My Heart to You, Brother (Love in Silence)

141. My heart is only for my brother

Arrida clasped Uwais' hand and then kissed her back and palm.

"Did you feel it?"

"Sorry," Uwais replied as she shook her head.

Arrida took a deep breath. He understood the unstable state of Uwais.

"Do you want me to show you the footage when we get married?"

"Where's the video?" asked Uwais, he seemed impatient to see the video, as if he had known about the wedding video.

Arrida immediately opened her phone, then showed it to Uwais.

"I'm not in the hospital, I'm here when the contract goes on! We got married because of papah's last wish! We have our own dreams of getting married! But we were forced to get married quickly, not according to the plan we made, because at that time papah was critical! Look at Papah's condition, he's eager to see us married, and this is my father shaking brother's hand!" said Arrida while explaining who was in the video.

"After we get married, Papah's condition is stable, can go home, noon is home, at half-four in the morning, papah dies! I, Mbak Fika, bang Arman, rushed that morning to the airport but suddenly the flight schedule to town S was canceled, because there was a tsunami!" coined.

"Why did you get there? Isn't access there closed to the public?"

"I'm with the volunteer team!"

Uwais. "And you found me?" tanya Uwais made sure.

"Yes, with papah's body and dad!" arrida answered while wiping away the tears. Actually this is the last time Arrida showed a video and told Uwais, repeatedly, but still the tears came out of the corner of his eyes. And strangely Uwais always listened to him.

"I did lose my memory, but I promise, I will try to remember it, I will try to love you, I promise I will always take care of you, be happy with you, as papah mandated!" said Uwais while rubbing Arrida's cheeks that were still wet due to the rest of her tears.

"Isn't he?" Arrida.

"Yes, I remember, after my father told me that if I had become a husband, then I would have to take care of you and our children in the future, responsibility not only in the world but also in the hereafter,"

"Sister remember?"

"Yes!"

"Can't you?"

"Either, seeing the papah in this video, suddenly there are shadows and papah voices present, he also advised that I always be happy with you," explained Uwais.

Arrida smiled happily. There was at least something important that Uwais could still remember.

"Patience, keep me company!" uwais said while holding Arrida's hand. "I'll learn to be the best husband for you!" the promise.

"No, but we, we're going to learn to be good husband and wife, said Brother!" said Arrida while emphasizing the word 'us'.

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For two days now, Uwais escorted and picked Arrida up at the practice site. There is no word of getting lost and being late, everything goes as expected. He even joined the restaurant, even though it only served one or two buyers. However, there was something unusual this afternoon, Uwais' heart suddenly felt pain when he saw Arrida being ushered home by Rasya. He decided to immediately go home, not to welcome Arrida, but to lay down his body on the bed, because of the pain in his heart, felt up to the head.

Uwais's feelings are not right now, especially in these two nights where Arrida is very busy completing tasks and reports, until finally last night, he was offended by Arrida's words which seemed to underestimate him for refusing his help.

"Ga nak, brother rest! This is a lot, my sister will not understand!" arrida said to Uwais who woke up in the middle of the night and saw himself still working overtime. His heart was disappointed to get rejected, but what Arrida said was completely true, he really did not understand, if just typing alone, it also made it longer. Ah, she felt like a stupid and useless husband, she was heartbroken, especially when she saw Arrida being ushered in by Rasya. What can be expected of him? Even to go home, Arrida believes in others more. That's what's on his mind right now.

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Tonight, Arrida noticed Uwais' sleeping face, and there was a sense of pity enveloping her heart. "Emh, brother, may God heal brother immediately and immediately restore the memory of brother as before" murmured bathin Arrida.

There's actually something he wants to talk about. He wanted to explain something, however, Uwais seemed to deliberately avoid it. He still remembered, when he had been helping with the resto, Arman was able to ask him something, just before he returned home.

"You have a problem with Uwais?" ask Arman.

"No Bang, why? Just aja, all day older brother is more pendiem, gorang why, even though I'm sick again!"'

