MY HUSBAND'S HEART IS NOT MINE

Patience Arumi

Arumi knew if demanding the nafka was the right of her and her children, especially Yudha promised to be fair to her and her honey.

Arumi does not deny her feelings at this time she misses her husband very much, silent her heart also always asks her husband's condition, whether he is fine, whether he eats well, if he eats well, if the matter of happiness Arumi sure now her husband must be at the peak of his happiness would have been united with his heart lover.

Arumi went into her room, sat there, watching faithfully the corner of the room where she and her husband were loving together, Arumi remembered every time Yudha had hired her, Yudha went out without saying anything.

This was the reason why he had always behaved like that, it turned out that he was very depressed by this.

"Why I'm so stupid God," Arumi murmured, "It turns out this is where I'm the selfish one, trying to cover up the situation, it turns out I'm the one who lied to myself not him," Arumi said, the tears came back along with her memory with her husband.

Arumi woke up from her daydream when she heard laughter in her living room, it turned out to be the man she was thinking about earlier.

Yes who came was Yudha, he was joking with Ditya in the guest room, "Where is the big bang?" yudha asked his son, who was struggling in the lap of his ashes.

"There's a bi, at best a milk mimic with the mother," she replied, Arumi peeked slightly from the door of her room, her tears breaking looking at what was in front of her eyes, the tightness came back because what because his son was very good at hiding his feelings, his son was very able to understand the condition of his mother without him having to bother explaining what happened.

Arumi washed her face and put on face cream and wiped her lips with lipstick to make them fresh and not pale.

Laughter was heard when Yudha and Ditya entered the room.

"Ooo, the fussy bobok bi, then where are you?" ditya said to his ashes.

"Mother here again in adek clothes," said Arumi, as usual she also shakes her long hair like a ponytail.

Arumi offered her sweetest smile to her husband, "Assalam'mualaikum Rum, how are you," Yudha said as she extended her hand, as if nothing had happened to Arumi and kissed him at a glance, there is another feeling that Yudha felt when Arumi kissed her hand, I don't know what the name of that feeling is she still doesn't understand.

Yudha and Arumi were acting like a husband and wife in general in front of their children, "Hay beautiful girl ten reed abi kangen dear," Yudha said while holding her daughter, Arumi considers all of it just a temple but nothing more than baseball.

"Whose name did you say?" ask Yudha.

"Rose Ayu bi," Ditya answered while hugging the spoiled bunda.

"Who loves the name, beautiful princess abi as her name suggests," said Yudha while kissing her daughter's pretty cheeks.

"Thank you brother bi's name, beautiful isn't it bi?" ask Ditya to his brother.

"Beautiful, thank you bang already take care of your mother and adek pas abi ga there," said Yudha, Ditya just smiled while kissing her cheeks as if hinting at the word do not cry mother there I will take care of you.

"Yes bi," replied Ditya, since Arumi was just silent he was confused to ask what, he could not let out the word he was afraid his naughty tears would come gliding along with his words.

"In front there are many bun rice bok, want to have a what event, a dedek yes?" ask Yudha.

"Well, why are you selling now the ones who sent you are not enough?" ask Yudha.

"There's nothing yet" replied Arumi.

"No meaning yet?" yudha asked while frowning her forehead.

"Yes mas not loving," replied Arumi slowly, they did not continue this sensitive conversation, Arumi always principled abstinence for him noisily in front of the child.

......

The day has changed, all family members have finished with their respective activities, children have also slept in the child's room, Arumi wants to change clothes, but in the room there is a husband, Arumi, somehow Arumi is now afraid to meet Yudha if only alone.

Though in the room Yudha had been waiting for him to talk about the sensitive problem that disturbed his mind, the person he was waiting for came, by gathering all his courage Arumi also entered his room, and he was in his room, Yudha put her phone on her tongue and called Arumi who looked nervous when she looked at it.

"Rum here" called Yudha, without saying Arumi came where her husband was.

"Sit Rum, why do you stand so, this is still your room too, right" said Yudha, Arumi was sitting at the end of the bed.

"What do you mean I don't give you money?" yudha asked directly at the point.

"Rum has no intention of mas, it has been two months already mas gaanka," replied Arumi.

"Then if I don't give you money, what do you eat, besides you are stylish now pack everything," said Yudha, God, it hurts as if without him my son and I could not eat.

"Now Rum will accept the order, so the results are not much but Alhamdulilah enough for a day a day to pay the same school brother also," replied Arumi.

"You don't lie to Rum, my wife's people said that the money transfer was the way I asked, you read this she said it was a transfer," Yudha said in a tone as if intimidating Arumi.

Arumi got up from her seat and took her phone," Arumi did not want to debate the important thing mas, please check, we have been living together almost eight years no, no, I think mamas already understand the nature of Rum," replied Arumi, Yudha also took Rum's phone and checked the balance and transaction regkening Arumi, it turns out Arumi did not lie, and Arumi did not lie, could it be that Desi lied to him then where the money should be for his first wife and son.

"Yes Rum, I'm sorry I will send your rations to the children of the last three months," said Yudha while throwing Arumi's cellphone until it hit Arumi's hand, Arumi just complained slowly, but he was not, not only was his hand hurting but his heart was again scratched.

Without a word Arumi also moved from his seat and took his cellphone, he brought two change clothes as well as the goods he needed, Yudha who knew his wife would avoid him he immediately reprimanded him.

"Don't avoid me Rum, take your baby and bring it here I want to sleep with you" said Yudha, O Allah, didn't he want me and said he wanted to be close to me, the human base has no inner Rum heart.

Rum's heart refused hard, but whatever power he did not want to accumulate sins, just follow the plot of Rum, all will be berahir believe me.

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