Imam, my army
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Dirga parked his car in one of the large mosques in the city of Banjarmasin. Since time has shown at half an hour, it is time to worship Allah. He walked with Salsa to the ablution.


Salsa walked beside Dirga. The woman had been stealing Dirga's eyes. He could not believe that someone he liked was walking with him. And Dirga always pisses him off mixed with anxiety. Salsa's heart had fallen too deep for Dirga. But he was just trying to hide that feeling. However, he has promised himself that he wants to fight for his love again. Moreover, he was already halal with Dirga.


"Hot like gini eat delicious rujak like yes, sister?" Salsa said suddenly. Salsa looked up at the shining sun. Today the weather looked hot and Salsa was grateful for it.


"Why are you suddenly asking, Rujak? You're not nyidam anymore, are you? Our feelings haven't been a-" Salsa again and AGAIN smothering the mouth of Dirga who was happy nyeplos times. While glaring at Dirga, Salsa said something that made Dirga laugh. Instead of being afraid, Dirga even teased Salsa.


Salsa first left Dirga into the guardianship. He took a deep breath before taking the water.


Salsa started her wudhunya. It didn't take long enough for Salsa to finish her wudhunya. When finished, Salsa immediately followed the congregational prayer because the prayer will begin immediately.


Salsa always smiles when entering the house of God. His heart was immediately comfortable if he was in this house of God.


It is true that if things like this often happen to people who are lonely and then intend to pray together in the mosque will bring his heart to calm down. The most powerful medicine to eliminate the loneliness that exists in humans. Man is lonely because there is no God in his heart. Then his heart was empty. Man will not find true happiness if he does not run to God to forgive sins.


It is like a broken love. You will never find true love until you first learn to love God. True love is love because of God. It's not just obsession. It is difficult to distinguish love from God by obsession.


Like Salsa. He likes Dirga because of God. For God has shown Dirga to Salsa, causing Salsa to fall in love with Dirga. I don't know what kind of Dirga God showed Salsa. And from then on, Salsa dropped her heart on Dirga secretly. Seven years.


And from then on, Salsa also imagined what it would be like to live with someone we love and be a halal lover.


When a man says "i accept his marriage" on a marriage contract, it means he also says that I am ready to accept the responsibility of serving my wife, loving and protecting her.


Such words rang in Salsa's mind. If he remembers, he will smile to himself.


Salsa is done performing her prayers. He rushed out of the mosque. His eyes wander in search of Dirga's whereabouts. However, he can see from the many people who pray together. Dirga looks different on its own because of his striped uniform that stands out from other people. Salsa smiled at Dirga who was still listening to a sermon from one of the imams of this great mosque.


A man she was looking at right now was her husband, her halal friend, her halal lover.


Salsa's cell phone ringing. There was a phone call for him.


"Hello, Assalamu'alaykum?" Salsa.


"Wa'alaykumsalam, Sal it's me, Rena."


"Lo change numbers, again?"


"Come on. When do you come back, here?"


Salsa came out of the terrace of the mosque to go to the garden gazebo which is in the scope of the mosque. It would be unethical for him to call on the terrace of the mosque. Salsa understood the direction of her best friend's conversation. Usually, his best friend will tell a story if asked like that. And coincidentally, Salsa was also longing for Rena's fussiness. Therefore, he would have a little longer to chat with Rena.


Salsa walks under a shady tree that takes her to a garden gazebo not too far away. The atmosphere is so good too. Salsa likes a blue sky that stretches over there without any tall buildings covering. While chatting with Rena over the phone, Salsa enjoyed this cool air. Smokeless vehicles that mix with oxygen. Apparently, the conversation looks bad. Seen from Salsa who laughed listening to complaints Rena. They also took turns telling stories. Salsa looks happy.


While from a distance, Dirga looked at a sweet woman who was laughing happily. Dirga saw Salsa clutching her phone.


"Call from whom, how happy, like?" Dirga said as she smiled slightly as she looked at Salsa's expression. Dirga is looking for Salsa. It turned out that the woman was in the gazebo of the mosque garden. Dirga walked under the lined trees leading him to the garden gazebo.


The woman who has now become his halal friend is always charming when he sees her. This taste is different when he was with his former fiancee, Ara. I don't know what distinguishes the two. However, Dirga felt that he had it in a different way with Salsa. When the woman looked at him. When the woman cries and only candy can make moody Salsa return. Not only sweets, warm chocolate drinks can restore his moody.


Once Dirga thought while still engaged to Ara. Previously, Dirga always believed in Allah swt. God always gives the best to His servants. If someone has loved one of His creatures and God has kept him away from us, then it is not our soul mate. Even if the pain is in the heart. However, God's destiny is more beautiful than man thinks.


Someday will come someone who is good enough to make you interested again. Maybe in that way, God replaces someone who is good for you. His heart is wide enough for where you live and his thoughts are wise enough for you to tell stories. Understand your feelings.


You don't have to be someone else to get someone's heart or you don't have to bother defending someone and sacrificing everything for that person's sake. Stay to be yourself. And keep in mind, you also can't sue others as you want. Because good is not necessarily right.


