
...ZENNA POV...
Following days...........
Today I was allowed to go home, after 1 week I was hospitalized.
When I got home, I saw the parents of Mas gibran standing at the door welcoming my return, although I still felt sick and disappointed, but I still show them my respect, because they know nothing.
“Assalamualaikum !! mom, dad ”, I said to them, shaking hands with both of them.
“Walaikumsalam, welcome back nak” said susi's mother-in-law my ex-mother-in-law.
I smiled at them, and we entered the house, in the living room there was my mother who was playing with the king, I immediately rushed to embrace the king, I missed the king very much.
“Honey mother, muac, muac ” said I was enthusiastic while kissing the king's cheeks.
The king just laughed and I got more and more anxious at him, I could also feel that he also missed me a lot.
“Come sit, nia has not healed properly ” said papaku.
I also said, I sat near my mother while holding me king..
From that time I searched for mas gibran and zara, but I did not find it, I am sure that currently mas gibran and zara are already SAH husband and wife, I am sure, neither my father nor my mother told me.
I really didn't expect, if all this was real, then I might have thought that hopefully this was all just the worst nightmare of my life, but it turned out to be real in my life, I don't know what God is planning, hopefully there will be wisdom behind all this.
“Darling are you sure you will be leaving for your grandparents' place tomorrow morning ??” ask mama.
“Iya ma, nia will be there, nia titip king ya ma, pa !!” I convinced my mom.
“Iya dear, the important thing is you are there well yes !! remember to return to your health control, later mama will contact grandma to nemenin you and find the best hospital for your treatment !!” obviously my mama
“Iya ma, thank you for everything ” my word back.
“Sama-sama dear” replied my mama stroking my head gently.
“Once again forgive gibran ya nia !!” this time my mother-in-law opened her voice.
I have not been able to answer every single mother Mas gibran apologized to me, my mouth may be able to say it is okay, but not with my heart, this heart is still very disappointed, she said, angry I might even hate everything that is related to Mas gibran..
After a long conversation, my mother drove me back to my room.
I saw that the room was different, the wedding photos that I displayed in my room were no longer there, maybe it had been separated by my mother, she said, I also opened the wardrobe mas gibran and it turned out it was empty, I was crying could not hold everything, the shadow as I helped the gibran mas dress revolved in my brain, I was crying, I still love Mas gibran.
“Why should this happen to me god ?? can I complain in this situation ?? ” my words with sobs.
Because I was too tired I fell asleep, and I came back hoping that everything was just a dream, I don't know I can accept all of it.
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The next morning, at exactly 04:30 am I woke up from my sleep, I immediately rushed to the bathroom to clean my body and carry out my duties as a Muslim that is morning prayers.
After performing the morning prayers, I tidied my clothes into a bag, which today I will visit the place of grandmother, I don't know where I want to go, so I really want to go there, and my main goal is to calm myself from the shadow of mas gibran.
“For ma, pa”, I said to both my parents
“Morning is also a pity, ” answer them in unison.
I sat opposite my mother, and again I remembered the gibran mas, so she used to sit beside me and I prepared breakfast for her, but today I did not get her again, I don't know how she is now, if she's happy living with Zara.
Papa who saw me kept glancing sideways, understood that I was missing mas gibran again.
“Nia do you remember gibran ya ??” ask papaku.
I nodded slowly, and papa breathed a heavy sigh.
“Nia should lupain gibran yes !! papa sure nia can, maybe gibran is not her soul mate, hopefully later there will be people who will love nia sincerely” said my father gently.
“Iya pa hopefully, but if to marry again nia do not want pa, nia trauma will be men, for nia good men in this world only papa, papa, that will never hurt the feelings of nia ” I said, and tears immediately flowed profusely in the corner of my eyes.
Hearing my words, my father immediately hugged me, and the breakfast ended with a cry.
After everything calmed down, I went straight to my grandmother's house, and papa clean hard to deliver me, although I refused but still papa wanted to take me and finally I relented.
I was happy with my mother, I hugged my mother, and the king understood that if I was going to leave her, the king was crying so hard that I could not bear to leave her, but I also want to forget mas gibran, and make my life calm again.
Finally with a heavy heart I left the king and my mother, and I waved my hand to them both the most meaningful people in my life.
The trip to the city of D I took with a 2-hour drive, me and papa arrived there at 10 am, because from home we left at 8 am.
I was immediately greeted by my grandmother and grandfather, and I hugged my grandmother very tightly.
“I miss granny” I said in a spoiled voice.
“Grandmother also miss dear nia” replied my grandmother.
My dad and I went into my grandmother's house, the house I used to live in when I was a kid, but when Zara was born I was rarely here because I had a new toy, my sister Zara.
“Nek I went straight to the room ya ” I said to grandma.
“Iya dear, grandma cleaned her room ” replied my grandmother.
I left my grandmother and grandfather and my papa to rest in the room, because my body was very tired, and I soon fell asleep.
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