MY HUSBAND'S HEART IS NOT MINE

The Cry of Regret (POV Yudha)

The young wife's apartment..

Yudha lay down her body on the sofa of her living room, Yudha feeling uncomfortable even she began to not focus on her work today, Yudha began to think about her wife's feelings, Yudha began to think about her, he remembered the first time he had asked for permission to remarry.

The shadow of Rum's pale face, Rum's lips trembled as he gave him that permission. Yudha could now feel that Rum was very heavy at that time, Rum's tears that he had accidentally caught were clearly flashed in Yudha's eyes, "Why did I feel the pain now that you feel Rum," mummy Yudha.

Rose's smile also disturbed him, he remembered back, at the birth of the baby he was even cool to date his girlfriend, "Mafin abi ya dek, sorry dear," said Yudha. back he set up a pillow that stuck his head, "I'm sorry Rum, sorry about your bad husband" he added.

Yudha took the phone in her pants, checked again the message that his wife had sent for him, fortunately he had not deleted it, there was a photo of Arumi smiling showing off her baby, "You are so beautiful, you are so beautiful," puji Yudha's.

Yudha also read some messages from Arumi who asked her not to eat late and always take care of her health, she used to be very sick of it but now misses her.

Yes Arumi never again sent the message since Yudha said honestly, Arumi seemed to stay away from him, even demanding her right was not.

"I'm sorry for humbling you Rum, I'm sorry for taking you for granted" murmured Yudha, but Yudha remembered not giving any money for his sick wife, according to his promise he also sent 3 months at a time for it.

Yudha's affection for his wife's children prompted him to contact the beautiful woman. Yudha also pressed the green button on her phone, unfortunately the operator who answered the call.

Many times Yudha tried, unfortunately the answer she received remained the same, Arumi's phone was out of reach.

Yudha feels very lonely now, plus his young wife had permission to have a photo shoot, Yudha was restless he entered his room, changed his clothes and wear the perfume that Arumi liked, and he was very happy, Yudha smiled to herself as she remembered Arumi fondly kissing her old clothes. Yudha took her jacket and car keys to get ready to go to her old wife's house, Holding back the longing is hard, isn't it, "It's only been two days since I met you why I'm so nervous, did the time I got out of the house you also felt this, I'm sorry Rum, sorry," said the regret back out of Yudha's mouth. With a strong determination tonight he will again apologize to the mother of his children.

Yudha stepped out of the room, but she was surprised by the unexpected sight. He saw his young wife lying on her back on the couch, as if she was unconscious. His clothes were lacking the material as if exposing his entire thigh and chest, usually the maleness of Yudha would be tempted by the crazy scenery, strangely this time not.

Yudha ignored Desi's situation, even she immediately left the drunk woman. On the way to his car Yudha again compared his old wife and also his young wife

Yudha smiled wryly considering her stupidity, "God I'm why!" he muttered again as he opened the car door.

"Oh my God, I'm sorry" he said.

Yudha began to concentrate on her car, thinking about her super nature coming back.

While on the road Yudha saw the swordang matabak Bangka who favored Rum and Ditya. Yudha stopped her car and ordered the snack from the car, the weather was dripping at the time, making his heart back melo especially in his car he was accompanied by Rossa's slow song entitled Ku Cry even added the complete eternity.

Yudha wondered why the lights of his house looked dark, only the porch lights and also the living room were lit.

"Tumben clock is already on bobo," murmured Yudha, he immediately entered his house using a spare key that he brought.

Yudha is still positive thinking, he put what he brought earlier at the table and walked up the stairs to the room where Rum and his children were.

How surprised Yudha was when she turned on the light, the room was empty. No one welcomed her, not even a picture of her wedding to Rum.

Yudha panicked as she opened Rum's closet, not a single shirt was left behind. He still did not believe, Yudha also checked his wife's dresser, everything was empty, even lipstick that had never been used by Rum was not left for him.

Yudha was stunned, she thought she was floating there was nothing left for her now, Yudha shouted to her wife and children, for free they had not heard you Yudha. Your regrets are meaningless no more.

Yudha ran to her son's room hoping that Ditya would still be there, unfortunately it was also empty. Even photo photos, spri blankets and also bolster pillows that like Ditya was no longer there, as if all vanished without a trace.

Yudha's consciousness came, Arumi had left her with meaningless regret. Yudha wept to be so her precious treasure had left her now, the laughter was no longer thanks to her selfishness.

Laughter happy when his son showed that even his innocence was lost, Yudha opened the bathroom owned by his son, all empty even the old towels were not left behind.

"Why do you have Rum, why," Yudha said in her shout.

Yudha returned to her room, her heart balking at what was happening to her now. He went back to inspect the neatly lined closet. Unfortunately he did not find any of Arumi's belongings.

"Even your clothes you didn't leave one for me Rum, no more sorry for me Rum, no more chance to be with you Rum, I'm sorry Rum, I regret Rum, I regret it," yudha said in tears of regret.

Yudha stepped limp out of the dressing room in her room, she sat pensively in the bed they used to joke around, Yudha vividly remembered the last time she touched Rum. At that moment the beautiful woman shed her tears as if she felt disgusted by what happened.

"Rum, forgive your stupid husband Rum, come back Rum I beg you," Yudha continued to weep roaring, hoping Rum would come and hug her.

The sound of the rain seemed to add to the heartbreak of Yudha thinking if they were okay. Have they now taken shelter, Have they not been cold, Have they eaten.

Ahhh it all feels mixed right now.

The sound of Yudha's cry was accompanied also by the sound of thunder that boomed, he knew Rum was very afraid of the sound of lightning even when he first knew Rum, Rum hid in his desk, hide in the narrow room to take cover.

And now the woman is afraid that the lightning must protect her baby alone.

Seriate...