My Husband's Inner Wish

chapter 20

"Are you ready?" Raize asked, his hands raised to hug Kayla's body. However, the woman who was still Avan's wife took a step back. Raize's face looked extremely surprised Kayla avoided his embrace. However, Raize tried to understand. In that house, Kayla is Avan's wife. Raize smiled faintly looking at Kayla's face that looked veiled. The woman he loved looked very beautiful with her toska and hijab.

"This is your stuff?"

Kayla nodded faintly,

"Are we leaving now?"

Again Kayla just nodded faintly. While on the way to Yaris's grandfather's mansion. Kayla tightens. Raize starts making plans for the two of them if they get married later.

Kayla felt empty. He no longer felt the same tremor when he met Raize. Kayla continues to feel bad, her heart is completely confused with the current state. Kayla got down from the car after Raize opened the door and reached out her hand. They walk with their hands clutched together. And Kayla's heart still felt empty.

Kayla was sitting in the main room, her mind was unfocused even though Yaris' grandfather gave her many questions, raizelah answered him.

"Why do I feel empty? Why does this chest feel so tight and make it difficult to breathe? What the hell happened to me? Isn't this what I've been dreaming of all this time? Married to Raize? Living happily with her? Why am I not happy now? Why do I feel sad?" Kayla continues to monologue, her heart and mind become synchronized when the image of Avan's face is so clear in the eye.

"Why.... The shadow of Avan's face continues to dance in the eye?"

Kayla stands up for a moment, she realizes, not the Raize she loves now. But husband.

"There we can get married despite different beliefs. " Said Raize. The bule man was flabbergasted to see Kayla suddenly standing up."Baby's? You all right?"

Kayla looked at Yaris and Raize's grandfather alternately. Trying to encourage her to express her feelings.

"Grandfather, Raize... I'm..."

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On the other hand,

Avan sat listlessly on one corner of the bench at the rooftop of the Sweet Coffee Cafe. Avan looked at his phone screen. Avan's thumb shifted Kayla's photo slite several times there. The long-haired man smiled wryly. It was his heart's choice to let Kayla go so that she would be happy. But the heart cannot be lied to. He still feels pain, still feels pain and still loves Kayla.

Avan took a deep breath, then jerked slowly. Avan begins to erase Kayla's photo, she must fight to heal her heart wound. The heart that has been broken is formless. Avan left one photo of Kayla when they used to vacation on the beach. Kayla's pretty face and smile towards the camera.

Avan turned around and was surprised to see Kayla just set foot on the rooftop. With tears dripping down, and slowly in a rough cauldron, Kayla approached.

Avan's heart skipped a beat, seeing Kayla the pain was arising again. The heart that Avan had tata was in disarray again.

"Kayla, why..."

"Bad you, mas!" Cut Kayla snatching.

Avan was silent,

"You're evil! After you took my virginity, you gave me back to Raize. You're evil, so evil. You hurt me a lot worse than Raize. You're evil mas!" Kayla cried bitterly.

Avan smiled bitterly, looking around. Of course some visitors look towards them. Avan looked at Kayla again, hearing Kayla's roaring cry made Avan's heart slit.

Kayla did not answer, the girl kept crying and touching her chest that felt tight.

"So, he didn't accept you because you're not a virgin anymore?"

Just looking at Kayla who was crying bitterly, Avan felt that she had already got the answer. Avan fell silent, his heart feeling sick and angry at the same time. The long-haired man took a step forward, pulled Kayla's hand and walked over quickly. The girl who was crying was still as excited and looked confused because Avan suddenly pulled her and looked very angry.

Arriving in front of the restaurant Avan stopped because he saw Raize there. Avan let go of Kayla's hand, walked forward alone and hit Raize in the face. The young doctor was surprised to suddenly get a punch on his face. Avan pulled Raize's front collar, hitting once again the bule man. Raize did not fight at all, Avan's punch was very fast and did not give a pause. Kayla was no less surprised to see the usual Avan was fine, suddenly hitting Raize mercilessly. Avan's wife covered her mouth wide open in shock at Avan's actions.

Avan clutching the collar of Raize's neck. And stared hard at Raize's face.

"You said you'd make her happy. You said you wouldn't hurt her. Where's your promise, huhh?" Avan said right in front of Raize's face.

Raize was confused by Avan's suddenly furious attitude.

"He just came back to you, you made him cry, he just came back to you. And you've hurt her again? Are you a man? Where's your promise?" Furious Avan stared increasingly sharp Raize with anger that has been in the crown."Are you disappointed that she's not a virgin anymore? Did you refuse him because he's already sleeping with me? How can you be that cute? Is that all the love you have? Is this the love you've reserved for me?"

Avan's anger peaked, the man hit Raize's face again. Kayla ran over holding her husband's arm still in tears.

"Mas!"

Avan's hands clenched tightly until his knuckles paled. Muffled all the anger in his heart in his mind. He believes Kayla is holding him back because she does not want Raize to beat him again.

"Uhuk, you seem to have misunderstood..." Raize finally opened his voice. After letting Avan vent his anger on her.

"She's a virgin."

Raize was silent, and Kayla turned her head to Avan for a moment. How can he be a virgin while last night they've had a husband and wife relationship. The stain on the sprai is proof of that.

"Kayla, still a holy woman. If he says we've been in contact last night, that's not true."

"Yes..." Kayla's raucous voice called her husband.

"Sorry, I'm just testing, testing you guys." Avan said softly, Avan's eyes looked at Kayla's face that was still wet with tears and asked for an explanation from her. Avan's raised hand rubbed the clear details that wet the cheeks of the woman he loved.

"I put sleeping pills in your drink. And the red stains on those sheets, they're not your virgin blood. Sorry, La. I just wanted to know, I didn't think you would agree when you would go back to your boyfriend, and you just handed it to me. And..." Avan moved to stare fiercely at Raize. "I want to know the reaction if you know you're not a virgin anymore. Turns out, he's a fucking guy..."

THE PLAQUE!

Kayla slaps Avan in the face. The girl's feelings were getting more and more out of touch with what she had just heard. How Avan could Setega had tricked him. Kayla's tears are flowing.

"Are all men free to do what they want? Are all men free to play me like this?"

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