My Husband's Inner Wish

chapter 1

"La, I'm sleeping under if you're uncomfortable."

Kayla, who still wears the green kebaya suit, just looked at the man who now has the status of her husband. The girl who was now sitting on the lip of the bed, lowered her head slowly. His heart still belonged to Raize. Men who are forced to leave because they are hindered by blessing and faith.

Before getting married, Avan proposed to her to formally meet with two families. Kayla once said that her heart still belonged to Raize. And Kayla will try to love Avan, try to forget the past, and try to be a good wife.

"I'm sorry, but" that's all Kayla can say right now.

"Why apologize?"

"Because of receiving mas, when this heart still loves another man."

"You promised, La. If mas will help you reunite your heart fragments. Until the heart is whole again and ready to accept new inhabitants." Tukas Avan, "Clean yourself, and the Isha congregation will be together. Wait for me."

The first night Kayla and Avan went through in the same room. Without having sex, after Isya prayers, they are exhausted after the reception. And went straight to sleep until I saw the dawn echo.

"Wake up, La, it's dawn."

Avan shook Kayla's body slowly. The girl blinked and opened her heavy eyes. Kayla looked at the face of the long-haired man who was soaked by the ablution water. Avan was already wearing after Koko and the green-colored sheath. Avan smiled as soon as he saw Kayla's eyes open.

"Please wait, take your wudu there gih." Gentle Avan speech.

"Yes, my mom."

Kayla got out of bed, walked out of the room. Avan held a prayer mat for her, and one shaf behind her, for Kayla.

Kayla opened the door of the room, stunned to see the order that Avan had prepared, including a mukena for her prayers. Kayla's husband was waiting. After Kayla put on her mukena well, and stood one shaf behind her priest. Avan started to act. The first dawn was for Kayla and Avan, after their engagement the previous day.

"Where was his first night, La?" Mom teases when her daughter helps with cooking in the kitchen.

"How is it, Mom." Kayla answered honestly. Nothing happened between Avan and Kayla that night. They even sleep in different places. Kayla was on the bed, and Avan was sleeping on the floor mat.

There's no way Kayla would say this one. Can talk mother up to seven derivatives are not finished-finished.

"Your hair is not wet, aahh yes." Mother muttered, but her hands remained busy with the sebakul kale quotes. Understandably want to cook for a large family.

"I don't think about it, La. The Avan, used to want Mak to mate with Ayla. Eeh, even get you. He said there was a candidate. Didn't think her mom was you." Mother chuckles to herself reminiscing.

"Tetep's a mother's ghost, right?" Ayla's voice chimed in her mother's chatter from the kitchen doorway. Mom jumped in shock because suddenly Ayla appeared and chimed in.

"That's you, Ay. Like a tuyul aja, suddenly nonggol." Mother's grunts were still with a hint of ruckus.

Ayla approached, then sat down by Kayla's side slicing an onion.

"Udah can dream ghost, ntar old ghost Do not forget ya, Mak."

"Iihh mom!" Ayla turned her lips, her hand pinched her mother's arm.

Mother herself chuckled until her body shook. Her eyes narrowed and held her stomach. Kayla also laughed, not because it was funny, but because the mother who laughed was unrelenting. To Kayla and Ayla.

After breakfast, Avan still took the time to help the father in the field. Rocky has to return to town on a job. Kayla who is still on work holiday is just sitting on the terrace. He opened his social media account. His fingers are very itching to stalk Raize's account. Several times his thumb was about to press, but hesitated and snuffed. So on until Avan comes back. The long-haired man smiled at Kayla who was quickly storing her gawai. Kayla tried her best to look fine. Be a good wife to Avan, outside. Inside, it was still the same Kayla. Who still loves Raize.

Kayla got up from her seat, stroked and kissed Avan's hand.

"Where are you from, Mom?"

"From father's field."

"Kok from there?" Kayla pointed in the opposite direction to her father's field, where Avan had appeared.

"From my father's field, skalian clay river, for the irrigation of the fields." Avan.

"Which father?"

"Father still chatting with his friend, mas still have to control the resto, Ila. That's why we go back first." Avan entered the house, then appeared again after changing clothes and carrying a bag that ran across his chest.

"You wanna come?"

"To resto?"

Avan nodded, "the scale of the streets."

"Yes, mas. Than at home for."

"Yes, change your clothes, wait for you." Cetus Avan sitting on the terrace.

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Kayla sits at one of the visitor's desks near the kitchen. Sipping Avocado juice Avan made for him. While waiting for her husband to finish with the business at the restaurant, Kayla circulated the view of every corner of the restaurant. Although still fairly early in the morning, the restaurant is already quite crowded visitors. Especially if it is night, it will be more crowded.

Kayla still continues to enjoy the atmosphere of the restaurant, the music played sounds soft and melodious. A song that reminds me of Raize. For some reason, Kayla always remembered the man. Kayla kept trying to pull over, all the shadows of the bule man were teasing. He continued to emphasize that now he is married, already has a husband named Avan. It would be very sinful for him if there was still another man in his heart and mind. Although, Avan said he did not mind, because it was from the beginning, Avan has confirmed to help Kayla forget her old love by presenting a new love, without coercion.

"I can't daydream. Kayla, come to your senses, you're married. Remember, Avan is a good man. He's sincere with you, he's a good man, he's a good man. Erase your memory of Raize, La." Kayla muttered to herself.

Kayla clasped her hand tightly. Rounds the resolve to try to love Avan and forget Raize. Yes, he is determined. A figure of a bule man passed in front of him. Kayla's heart seemed to stop beating, her body felt cold and stiff. As Kayla stood up, she turned to look at the figure of the bule who had just passed her. Kayla's feet walked by themselves following where the bule man was stepping. Kayla's eyes were blank as if hypnotized. Seeing the bule figure getting further away, Kayla quickened her pace and patted the man on the back.

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