MY HUSBAND'S HEART IS NOT MINE

Spilling Longing

The feeling of was was that Yudha felt was becoming more and more unbearable. Yudha was afraid that Arumi would reject her and throw her out.

"Ah what I fear, I will rape her if I refuse me, I will make her pregnant again so that no where can," Yudha threatened in her heart. A sneaky smile puffed up just like that on his face.

Yudha awakens from her daydream when her car stops right in front of Arumi's house.

"Den let's go down, it's arrived" said Mang Jono. Yudha got up from her porch and looked around her.

"Where do you know this is his house?" ask Yudha.

"This is the same address as the photo of Den's house," replied Mang Jono, not believing Yudha also ascertained it himself.

Yudha and Mang Jono went down, Mang Jono hit the bell beside the fence. Sure enough that came out was Patmi Jono's friend.

"It's really his house, it's Patmi Den, my friend!" said Mang Jono.

"Ohh" answered Yudha.

Patmi opened the door for them.

"Eh Mang Jono, who wants to meet non?" ask Patmi.

"This knows Pat he is Den Yudha" Mang Jono replied as he introduced Yudha. Yudha also returned Patmi's complaint.

"Please enter the Den!" said Mang Jono. Yudha also asked permission to excuse Arumi's domestic assistant. And enter leaving Patmi who is still wondering who Yudha really is.

"Jon kui sopo (jon who) Kayak has seen on TV deh," said Patmi expressed her curiosity.

"That's your boss Pat's husband, Wis ojo was worried (Udah don't talk about it) went in there to make a drink," told Jono while turning Patmi's body rough.

Yudha also stepped into the spacious house, almost the size of the house that Arumi lived in when in Samarinda.

"Ditya, brother, Adek's Rose!" call Yudha.

Patmi who was behind Yudha immediately told, "Sorry Den son is bobo," said Patmi.

"Oh, where's their room?" ask Yudha.

"Byroom Non Rum Den, let me drop off" Patmi said.

"Non where's the bik?" ask Yudha.

"Oh non work den, enter the afternoon shift so the return is a little night," replied Patmi.

"He's a bik?" ask Yudha astonished.

"Den's work at Hotel Ib***" replied Patmi.

Yudha frowned, but she did not want to ask much. Patmi takes Yudha and opens the door for her husband.

Yudha was eager to cry to see her two children sleeping unaccompanied by their mother. Rum shouldn't work should be Rum next to them when they're sleeping.

"Bik, please tell me to tell mamang to bring here my clothes bag," Pinta Yudha.

"Well Den" replied Patmi.

Yudha who had missed her son immediately sat beside Ditya. Yudha smiled looking at the shady face of the son she missed so much. "Abi kangen dear," murmured Yudha. Beside Ditya there is a rose that lies adorable wearing a nightgown with a cute little bangi motif and fitting in the body of her daughter's padlocks.

"Hay Abi's sirewel, still likes to whine ga hah!" yudha asked as she played the cubby cheek of the Rose. For Yudha, this baby is so adorable, it feels like she is biting the cute hand of the Rose, which she thinks is very tempting.

Mang Jono came in carrying the bag of clothes that Yudha wanted and Bik Patmi brought Yudha a cup of tea.

"Thank you mang, oia mang is a little for mamang to buy food yes, this is for aunt please do not tell Rum ya bik if I come!" yudha said while giving some money sheet to the person who helped him. Mang Jono and Bik Patmi stared at each other. Confused what to say.

"Udah take it, I won't say the same God as Rum, the important thing is you also keep a secret" said Yudha. Mang Jono may believe the same Yudha but not Bik Patmi because he is the one responsible for both of his master's children.

"Well, what does a aunt want?"

"Aden is really his father's son, because since I have non cooperation I will never see aden even though only photos," said Bik Patmi. Yudha felt it was a natural question, because she felt Patmi had a responsibility that she did not play, of course she also had to be wary of new people.

"I abinya son of a bik, aunt should not be afraid of this aunt call mbak Arti or bang God if you still doubt, oia makes milk for Roses where I'll wake her up if I make it!" yudha.

"There is, here I have prepared three takar ya den water 120cc," replied bik Patmi.

"Yes, you can go, bibik rest Rum just bring the key, right?" ask Yudha.

"Bring Den" replied Bik Patmi. Mang Jono and Bik Patmi came out. Stay now Yudha herself in the room with her children.

Before lying next to his daughter Yudha also chose to take a bath and change her clothes to be more relaxed.

Yudha was already feeling refreshed now, she was already fragrant as well. Yudha who was impatient to joke with her son also bullied Ditya by kissing and judging Ditya.

Ditya who felt her sleep was disturbed even a little angry, "Mother, Ditya sleepy!" said it.

Yudha grew increasingly anxious with her son, "Mother mother what hah, where there is a mother," again Yudha squeezed Ditya's body that began to grow.

He opened his eyes and turned, "Baaa" Yudha surprised his son.

Ditya laughed because the one who was hugging him was the one who was greatly missed. Shamefully, Ditya turned his body to face his ashes.

A longing smile expands in both.

"Abi," call Ditya.

"Dearly this is Abi" answered Yudha, Ditya's eyes glazed over and Yudha's. The longing they felt turned out to be real proof of Ditya hugging his brother tightly as well as Yudha he also returned the small arms with affection.

"Where to go why not pick up Ditya bi, Ditya kangen bi," said Ditya.

"Sorry, dear Abi, is it work, why can't your mobile phone be called anyway?" asked Yudha, Ditya actually understood that the mother had deliberately avoided her ashes but Ditya also did not understand this too much.

"The old mobile phone is damaged bi, the new one is lost" replied Ditya.

"Ooo yes already abi buyin new to the mother," said Yudha while kissing his son's forehead.

"What class is heemm now?" yudha asked trying to divert her son's grief.

"Ang first class bi!"

"Where's school?"

"In SD Islam 1 bi,"

"Yes, brother bobo again yuk, abi hugged want?"

"You know, but abi promised not to go again ya bi, Ditya wanted to tell everyone that Ditya had abi" said Ditya.

"Dear, abi ga going where but help abi persuade mother ya to want to come home with abi, pity abi alone at home," Yudha persuaded.

"Oke bi, but abi promise not to make your mother cry again ya bi!" reply Ditya.

"Honey Abi promise ga ga will make mother cry again, later if the naughty abi Ditya can law abi, abi also apologize ya have made brother sad, later on, you want to forgive all the mistakes of abi," Yudha said while stroking her son's hair.

"Mau bi, Ditya dear same abi Ditya also miss the same abi," said Ditya again while hugging tightly the body of abi who missed him.

"Abi is also dear, abi is also affectionate with brother, same mother as well" said Yudha.

Yudha was a little relieved that at least one person she had ever hurt had already apologized, that she was willing to help him persuade Rum to return with her.

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