My Imam, my army

feigning

The eagle's eyes, which usually stared intently at Salsa's narrow eyes, now opened wide after the man had a decrease in heart rate. After the beautiful doctor who had saved himself by the permission of Allah swt. Dirga opened his eagle eyes. He saw the room was very white typical of the hospital. The room was quiet. There's only him. After he heard the door of his room being opened by someone, the man immediately closed his eyes.

Dirga peeked behind the eyes of her sleeping eagle in a mock manner. It turned out that a nurse had entered his room with a cup of coffee-astagfirullah!- meaning a glass of water for Dirga. Yes, when people fall into a coma with a cup of coffee!

Dirga opened his eyes, because the one who entered his room was not Salsa.

"Sus," called Dirga in his hoarse voice. The first voice from him after experiencing a critical state. The voice is raucous.

"You have, sober up?" Said the sister by putting a glass of water on the table next to the bed Dirga treated. The nurse smiled kindly at Dirga.

"Alhamdulillah, his condition has improved. It must have been doctor Salsa, really, really," said the nurse happily. The sister was also one of the people who knew of Salsa and Dirga's relationship.

"Sus, don't say yes if I'm conscious" she told the nun to compromise.

"Why?" The sister was shocked to hear Dirga's statement. A little disappointed when Dirga said that.

"My father wanted to make a surprise," said Dirga who made the look of the sister's face that was sad now become happy. There was a flurry of passion from the nurse to help Dirga surprise Salsa.

"I can help, what?"

"Help shut up" said Dirga. I don't know why Dirga is adorable. It also makes the nurse a little baper because of Dirga's sweet behavior for Salsa. Let's just say you want to get a guy like Dirga. Yes who does not want to get a soul mate as sweet as Aerospace Space. All women want a good soul mate and can lead themselves to the path of God. Who wouldn't want to? The author just wants to. Haha!

All women want a prince who comes to her. Picking up the princess in a sweet to unexpected way. All women dream of that too! The soul, death, and sustenance are all arranged by Allah. Only the kita undergoes. While trying and praying, God will surely give his best. Although sometimes the path God gives us is not as good as we think. We are being tested by God. And you must believe that behind the test there must be a wonderful wisdom for us. The key to life is to be sure of God and ourselves. Just try to distinguish, someone in his heart there is God and someone whose heart is not God. So a person who has no God in his heart, his heart will feel empty and have no purpose in life. Sometimes thinking too much about the world, we forget something important. Something that keeps us in this world. Wasn't it! More precisely, because who can we be in this world?

"OKAY. I must have helped. I checked her health first yes," said the nurse enthusiastically. Sister named Sister Sofia is indeed the best nurse who works in this military hospital. In addition to his talent, he is also friendly to anyone.

After checking on Dirga, the nurse came out and the room went quiet again. Dirga giggled to himself because he imagined how his wife's expression later when he saw her had opened his eyes. And Dirga also remembered, in his coma sleep dream, like there was a woman who was crying continuously. It's like real. I don't know what dreams mean.

And Dirga was also grateful to Allah, because with His permission, he was still given the confidence to continue his life in the world.

Suddenly the door opened. Spontaneously close their eyes. However, he could still catch a glimpse before closing his eyes. He saw the man who entered his room. Beautiful woman in her proud white coat.

He misses!

Dirga closed her eyes pretending.

Diem yes you guys, don't tell Salsa if Dirga is awake.

Dirga also listened to a voice as if Salsa had put something on the table beside her bed. Whatuh? Dirga only asked in his heart. Of course the man was curious. He also felt that Salsa was sitting on a chair near his bed. Dirga held back his laughter so as not to explode right now. Because, Dirga was eager to quickly embrace Salsa at this time. Because he misses his girl so much. But he has to hold it. He wanted to see how the woman's expression was as she was currently lying weakly on the hospital bed.

His girl?

"Wake up" the sentence came from Salsa's mouth. Dirga just remained silent while holding back his laughter. Why at a time like this, Salsa looks so adorable in Dirga's eyes.

He could judge if the sentence sounded very sincere from Salsa's mouth.

Dirga felt a comfort she had never found when Salsa held the hands of her class. Salsa's soft hand gently stroked Dirga's hand. The comfort that you have ever felt. Her daughter is sincere with her. This was the reason why Dirga pretended to be unconscious.

His daughter is beginning to love Dirga. The question Dirga is, since when does his wife love him? Of course Dirga was very curious. Because, when he was married, Salsa was indifferent to him. It's only natural and Dirga understands that. For Dirga, from the beginning of the marriage also the woman did not love him. But he was convinced that over time, Salsa opened her heart to him.

