My Heart to You, Brother (Love in Silence)

142. Loving you is a gift

"I went to the practice, I asked for a delivery from Arman's bang, "That's the message Arrida sent to Uwais.

Uwais read it, but his body still felt tired from crying.

After Arrida's departure, his heart was more chaotic, his heart was more sick, especially seeing Arrida who left just like that, he was actually very sorry, but he himself preferred to be quiet.

Slowly he went to the wardrobe, looking for something, I don't know what, obviously he wanted to get something that could restore his memory, he was tired of his current condition.

Suddenly he saw a jacket that he thought was very familiar. The jacket he once gave to Arrida while in the hospital, the beginning of the meeting.

I don't know where the push from, he also wore it, maybe because this morning it was raining. It can make her body warmer.

"Ah, Arrida, you would rather leave me, rain to the practice in a state of anger and heartache over my words, but what can I do? I'm not only lost in memory but I'm useless to you, I'm stupid, '" Uwais monologued. Uwais is back at its breaking point. He feels insecure to be a good husband for Arrida and whether he is able to accompany Arrida to take care of him according to Ridwan's mandate if his condition is as it is today.

Uwais took a deep breath.

"What are you doing here? Self-imprisoned? What do you want to do?" Suddenly Fika comes to open Uwais's room. Uwais was surprised and turned to look at him.

Fika then sat on the edge of the bed, while Uwais chose to sit on the dresser chair.

"What's the matter, hm?" ask Fika.

Uwais remained silent and had no intention of answering.

"So, Arrida came to the house, asked for a bang Arman anterin, fortunately, Arman's bang car has been overturned Kirno kemaren,"

Uwais was silent just staring flatly at Fika.

"Arida's face is as moist as a cry, what are you doing? If you fight, you have to give a lot, like the deceased papah to mamah, like bang Arman to mbak, their example, however, the woman is quite listened to, he said, do not hurt him with words that are not useful especially to hit,"

Uwais remained silent listening. Actually, there was no problem between her and Arrida, this was just her self-disbelief.

"You're lucky, once you get a partner, papah agrees immediately, and he really loves you! Arrida is the good girl you always fight for, you take care of, you save and you love! You know, before you were with him, you first asked for his parents' permission, even though you just graduated twelfth grade, and his parents also immediately agreed without knowing you papah child ... You know what it is because? It's because you're trustworthy!" obviously Fika.

Uwais was still digesting Fika's words.

"By Arrida, you open a restaurant, for Arrida you wake up, for Arrida you are ready for anything, because you love her, and she is the same! He's patient even if you lose his memory, he loves you too much, Dek!"

"You know, yesterday he was forced to go home with Rasya, his stomach hurts when the first month of the day comes, and you, you used to be very worried about his condition, when Arrida experienced it! Look at your actions yesterday! Don't take care of him, just worry about him not!"

There was pain in the corner of Uwais' heart, he became increasingly insecure, felt himself increasingly useless. Out of jealousy, he left his wife when she was sick.

"Ah, Arrida, I'm sorry!" said Uwais in his heart.

Uwais took a deep breath, he felt even more guilty.

"Bak doesn't hurt you if you're jealous, but it has to be in place" said Fika then rose from her seat to approach Uwais and patted her on the shoulder and then out of the room.

After Fika died, Uwais saw his phone, read repeatedly messages from Arrida. His heart was riddled to repay him. He wanted so badly to apologize. He kept silent while staring at the rain through his bedroom window.

He put his phone in his jacket pocket. It turned out that his hand touched something, there was a light blue colored paper. He immediately took it out of his jacket pocket and read the writing on the paper. It's a love letter from Arrida, which contains a song written by him and ends with the word 'My Heart to You, Brother'.

While reading it, Uwais' heart pounded violently, his breathing suddenly rose and fell irregularly, there was a memory that began to appear even though it was not perfect. High School Time Memory. When Uwais sings his song during school HUT coincides with his birthday and Arrida. Back then, his heart had completely flowered, what he was singing about was the expression of his entire heart to Arrida. Even though his fingers were playing the guitar, and his lips were singing the song, but his gaze was only on one beautiful girl who had beautiful eyeballs with dense eyelashes and flickers as well as an attractive smile that captivated his heart. The shadow of her beloved girl was clearly visible in her current memories. When the girl smiled, when the girl looked at her, it was all very beautiful and it always made Uwais' heart beat violently.

"My arrida!" he said spontaneously while holding his chest.

He immediately ran out, rushed to the place where the motorbike was parked.

"Where are you going, Vais?" asked Fika who saw him in a hurry.

"You go to Arrida!"

"But it's raining, don't go anywhere!" later orders.

"I have to go there! Important!!!" resolute Uwais while shouting with emphasis.

"Take a taxi!" said Fika advises that Uwais not rained, because the car is still used by Arman.

"Relaterally, Ma'am," Uwais refused.

"If so wear his raincoat!" Fika asked Uwais to wear a raincoat to protect his body later when riding a motorcycle so as not to get wet. Finally, Uwais complied.

After wearing a raincoat, he immediately rode his motorcycle splitting the wet road that was still raining.

"My arrida, loving you is a gift from Allah, never let go of your grasp, for Allah will not allow it, Allah has allowed me to always take care of you and make you happy, again and again! For this reason, Allah gave me a chance to live once again because there is a trust that I have to run! I love you, my heart is only for you, Love!" he said in his heart.

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Uwais....

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