My Heart to You, Brother (Love in Silence)

54. mixed taste

Arrida was silent, sitting quietly in the corner of the cafeteria, he was engrossed in playing games on his phone. It's always like that. As if it had become a habit

within six weeks. Sometimes he looks so uninspired. Although actually the joy on his face is still always emanated, but, deep in his heart there is pain in the heart like slashed. Today is actually a third day class meeting. Last week they had just finished the final exam of the class.

"Well, daydream again" Nana commented while carrying a tray containing three bowls of meatballs,

Hani behind him, carrying a tray containing three glasses of juice.

"I'm playing a game again" Arrida quibbled.

" We know Da, playing the game you are just an impingement, rather than remembering 'he' the best graduate of the year" said Nana while putting a meatball bowl in front of Arrida, Hani and himself. Then he landed his body on the chair in front of Arrida.

Arrida turned off the phone, then placed it on the table next to her glass of avocado juice.

"I feel not much different from the girls who shot Uwais "again... Arrida poured out her heart for the second time. He felt worthless, feeling inferior. For the first time, she expressed her feelings and was ignored. It is the same as a subtle rejection.

"Sorry, because we gave advice for the last time, you even have this kind of feeling" Hani regretted what she had suggested to Arrida to express her feelings to Uwais.

"Ah you are pessimistic Da, you said the last meeting time Brother Uwais said will contact you right, and you will talk right?"

Arrida nodded slowly. The meatballs in his mouth were chewed very slowly.

"But, in fact, it has been almost two months brother Uwais did not contact me" said Arrida Lirih, even the meat seems not smooth even though it has been chewed repeatedly

"Da inget ga, yesterday when we bought boba, brother Roni said that actually brother Uwais likes you right, if I think you just wait" This time Hani gave encouraging advice.

"But at least, if he knew, why didn't he call me? "

"Why didn't you contact her first?" Nana suggests, even though she knows for sure Arrida rejected it. Just that time alone, he who took the initiative expressed his feelings first.

"Start right... I'm told first... Where is he? he's the man" Arrida's disappointed

Nana and Hani compactly took a deep breath. They agreed on what Arrida said, where exactly is Uwais?

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"Dan, Na...Where's arrida?" Ask someone when Hani and Nana were at the GOR watching an inter-class basketball game. Although it is not really their class that competes.

"Sir Uwais???"Hani and Nana compact surprised

"Don't be surprised, like seeing a ghost"

"Oh my goodness, where are you going? " just ask Hani

"Emang kayak ghost, go away so, disappear.trus now suddenly come" said Nana, making Uwais chuckle.

"Don't laugh, brother, I don't have anything wrong" Hani grumbled

"What's wrong?"

"Sister has made Arrida not excited because waiting for brother.....Last brother promised to meet him and talk, right?" obviously Hani without further ado

"And it's made him ashamed, feeling neglected.." added Hani.

"Sister.. time doesn't understand anyway? He was giving a letter as an expression of his feelings to his sister... He had learned the courage to talk like big brother, but this brother of almost two months ignored, not even giving the slightest news, brother refused him subtly right?" Hani explained at length

Uwais smiles.

"Do not smile, you can smile on the suffering of others" Nana this time who grumbled

"So, where's Arrida?" tanya Uwais did not want to linger

"What does big brother find him, and again..Arida still has face to face to meet big brother?"nana was upset

"I'm sorry, I'll explain, where is he now?"

"She's just back home, maybe still in front of the gate, try a brother chase, who knows he has not been on the transport" replied Hani immediately.

Uwais immediately ran towards the school gate, seeing her right and left. Niente. Finally he decided to go to the parking lot, took his motorbike, then immediately drove it towards Arrida's house in a hurry.

Fifteen minutes later he arrived at Arrida's house. But it seems the house is empty. At the press of the doorbell several times there was no reply from inside. He thinks positively if Arrida is still on the road and has not yet reached home.

Finally he decided to wait on his motorbike parked in front of the fence of Arrida's house.

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Arrida got off the transport, he had to walk a few meters to get home. His pace accelerated, because he already felt very tired and lazy. But suddenly his steps stopped when he saw the face he missed so much for almost two months.

Arrida swallowed her saliva very heavily, especially when the guy showed her a typical limited edition smile.

Meanwhile, Uwais who had known that Arrida was walking to his house, did not take his eyes off the girl. He looked at her very deeply. A ray of happiness flashed across his face, how eager he was to express that he was so desperately longing for the beloved girl before him, who was currently pecking at a distance of a few steps from him

Arrida smiled happily. He was eager to run and embrace Uwais. But then the happy face subsided. He remembered his neglected love, shame, disappointment and anger mixed into one with longing and happiness, and even decided to turn around to avoid it.

"fr"

The call, a call he had longed for for nearly two months, finally broke the path to avoid it. He turned back to look at Uwais. He looked at that handsome face, but finally he looked down. It was like thinking of how to deal with Uwais after her neglected expression of love. Ah, why did her confidence disappear instantly.

"Ar" once again Uwais called out very gently because this time he was already standing before her beloved girl.

Arrida did not reply, nor did she look at the man she missed, even turning her face away so Uwais could not look at him. At this time his feelings are mixed, between happy, longing, embarrassed, not confident, disappointed and angry. I don't know which one he ended up winning in the struggle in his heart.

Uwais smiled, so he was lured to tease the girl. I haven't done it in a long time either. He wanted to see the adorable expression of his beloved girl.

"Hey!" uwais's outstretched hand touched Arrida's chin so that the girl could look at him. Now his face was facing Uwais, but his eyes were closed. To be honest, Arrida had not had the courage to look at Uwais at such a close distance.

And, that beautiful vibe again felt warm. That soft call and touch was able to tear down the shame, disappointment and anger that was in Arrida's heart.

"If you don't want to open your eyes, I kiss you" whispered Uwais in Arrida's ear, he deliberately teased the girl.

And finally the whisper was successful in making Arrida open her eyes. Staring at Uwais by narrowing his eyes and slightly pursing his lips.

Succeeds.

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