Of course Dirga does not know the true heart of Salsa if Salsa already loves him in silence.

"The evil Space Force! He said he wanted to go home early in the morning after work. Turns out brother lied. The brother left and suddenly Salsa got word that she was dying. Evil brother!" Salsa said as she looked at Dirga's tightly shut eyes. Salsa did not know when Dirga's eagle eyes would open his eyes. Salsa every day checks the condition of Dirga. And of course Salsa understood that Dirga had woken up from his critical period. However, he did not know why Dirga did not open his eyes immediately.

It has been two days since going through a critical period, Dirga until now has not opened his eyes.

"He did not want to leave Salsa alone. But brother lied!" Salsa said again sadly. The woman wanted to shed her tears again after remembering how hurt she was when she saw Dirga's heartbeat disappear. That's the thing Salsa doesn't like the most.

Salsa still clasped Dirga's hand firmly as if she no longer wanted to lose the man. It was enough that she lost the man who cared for her from the baby and Salsa would no longer want to lose this man like her husband.

"But yesterday was Salsa masakin a special fried rice, but even bad news," Salsa said again with haru. For some reason also Salsa hormone lately become sensitive. He cried more often. Salsa also had no idea what was going on with her. Salsa eats a lot. Every time there is a mind that burdens his brain, Salsa always eats a lot.

Just spontaneous.

Salsa's heart immediately beat fast because of Dirga's sudden awakening. Did Dirga hear his words, just now? Salsa is ashamed, God! Salsa hoped that Dirga would hear nothing.

Salsa's squinty eyes also widen although it still looks squinty. Dirga smiled sweetly looking at him. Not a smile is a horse's grin.

"I'm sorry" said Dirga.

Salsa was nervous to death, "l-loh ma-sorry, what?" Salsa said nervously.

"I'm sorry for lying to you" Dirga said, smiling sincerely. The man tried to get up from his bed, but the pain in his stomach right after the gunshot still hurt. Salsa also spontaneously forbade him to wake up and Dirga complied.

"Salsa doesn't know what you mean, what?"

"Dirga cleared her throat, "not knowing or pretending not to, remember?" Sindir Dirga while holding his captive. Just holding back the laughter felt pain in his stomach.

Salsa is getting worse. He immediately assumed that Dirga must have heard his curses earlier. Duh, how's this?

Don't ask again what Salsa's face is now withstanding shame. Must have been a boiled crab, red blush.

"There's a shy meow," said Dirga again who had teased Salsa. Salsa is also increasingly hesitant to resist embarrassment.

"What the hell, brother? How gaje!" Salsa sewot. Why did the man become such a bitch after waking up from his critical period.

Dirga swooped Salsa cheeks to make Salsa more embarrassed. While Dirga has laughed while enduring the pain in his stomach because of laughing.

"Salsa's brother maluuuu, don't do it," Salsa finally gave up and lowered her head saying so. She had already thrown away her sense of prestige to her own husband. It was time for Salsa to open her heart and throw her guilt at Ara for having Dirga. She will be the wife who truly serves Dirga as her husband.  He no longer cared about his guilt. Being a good wife is her responsibility.

"ihhhh do not want, do not like gelay," said Dirga while giggling amusedly hearing his own sentence. Maybe waking up from a critical period can make the brain of a Dirga turned upside down so that makes Dirga go crazy like this.

Salsa could not help but laugh. He laughed because of Dirga. Salsa hugged Dirga. But he cannot be selfish. Because Dirga's scar still hasn't dried up.

The man was funny after waking up from his critical period. Dirga is not as weak as one might imagine. The man still had time to imitate the words gelay. Haha!

"Udah ah sis,"

"Why is it still good" said Dirga who did not connect.

Allow if Dirga's brain is now turned upside down like this.

"Thank you" said Salsa. The look on his face turned serious looking at Dirga.

Dirga also understood the meaning of Salsa's gaze, "make what?"

"Turn back here again" Salsa said calmly.

"Where did I go? Traveling to the Cipularang toll road?" Dirga said that instantly ruined their romantic atmosphere. It even ruined Salsa's mood. The woman stared at Dirga. With all of Salsa's soul and body, the woman rose from her seat and without saying a word, Salsa came out of the Dirga room that very second.

Dirga tried to yell at the woman, but Salsa stayed and left. Dirga is very sorry. It's even very frustrating.

"Sister's heart, deck," said Dirga with melas.

To be continued...

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