Good people only exist once and one is right and the rest is just a test. You won't know who's coming when the AKAD arrives. Keep looking after yourself as you care for someone you love. Because you are a precious creature of God in the eyes of someone who cherishes you later. You are a precious creature to someone who makes you valuable to have it. You will be in that phase. Don't worry if God takes away someone you love. God will replace him with someone more valuable to you.


Rest assured, if Allah will replace someone strong enough legs for you to walk together. More than that, will receive you enough.


Like the Aerospace Space that experienced such a difficult thing. However, as time went on, he was able to handle it. God entrusted Salsa to him. So his job now is to support and protect him.


"It's kind of like that" chirped Dirga who had managed to sit next to Salsa. However, the woman was still unaware of Dirga's existence.


Dirga's response was just a laugh. Then, the burly hand moved to shake the top of Salsa's head fondly. So anxious for Salsa, the order of Salsa hijab until damaged. Only then did the woman realize that next to her was Dirga. Salsa was already preparing to spray the person with her mouth. However, back to silence when seeing Dirga.


Not just silence. He glared at Dirga for a while before ending his call with Rena.


"Why? Wanna get mad?"


"No!" Tukas Salsa turned his face away.


"I'm surprised actually, every time I'm around you, you always turn your face away" Dirga said as she stood to squat in front of Salsa. Don't ask me how Salsa feels. The woman was already nervous to death when Dirga observed her.


"Where? I like it, don't you?" Said Dirga staring in that comfortable bead of eyes.


Salsa thrashed, "ahh her brother was mute," said Salsa after successfully releasing Dirga's hand that clasped his cheek.


"I'll do it, Sal."


"Yes but how should I answer, brother?"


"That your ego is too high" said Dirga as he ruffled Salsa's head again.


"I'm talking about ego, brother?" Salsa said a little loudly. For some reason lately, Salsa likes to talk using a little muscle. Or maybe because he had to hide his nervousness with a sense shield or a slightly high ego. Aye! Salsa has not had the guts to confess to the man staring at her at this moment.


"Don't hesitate to express your feelings to me. I didn't bite you, though. Or you haven't been able to move on with the same guy you liked before the same wedding, me?" Ask Dirga.


YES, SISTER YES! I CAN'T MOVE THE SAME GUY THAT MADE ME LOVE THE LAST SEVEN YEARS. THAT'S LO BROTHER! LO BROTHER!


Of course the verse was spoken Salsa in his heart. Maybe he said it directly. Let Allah and Salsa know their feelings.


"Well to be silent. For a long time I took you to the psychic," said Dirga who made Salsa look at him sharply.


"So big brother!"


"Call him dong, Sal. So good that I can hear it. Same time my own husband called her brother,"


"YES TO ANGKASAAA!" salsa said with annoyance then left Dirga laughing at her.


Dirga ran after Salsa who had gotten into the car.


**


Salsa escorted some of her medical friends back to Jakarta. They are now at the Syamsudin Noor airport in Banjarbaru. It would be unethical if he did not take his medical friend.


Salsa has also asked his superiors permission to stay here the next few days.


"Doctor Salsa I'm going home first. Be careful here, yes," said Dr. Randy, carrying his large suitcase. The man looks fashionable with the look of black levis pants on a pair with his denim jacket. Like a young man when he was old.


Salsa smiled as she nodded her head. Not yet he had time to speak up, Dirga who suddenly came from behind Salsa said the conversation, "just calm down. There was me and some TNI members who could look after this beautiful doctor" Dirga said casually. He immediately got a sharp plot from Salsa. However, Dirga remained ordinary. However, Salsa wanted to vomit if she heard that phrase.


"Well then I'll call doctor Salsa captain" said Randy, smiling sweetly at Salsa.


Dirga rolled his eyes lazily.


Doi bini me mas!


That's Dirga's conscience.


Finally the volunteer plane immediately took off. The other volunteers immediately headed for the aircraft hangar. Some TNI members deliberately drove volunteers back home.


"Captain space!" Someone called Dirga's name from behind. Someone ran up to Dirga. After until the person respects Dirga, Dirga replies to him.


"Can I help you?" Tucked an authoritarian tone inside the question.


"Each commander! I've brought you a report for today. Please check immediately" said the person in a firm tone.


"Ready-done!" Dirga Seru.


That guy has resigned himself.


Dirga walked towards Salsa.


"I went back to the post first, yes," Dirga said after being close to Salsa. Then, Dirga bowed her body because Salsa was short of her, Dirga had whispered something in Salsa's ear.


Salsa who heard him wanted to vomit because of Dirga. I don't know what kind of talk makes Salsa want to vomit. Then, Dirga ran towards her car after whispering something into Salsa's ear. The man was clearly laughing because of Salsa who was already putting on an irritated expression.


Not only is that interesting. Some of Dirga's friends who were still there were astonished because of Dirga's warm behavior to women. Because Dirga is known as an authoritarian captain and dictator. It is terrible and cannot tolerate anything. Some of his friends were very surprised to see the laughter of the captain who had been looking hard, Aerospace Space.


Don't miss me, Sal!


To be continued....