MY HUSBAND'S HEART IS NOT MINE

Yudha's honesty

Arumi went into the bathroom and washed her face, tied her long hair and used her bra. She just doesn't want to be judged as flirting with her husband. Now the situation is different. Yudha was not the same husband as seven years ago.

Yudha's honesty has changed their situation. Everything will come to an end and Arumi realizes that. This beautiful woman took a deep breath trying to prepare for what would happen after this

Arumi out the bathroom. He saw Yudha stroking his daughter's little cheek. Arumi tried to understand this situation. Even if her husband doesn't love her, at least she loves her children.

Arumi sat in the small chair where Yudha was sitting. Sitting quietly without saying anything as if waiting for an order from Yudha.

"Rum."

"Heem."

"Can I get married again?" ask Yudha.

Arumi was silent for a moment. I want to feel straight answered. But the man felt stuck in his throat. Ngeblank. Feeling stuck. Arumi felt her soul drift. It felt like his life was leaving his body at this moment as well.

What is this ? Didn't I have my heart set for this. Why does it feel so sick to God? Is this a gift because I love someone who doesn't love me? Is this a gift of my love to someone who doesn't want me? ask Arumi.

"Mas sure?" asked Arumi softly. Trying to hold back her tears, trying to balance Yudha's emotions.

"Yakin Rum, I love him" replied Yudha. Between sure and not.

Arumi silent. However, her name was female, her name was wife, her heart remained turbulent.

What did I see yesterday that was not wrong? What have I heard all this time about my husband not being wrong? Oh my God why am I this stupid? Why have you let me rest on the goodness of God? If I had known it a long time ago? arumi's inner self thrashed in protest.

"Does I love children?" asked Arumi, trying to find a gap for the husband to think again to take this step. Who knows by using the children of Yudha can change his mind.

"Dear Rum!"

"What about them if Mas leaves them?" ask this lady again.

Why didn't Arumi mention us because she knew that she had been eliminated from Yudha's life. As soon as Yudha said her honesty.

"I will try to divide my time for you" replied Yudha firmly.

Now there is no chance for Arumi to keep this marriage. Arumi had no choice but to respect Yudha's decision. While walking, this woman planned to put an end to this if she was already able to make a living on her own. It seems like a good move.

Not leaving any wounds for her and for her husband either. "Alright," answered this gentle woman. There is no fight. He tried his best. Intensely. Because he realized there was nothing more to be grasped from this marriage.

It's over, Arumi. Let her go, Arumi's inner self-sustained.

Yudha looked at the face of the wife. Arumi also returned that glance. This lady does not want Yudha to know how she feels. How he ruined it. How deep was the love he felt for this man. The man who has torn and broken his love. Treading his pride. Huh, I don't know!

"Does that mean I can remarry Rum?" ask Yudha.

"Of course why not, but may I ask you one more time?" ask Arumi.

"Of course Rum asked!"

"I don't know Rum, I still consider you my wife just that I don't love you" Yudha replied honestly. As he felt.

Arumi kept quiet again, not continuing her words. For him that answer was enough to make him understand that he did not mean anything to Yudha and Arumi sincerely.

Yudha was about to hold Arumi's hand but Arumi refused. Honestly, now Arumi was afraid of being touched by Yudha considering the fact that Yudha never loved her. Means all this time the husband touched it only using ****, not love. Arumi was disgusted at herself.

"Can Arumi apply for Mas to remarry?" ask Arumi.

"Of course Rum!"

"Will Mas hide this marriage from Ditya, and papi until I'm ready to tell them that I failed to be a good wife" Arumi said gently. This is very painful but it has to be said. Arumi wants whatever problems she now faces, this woman wants everything to be open.

"Alright Rum, the important thing is that I get written permission from you" Yudha replied as if blind to what Arumi was feeling.

Arumi was silent, she still tried to smile despite the weight

Oh my God, this is the man you gave me. Why is he so selfish, Arumi's inner self again.

"Before I'm ready whether you want to get married under your hands first, I mean religiously first."

"Why Rum, you consider my future wife, she is also a woman just like you," Yudha said trying to defend her future wife.

If she's a woman like me then why would she take another woman's property, you're just as upset as the inner demon Arumi.

"Arumi knows she's a woman, like. Cook yes Mas want to marry a man, but Mas will not invite him to stay here right?" asked Arumi again, he wanted everything to be clear now.

"Your Rum is calm, I have prepared another place for him" Yudha replied, Arumi feeling more relieved now.

Let everything happen. God must have a good plan for me. Arumi is sure that one day her husband will realize who the woman who loves her really is, or just loves her property.

"One more condition can?"

Yudha looked at Arum's face again, somehow the face of the woman in front of him looked very beautiful. More beautiful than usual, unlike Arumi who he knew all along.

"Hem" answered Yudha.

"Will I wait until Rum is strong until I can get a new job Mas Cerain Rum?" asked Rum with a slightly stifled voice.

"Oh my goodness Rum who wants to hurt you, I just want to ask for marriage permission again not to take my responsibility on you," Yudha replied

Like being hit by a sharp object of Arumi's heart. This guy is very, very selfish. What demons possess you. Oh God is so selfish of him, do you think combined is no more painful than divorce, the basic inner Arumi wants to squeeze the face of Yudha if not afraid of sin.

Arumi did not want to say any more words. It was clear what her husband wanted. Yudha's heart is not for her, let her seek her happiness Rum.

Right now you have Ditya and your daughter for what you're afraid of. Think about what you should think. Take care of what you should be able to take care of and release what is not destined to be your right, Arumi's mind strengthens itself.

Seriate...