MY HUSBAND'S HEART IS NOT MINE

Yudha and Arumi

A Chaotic feeling enveloped Arumi's current emotions. It all felt bad (destroyed) for him. How not to live the happy life that he wants everything back to how it was.

The day he had spent the past few months was like a dream to him. The reality he saw added to his wounds. Arumi sat pensively on her soft bed. The bed that was a silent witness to their love seemed to create new wounds for him.

Arumi was angry, she took the pillow that Yudha often used. He took the scissors on his dresser. With passionate emotions he cut the pillow. Until the contents of the pillow were as messy as the current condition of his heart.

Arumi is confused, Arumi is afraid that she does not know how to. It all hurts now. Sicker than first Yudha asked to marry again.

Old Arumi pensive. His brain felt full of mockery for Yudha and her honey. Accusations of treason and******* it feels unsatisfactory to him.

Arumi took her cell phone and called her husband. Several times he tried to contact Yudha unfortunately Yudha's phone was out of reach.

There was more suspicion in his heart. Didn't Desi say her husband was with her at the moment. Maybe what Desi said was true so she turned off her phone.

"It's crazy!!!" arumi shouted while bending her knees and buried her face there.

Ten hours later...

Arumi still did not want to leave the room. He chose to stay quiet and stay away from his children. He was afraid he would hurt them. There was no one he could trust now, not even himself was able to master his emotions.

Arumi's phone rang, and she read who called her.

Arumi wiped her tears, Arumi frowned wryly. The one who contacted him was the person he had been waiting for.

"Hallo," said Arumi.

"Hay dear, sorry Abi ya in Abi's place now no longer there is a signal dear. This is Abi nebeng wifi in the village," said Yudha. Of course Arumi doesn't believe that.

"Oh yes," said Arumi still trying to hold back emotions.

"Why do you love how hoarse his voice is?" ask Yudha.

"Rum ga why napa, delicious yes so mas can coblos there coblos here. Satisfied that Rum was back to Samarinda and played other girls, too" said Arumi directly to the point. Of course Arumi's words confused Yudha.

"What does Mother mean?" ask Yudha.

"Mas no need to pretend again Mas, Rum tau now mas again the same who and again where, Mas ga don't boong again the same Rum," said Arumi.

"Mother.Seriously Abi does not know what Mother means. Abi kan yesterday said he was invited to the wedding of his friend Abi who is in the area. This is seriously Mother Abi is no longer the same who who. If the signal is good Abi must be a video call," replied Yudha.

"You don't have a reason, Rum is sick of all this!!" back Arumi shouted furiously.

"Let's not an excuse, swear to God Mother. Cook her husband does not do anything about being suspicious anyway," said Yudha.

"Oh yes no what to do. Then why is the phone dead from earlier?" arumi asked with her flat emotion.

"Honey, Abi has said that Abi again in the area again there is no honey signal," Yudha replied still softly.

"Enough Mas, Rum is fed up with this charade. Anyway Rum asked for a divorce!!!," cried Arumi while crying hysterically, Of course Yudha again confused what is this.

"It's wrong of you to say, huh, you little male traitor*t, bajing*n, cheater. I'm sick of you I'm sick of you,!!" arumi said, back yelling Annoyed. His cry grew louder and cut Yudha's heart.

"Explain one of my mistakes until you have the heart to say that to my wife" Yudha said, not tearing Yudha's tears just like that. It hurts so much, said Arumi again stabbing his heart.

"Whose son do you care about in your apartment?" ask Arumi slowly.

Yudha was silent for a moment, sighing deeply and then she answered, "That's Desi's son" Yudha replied.

Arumi laughed out loud. His laughter hurt Yudha's feelings. "I told you also if you are a traitor, ******, a sex offender and a sex maniac, you don't have a brain" Arumi said.

"Are you aware of what Rum is saying?" ask Yudha quietly.

"Heh, my swearing is not worth the pain you inflict on us" replied Yudha.

"Can't you trust me once Rum?" ask Yudha.

"Men like you don't deserve to be trusted by Mas" replied Arumi.

"What you see in the apartment is the son of Desi but...!" not yet finished Yudha replied Arumi had interrupted.

"But what Mas, how many times you tricked me. Your deception doesn't work for me now huh, I'm disgusted with you mas, I'm disgusted!!" back Arumi cried and screamed. Yudha, too, does not know how to explain this to Arumi. His heart also sighed at the words Arumi had just heard.

"Sesi left the child to me because he is now in prison Rum, even now the child's mother is...!" yudha's speech was cut back by Arumi.

"Whatever you are, having fun with you yes. I was making love with that guy. I want to say that, right," said Arumi again. Yudha sighed deeply and replied to what his wife had said.

"Mas ga boong Rum, you ask the nanny if you don't believe it. He knows all the Rum. Why accuse something that is not clear Rum, you outrageous Rum" Yudha reminded.

"The outrageous rum Mas said, huh. What did Rum say. Nothing can be fixed between us. Rum doesn't want to know you anymore. We ahiri all get here and after that it's up to Mas want to play girls to death also bodo very," said Arumi. Arumi's words were outrageous this time. Yudha again shed her tears it was impossible that she could hear the painful words of her beloved wife.

"Are you sure Rum is by your decision?" ask Yudha.

"Remain sure, why not." replied Arumi.

"Okay, let's make a deal" Yudha asked.

"What deal, there is nothing else we can agree on mas," said Arumi annoyed.

"If I can prove my innocence, I'm asking for child custody. But if you are right you are entitled to all the property and also the right to children. How's it?" yudha. Yudha strengthened her own heart at this moment. His heart was broken he felt the sacrifice and his efforts to change were in vain.

"okay, deal. If I'm right then divorce me" Arumi replied.

"Okay," Yudha replied. Then with a heavy heart Yudha also disconnected his phone call. Yudha's feelings are out of form.

Yudha leaned her body on the pillar of the Village where she was at the moment. His body just squeezed. Yudha was crying in her silence she didn't know what to say. His eyes stared at the pushy sky of the space sky that was overshadowing him. "God strengthen me" said Yudha.

Seriate....