My Husband's Inner Wish

chapter 2

"Rail." Call Kayla patting the bule man on the back.

The one on the pat of course turned his head, Kayla was stunned. His posture was indeed similar to Raize, even the color of his hair and the way they walked, when similar. Of course he was just another foreign man, and not Raize. Disappointed? Of course Kayla was disappointed. His body immediately limped and lowered.

"Sorry, I think my acquaintance." Kayla lirih. The bule man left.

In the distance Avan smiled wryly. Initially, Avan intended to follow Kayla out of worry. The girl suddenly walked out with a blank stare looking for someone's figure. Seeing as Kayla misses Raize. Until he mistakenly recognized a Caucasian man. Avan's heart was slashed like it was sliced open. Which man's heart doesn't hurt when he sees his wife chasing another man. However, Avan had already considered it, deliberately taking the risk of getting hurt to treat the woman he had long loved. Yes, the love that made a lump of blood many times destroyed, but still willing to be whole again to receive wounds.

The long-haired man took a deep breath, and grasped firmly. Avan walked over, grabbed Kayla's fingers and clasped her. There's no time for Avan to get hurt or hurt. Right now he had to treat Kayla first. He sincerely wanted to gather Kayla's scattered heart and unite it. Although only a retaliatory wound will Avan receive. That's all right, don't say stupid, he's stupid about it.

Kayla turned her head, as she felt her hands warm by Avan's grasp. Kayla's watery eyes stared at the shady eyes of the long-haired man. Kayla is unable to control herself. Feeling guilty for her husband, also feeling hate for herself who loved Raize so much. He forgot who he belonged to now.

Avan grabbed Kayla by the shoulder, bringing her a little closer to the chest. "It's okay, cry here. They will always be there for you."

Kayla's tears rolled as well, the girl's shoulders shook softly in her husband's arms.

"Sorry Kayla, my mom."

"Ila is not wrong, Ila just follows the fragile heart of Ila. Don't overload yourself. Slow down, don't be forced to forget, La."

The words that Avan uttered only added to the guilt in Kayla's heart. Why should he marry a roomy-hearted man like Avan. Right, Avan is a good guy, but, he's too good. Kayla doesn't want to hurt him, let alone make Avan an escape.

"Forgive him, La. For a good man like your husband." Kayla's inner self.

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"It's quiet?" Tanya Avan held out a bottle of cold mineral to the wife who was sitting on the steps of the restaurant building.

The girl stared at the courtyard containing several customer and employee motors that stretched before her. At the end of there, there is a road through motorized vehicles that pass without caring about the heart of Kayla who is upset.

Kayla turned her eyes to the long-haired man who was now sitting on his fingers. Her husband took a sip of the mineral from the mouth of the bottle because Kayla never received it.

"You want to drink, right?" Avan offered, knowing Kayla was watching him.

Kayla shook her head, "i've been drinking, since."

For a moment in the silence of the two, feeling the gentle blowing of the wind that carried the hot air. Staring in the same direction, on a busy road with passing vehicles.

"Yuk streets, La."

Kayla changed to look at the man who was tying her hair. "Where, mas?"

"Come for the wind?"

"What else are you looking for? Bini got it." Oceh Avan glanced at Kayla from the end of her eyes. The girl smiled a little."The wind will follow if we are grateful and..."

Avan looked at Kayla who was also staring at him. "The wife who always prays for her husband." Avan smiled at Kayla to create a basin on her cheek.

Kayla was silent, not knowing what she was feeling. Avan's soft words did not succeed in making him captivated. Kayla took a deep breath and set her heart that kept wavering by Raize's shadow.

"Come, mas."

Kayla stood up and patted her ass. Removes dust that may be stuck there. He has made a decision, and must not be swayed by anything. He will learn to love Avan, and bury her in his past.

Kayla's riding Avan's motorbike. Surround the city park and take a break at the edge of an artificial lake. Many food vendors offer their merchandise to every visitor who sits relaxing on the edge of the lake or who is rolling out a mat under the Ketapang tree.

Avan and Kayla enjoy the breeze by the lake, looking at the ripples of water created by the wind. Avan called the traveling salesman. Order for him and for Kayla.

"The rice is without sauce." Avan held out a packet of pegs to Kayla. The girl was stunned to receive a lick with dried herbs, according to her liking. Kayla looks at Avan, how Avan can know what is her favorite.

"Eat." Avan said again sitting by Kayla's side.

"Why do you know I like this?"

Avan commented with a smile, "about you, what the hell I don't know, La."

Kayla was silent, feeling not long enough to be close to Avan. Although they already know each other, only know each other because Avan was her brother's boss first.

***

"La, next week I'm back in Jakarta."

Kayla, who had just finished her bath and was combing her hair, stopped, her face slightly changed. The girl tried to neutralize his heart. Jakarta, a place full of memories with Raize. Going back there is the same as reawakening his memories. But, it is also impossible if he stays here while the husband is in Jakarta.

"If you're not ready, don't come, papa, La."

"I'm going with you." Kayla lirih. He knows, the memories he must face in order to keep making his memories. Kayla has to look forward to the future.

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