My Heart to You, Brother (Love in Silence)

12. rejection of love

"Time on the bus" said Uwais

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Arrida's heart was racing uncontrollably, he remembered very well when by accident the soft lips of Uwais came into contact with his tiny lips. His face is now heating up. Looks reddish. There is incredible shame. It was very desirable that he left in front of Uwais, but his legs felt stiff, unable to move.

"I think I should talk to you about this," Uwais turned his head, looking at Arrida deeply.

"I'm sorry, yeah,"

"Udah ah, don't talk about it, I don't want to talk about it either," said Arrida quickly, he was confused what to comment. Because actually even though he really did not want to talk about it, but the events of time on the bus did still continue to swirl in his memory.

"It was unintentional ...." Uwais paused his sentence "I don't mean ..." Uwais' speech stopped again, because Arrida immediately cut off the conversation.

"Sister, I know, no papa ... We forget about it, although it may not necessarily be able to forget seh," said Arrida as she closed her mouth, she slightly chuckled, trying not to be nervous, taking Uwais into a relaxed mode while chuckling.

"Aren't you papa Ar?" look at Uwais who got the exact nod from Arrida.

"Seriously?"

"Emmm how yes brother ... Actually ...." Arrida was silent as if thinking what words were right to say.

"You're not okay, are you, Ar?" guess Uwais.

Arrida looked at Uwais deeply. There was a small nod that he showed.

"Although not intentional ... But it was first for me, brother! Honestly .. It was to shock me,"

Uwais nodded in understanding.

"I'm sorry" said Uwais shrewdly and briefly. In fact, he felt the same way that Arrida felt.

"It happened, brother, no papa,"

"Aren't you angry? "

The question even confused Arrida to answer. "Do I have to be angry? he took my first kiss ... But is that called first kiss?" bathin Arrida.

As it was saved, suddenly the clock-turn bell rang. Arrida did not have to answer.

"Udah bel kak, I went in first yes, the teacher's meeting must have been completed," said Arrida bouncing. He got up from his seat and stepped into his class.

Uwais nodded inviting Arrida to her class.

"Don't change Ar, and don't dodge," Uwais pinta shortly before Arrida enters her class.

Without agreeing or not, Arrida also entered into his class.

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As the day goes by, Arrida and Uwais go about their usual day-like activities. Twelve class building is indeed different in location with the eleventh grade building let alone the tenth grade, so only occasionally they meet or greet. Their togetherness is even more intense during the extracurricular activities of PMR, with Nana, Hani, Rian, Roni, and Asep. But Arrida and Uwais are still with a feeling of security stored in their respective hearts. Sometimes they just give each other a look.

They don't know how to describe their feelings. Moreover, Arrida, his heart is like being pulled out. Sometimes, if you see Uwais close to a princess friend, he feels jealous, and wants to erase his feelings for Uwais, but, sometimes blooming again if Uwais gives small attention.

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"Da, why should Erna punish you so much, even though your mistakes are not fatal-fatal very, trus, strange, he seems to follow you mulu, in each post there must be him, he said, and strangely only you seem to be in one of the malu malu," grumbled Nana did not agree with Erna's excessive attitude and was there at the time of PMR hiking.

"Maybe he was intent on doing you Da, so he did it on purpose" Hani said presumably.

"Why is he trying to do that?" Arrida half thought.

"How come you deket ma kak Uwais is, let alone try?" guess Hani.

Arrida. At least he confirmed Hani's words. He remembers very well several weeks back, during the PMR excrement activity, Erna once said: "Da, you don't be too nervous ma Uwais, he is good with everyone, so don't baper, you don't be too nervous, and again you don't belong to the category of girl he likes, so, stay away from him don't expect much from you heartache,"

Actually he wanted to ignore it, but those words kept ringing in his ears.

"Grandfather, the important thing is that I'm fine, if he's so outrageous, I'm definitely not going to stay in the house,"

"We're behind you, Da," Nana said convincingly.

"Luckily, brother Rian belain you, so do not nyampe tuh mak attached to constantly ngerjain you," he continued.

Arrida and Hani giggle, they do not expect that Nana will give the nickname mak attached to Erna.

"Da, can I talk to you for a second?"

"Eh Rian's sister? What's up?" ask Arrida curiously.

"Can't this be the place?" rian pinta.

Arrida turned to the right and to the left, asking for approval from Nana and Hani. Both of them nodded almost simultaneously. Finally Arrida followed Rian to the place he was referring to.

"By, mmmm ... I don't want to make small talk, though,

actually ... Me, I've loved you for a long time,"

If Arrida is currently playing soap operas, there will be a thunderous lightning sound. But unfortunately, the lightning was only in his imagination.

"Would you not be my girlfriend?"

Arrida was still silent. He had trouble swallowing his saliva.

"You are shocked ... I'm sorry, but I've been feeling this for a long time, since the beginning I saw you when I was a member of the PMR, I can't lie, if you make my heart always restless,"

During this time Arrida, Nana and Hani are often with senior council brothers (the twelfth class), especially Rian and Uwais. They are like friends. Even sometimes Nana prefers to indulge on Rian and Uwais. Like a sister to her brothers.

"Where are you, brother?"

"You don't have a boyfriend yet, do you?"

Arrida shook her head.

"You don't have to answer now, just think about it!"

"No, now or later it's the same ... I'm so sorry, sister, I can't reciprocate the likes of Rian, I don't have more taste for brother, sorry bbanget," said Arrida as she cupped her hands together in front of her chest.

Rian sculpting. His confidence disappeared instantly. Though all this time he was sure that the feeling he had was not clapping one hand.

"Sorry," that's the only thing that finally came out of Arrida's mouth and then she left Rian still sculpting.

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From elsewhere, there were Uwais, Roni and Asep who had been listening to all the conversations Arrida and Rian had.

There was a sudden freeze on Uwais's face. I don't know, his heart is currently very difficult to describe. Roni patted Uwais' shoulder.

"First best friend, Bro .." said Roni made Uwais turn to pay attention to Roni's words.

"meaning?"

"Pake pretended it was ... Elo's heart, bro, why should it be hidden seh? You like Arrida, don't you?"

"Where are you? Does it look like?"

"No, you're good at hiding your feelings, other people won't know, only I know, so that the girl you like is confused about your attitude,"

Uwais laughed a little.

"Gue's sure Arrida likes elo, doesn't she, Sep?" roni asked Asep for approval. Asep just nodded.

"Or not the ketos Vishnu, he also recently shot Arrida," exclaimed Asep now.

Uwais turned to Asep, serious fashion.

"Huh, really Sep?" Roni was surprised

"Surely, I got a story from the children of the members of the OSIS class eleven,"

"Don't you think Arrida rejected Rian because I was a Vishnu?" ask Roni to make sure

"No, Vishnu also got rejection," explained Asep.

"Waw," Roni's response was brief.

"And if you want to know again, Pradana Scout Justin also got a rejection from Arrida a few days ago," Asep informed.

"Crazy, the chiefs were all rejected," Roni was still in a daze. He did not expect Arrida could resist the charm of the three people who had leadership in his school. Rian, former PMR chairman, Vishnu Chairman of OSIS, and Justin Scout leader.

Uwais smiled. He was actually also hesitant about Arrida's feelings that sometimes like to refuse attention from him.

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