"Maybe he's angry with you again,"

"So afternoon he saw you delivered by Rasya, his face became different, so he went straight home, and this he saw you pat Andri's shoulder! Fortunately, when crying, Andri's head is on the table not in your arms!"

"Oh, brother, what the hell is that talking?"

"Yes, I mean, he's like he's angry again seeing you walk and talk to another guy!"

"That means she's jealous dong, she says she hasn't felt love!" arrida protested.

"Hahaha, his name is also his brain injured not his heart! Good thing it's still sane, Da!"

"Ih, Brother, really have to say like that, brother is not stupid let alone crazy, Bang, brother just lost his memory, but strangely, his memory back and forth is not clear! "

"His name is also along with the trauma in his heart, yes, the loss of papah, hit by the tsunami, not yet graduated, even have to marry you before graduation, all outside his wishes and targets!"

"Yes, hell, Bang!"

"Yes try to talk to him well, he is again unstable, patient yes, he was originally always patient and if there was anything, he would soon be finished!"

"Yes Bang, Rida knows!"

Arrida took a deep breath while looking at Uwais then gently stroked her hair. However, whether intentionally or not, Uwais kept his eyes closed.

Arrida chose to move and headed to the bed next to Uwais. That night, Uwais completely turned his back on Arrida.

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"Sister, get up, I'll be late!" the word Arrida awakens the Uwais. Since waking up, Uwais did not greet him at all. After dawn, he chose to sleep again, especially when the weather was raining.

"So why the hell, from yesterday did not talk? Says big brother, if there's anything we'll finish soon, but where? This brother silenced me from yesterday, I'm heartbroken, brother!" grouse Arrida spoiled as usual. However, Uwais was still silent and closed his eyes.

"Sister, I was sick yesterday, I wanted, when I had a stomachache on the first day of the month, brother was so worried about me, but yesterday even when I came, brother did not greet me, did not calm me, did not calm me, I need a sister!" Arrida started telling stories.

"I was going to ask to be picked up by Big Brother as soon as possible, but my practice supervisor said that all of you go with Rasya, because Rasya also got the order to go to campus, I finally answered what Mr. Andi said,"

Arrida deliberately continued his explanation, he did not care whether to be heard by Uwais or not, which was clear, he just wanted to express what he felt.

"Every night, my brother invited Andri at the restaurant instead did not want, whereas, because he was the one I could go home to the city of S Follow the volunteer team! I know, yesterday afternoon he just came from the city of S directly met me and told me that his girlfriend Nana had died due to the tsunami, he also lost his mother who until now has not been known where, and where, whether it is alive or not! Last night, she cried because of Nana's departure, Brother still remember Nana? My best friend is always funny and cheerful!" obviously Arrida while letting out her tears from remembering Nana.

"Andri's a good man, he's the one who helped Brother find me when I was kidnapped by Bryan and held captive by Laura! Maybe Brother forgot, but we owe him a lot!" said Arrida again although actually Uwais still does not respond to it.

"If you keep me quiet because I'm with Rasya and Andri, I'm sorry for making you angry, and I won't repeat it,"

Uwais opened her eyes slowly.

"I'm not a perfect husband, I don't even remember anything, I'm so useless, you don't need me, you can be alone, and you can ask other men for help!" uwais said full of despair.

"Sister!!!" Arrida shouted a little, there was a sense of disappointment and anger, but then his heart understood the state of Uwais. She was crying withholding emotions.

"I can't be a good wife to you! But I have to know what sister? You know, the thing that you said earlier, made me hurt!" arrida firmly while wiping her tears.

"So you know, ever since I liked you, at sixteen, I never turned to anyone else, my heart was only for you!" arrida shouted and then left Uwais.

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Uwais irritates yaaaa. Understandably still fragile.... 🤭🤭🤭

Maaaf kak readers. late Up. kemaren already want up eh er erkap 700 words. must start from the beginning.bio can not be tired. hiks. zeal ilang. tepar.

May the Readers be healthy always yaaaa.

The OTW is over, brother....

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