My Heart to You, Brother (Love in Silence)

13. Free (enjoying his love in silence)

"Don't you not reveal your feelings, because you are afraid of rejection, right?" ledek Roni on Uwais.

Uwais raised her eyebrows looking at Roni, confused, must agree or not.

"No, I still want to be alone" replied Uwais firmly.

"Really?" Roni investigated in disbelief. "What about how you feel about Arrida?" tanyanya.

"Obviously, if I like it, I will survive, I do not want to disturb the school," replied Uwais definitely.

"Then what about Arrida's feelings, if it turns out she likes the same elo? What will be the same fate as a ciwi-ciwi who likes to mengedeketin elo?" roni said find out.

Uwais scrunched his forehead. Trying to remember who Roni meant

"Well he did not realize, if all this time he made a lot of hearts ciwi-ciwi klepek-klepek ... Erna, Audy, Erfi, Mira, Nia, Ita, Asya, Tata ...." Roni suddenly fell silent. If only Uwais had not stopped by his hand gesture, maybe Roni would have mentioned all the names of the girls who had been mengedeketin Uwais from the time they were tenth grade until they were now twelfth grade.

"Gue knows, but I never play with their feelings, I keep my attitude and keep my distance, I give them very clear boundaries, and I never PHP-in them,"

"Yes .. I agree that, I know how to go to the ciwi-ciwi, but, for Arrida's case, I think you are starting to cross the line that you made yourself," Asep concluded.

"Is she?" Speech only. While deep in Uwais's heart, he confirmed the conclusion Asep had said. He realized that the defensive fort he had built was slowly beginning to collapse. In fact now, before he finished his studies he met a cute and adorable girl, which made him stuck with his own feelings, which made his heart always tremble, his heart was always pounding, his heart was always pounding, his brain always thinks about it. It was a strange but beautiful taste.

"Yes, really," Roni nodded, agreeing with what Asep was thinking

"If yes, let me apply him at the right time," exclaimed Uwais steady.

"Cool thinking lo, nyampe lamar - lamar all," Asep patted Uwais's back.

"Let's not play with a lot of people's hearts, just one, seriously forever,"

"Euy's weight, he thought it was far away," said Asep who was asserted by Roni.

Uwais just laughed looking at the expression of the two.

"But you have to take extra care of him, Bro," Roni said. "Because he likes a lot and a lot of hate, too,"

Uwais.

"Lo was not aware, he liked a lot of guys, and hated a lot of girls" said Roni.

"Yes, just one example, you did not see the treatment of Erna was hiking? Fortunately there is Rian," Asep reminded.

Uwais was silent. He knows the chairman who likes Arrida has a lot of fans. Not to mention the girls who also like it.

He himself does not understand why many students like him when he is not a chairman of the school organization, which usually has a high prestige, or a school athlete who has many idols, he said, or the smartest student who makes his school proud.

Uwais is just an ordinary student, with achievements only able to enter the top 10 in his class, not in his school. His face is handsome, has an ideal posture, always looks neat, does not like anything, obeys the rules except that time, for the girl he likes he is willing to be punished. He likes to exercise. He is warm, friendly, helpful, and humble. One more thing, anyone who sees the smile Uwais must be his heart becomes melting.

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"Da, you're a complete failure? Uwais, Rian, Vishnu, Justin are all you deketin," Erna asked in a faint tone to Arrida.

Just after Arrida spoke to Rian, Erna called him to speak in the back of the PMR room.

"I don't feel the insignificance of mbak, those who took me, do I have to stay away? I'm also limiting myself" Arrida explained.

"Partially why mbak Erna sewot seh, like their hearts do want deket ma who?"

"You're reminded that it should be a real and no macem-macem for seniors!" Erna started to rise.

"Oh mbak Erna senior? What kind of senior would dare to be just like his junior? Not a great example?!! In part, what right to forbid to be close to whom, the school just does not forbid to be friends with anyone as long as it does not cross the line,"

"You're brave, Da,"

"I am brave,"

"I'm not fucking a senior!"

"Don't be rude, Da,"

"I'm not rude huh mbak, I just defend myself, anyways why sebak mbak hate ma me? What's my fault for trying?"

"I don't like the same pretentious junior, the insignificance! I've given you a warning, but you've been getting nervous for a long time, all the guys you deketin and you're teased!"

"Mbak don't be original yablak yes, I was patient enough mbak work earlier, but if mbak origin accuse without evidence it's slander, and I don't like it ... Be careful, your mouth is your tiger, lest that mouth be broken inwardly!" arrida.

"What do you mean?"

"I ripped my mouth off, let me know it hurts!"

"That's so brazen!!!"

"Two times you can say I'm rude, maybe I should be so impudent, so I can teach you a lesson!" said Arrida while raising both of her long sleeves up to her shoulders.

Erna's hands clenched, and then her open palms slid into Arrida's face. As fast as lightning Arrida held Erna's arm that was about to slap her.

"Dear senior brother, please take care of the attitude! This attitude makes me not respect!" said Arrida while releasing Erna's hand forcefully.

"What kind of senior mbak this, do not make yourself ashamed mbak," exclaimed Arrida annoyed

"Waste of time!!!" Arrida stepped out leaving Erna riveted with rage

"We're not done yet!!!"

Arrida's steps stopped. He turned his body. Staring sharply at Erna.

"Moreover, don't look for trouble!"

"As much as you want to mess with any guy, just don't Uwais!!!" erna said affirming as she stepped closer to Arrida.

"Oh, so this is because of brother Uwais, you're jealous? Why don't you just say 'Stay away from Uwais' ... That's pretty obvious to me, from a pretentious snob to a warning, don't get nervous, pettiness, pretty ass ... Very hypocritical!"

"I give you a warning because I'm good, Da!"

"And now it's not good anymore?"

"Whatever you think, but don't go near Uwais!"

"If I don't want to?" arrida's question made Erna more emotional.

"You'll know the consequences!"

Arrida displayed a smile that was hard to interpret, whether it was a smile of ridicule, a smile of condescension, a cynical smile or a sincere smile. I don't know.

"I feel sorry for you, brother Uwais is free, he can be close to anyone, that's his right ... Regarding me near or far with him, it is also my right, so don't feel inferior! And you don't have to hang on, because I'm not afraid!!!" arrida talks like that without any fear. For him, when it was strangely done while hiking, he still respected Erna as the senior council sister, but now that it was outside the realm of the organization, Erna was nothing, moreover, this is only about personal matters.

Erna was silent withstanding anger.

"You may be the girlfriend of brother Uwais, I will stay away, besides why also disturb people's relationships, but in fact, you have nothing to do right? Why you should worry, he is good with everyone, I'm not disturbed if he wants to be friends with anyone," said Arrida full of emphasis.

Though all this time, he also felt disturbed when he saw Uwais with his girl friends. There is a sense of jealousy that in the end always doubts his love. So, instead of self-torturing, he decided to enjoy his love in silence, enjoy his laughter, enjoy his face and smile, pay attention to it sincerely, admire all his attitudes, be happy when he is happy, be happy, without having him show that love to Uwais, without frills hoping to be loved back. Quite like that, for Arrida already very beautiful and fun. And he doesn't want to ruin it until Uwais finds out he loves her. It would probably only last until Uwais passed the twelfth grade.

Erna still held back her anger, logically confirming what Arrida said, but her heart refused, she only wanted to have Uwais alone.

"I'm going, mbak, I think our unimportant talk is over, thanks for the meaning!" Arrida left Erna pecking full of anger.

And from a distance Uwais smiled to see the incident. "You're amazing Ar, really adorable,"

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