My Heart to You, Brother (Love in Silence)

49. Jealous and doubtful.

Arrida stared from a distance at the figure of his puja boy. He is currently on the balcony of a second-story, tenth-class building.

"Still handsome Kok Ar" ledek Nana. Following the Arrida's view. "Do everything to worry about him, want him far or near the handsome, second to none"

Arrida smiled wryly.

"Not a good-looking problem or not Na... But look, sister Uwais is still always close to the girl" Hani said

"Ooh is that right..are you jealous Da? maybe it's not Uwais's sister who's sneaking, but, those girls are the ones who're sneaking at Uwais's sister."Nana's Refutation

"Well the girls who sneak, or the sister Uwais who sneaketh, still they look close, and it not only makes you jealous, but makes Arrida doubt as she feels, sister Uwais" Hani a little protest.

"Yaaa kayak Arrida Han.he is also the same, like deket ma guys-cowok, maybe it also makes brother Uwais doubt ma Arrida" Sanggah Nana again.

"Yes, how will it be" said Arrida like giving up

"Would you wait for Uwais to shoot?" asked Nana quipped.

"Maybe he is just a close seneng ma you, without wanting to bind you Da" said Hani gave a conclusion.

"Or maybe he's still not sure how he feels, or maybe he still wants to release Arrida" Nana said.

"Yaaa various possibilities can occur... Let it...

maybe I'll just be pluto" said Arrida languidly

"Pluto?" Nana and Hani say together. They're confused.

"What does Da mean?" Nana doesn't understand.

"No. no papa.. forget it" Arrida did not want to explain.

Nana and Hani just stared at each other while raising their shoulders.

"Eh Da, rather than nyesel, how if you reveal your feelings first" Nana gave an idea

"What Na???" Arrida couldn't believe that Nana gave such an idea. According to him, even though now it is not his time to be a man who expresses his feelings, but for him, it is the man who must express his feelings to the girl, it is just romantic.

"Hee no longer papa Da, today it is legitimate" said Nana cuek.

"May also tuh..not bad also the idea of Nana, Da" Hani chimed.

"No. no. I don't want... What if it is rejected like the others?Or is it Erfi?"

"Yes, that means we will know how Uwais ma you feel.... If your word is accepted, it means he likes you, but if he refuses you, it's a sign that you have to move on from him, done" clearly Hani is steady

"Yes Da, really tuh... so we are not curious... and again...no way you will also do mein kayak that Erfi practiced?" Nana added

"Ah your idea gives me goosebumps" said Arrida as she rubbed her arms.

"Oh ... Come on, just reveal .. done!" hani said lightly.

"Yes Da, in two days from the Final Examination, he wants to pass... When you do not want to know the true feelings of Uwais?"

"But will it be answered with me?" Arrida is hesitating

"Who's know?" Hani said while twitching her shoulders

"From niesel, Da" Nana added

"meaning?"Arrida doesn't understand.

"He left before he knew your heart" said Nana, holding Arrida's shoulder

"It should have been Uwais' sister who did it" Arrida protested.

"But he didn't do it until this second" Hani said.

"What if you were the one who ma kak Uwais?" Arrida gives the

"Are you sure that if we're nanya, brother Uwais will be honest with his feelings?"

Nana and Hani smiled, as if they were giving each other a gesture with their eyes and their eyebrows raised.

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Uwais stared at his beloved girl from a distance. Just under the tree located at the end of the field. The girl was seen joking with Arfan in front of her class. Something made her feel bad.

"Why Bro...jealous?" Roni patted Uwais' shoulder from behind.

"Hey"Uwais glanced at Roni who was directly sitting next to him

"Again worried about Arrida, right?"roni asked as he followed Uwais's line of sight.

Uwais just took a deep breath. Giving a 'yes' answer with just a breath

"Aren't you looking forward to further relationships?" Ask Roni gnashy

"You mean a courtship?"

"Yes, I see Arrida also likes elo, Wais"

"She still likes deket ma another guy"

"What is the difference ma elo ...Lo also still likes deket ma girls"

"Gue nope..those who sneaketh"

"Maybe Arrida is the same.... Can't she be friends with guys? just friends no more....You're not a possessive person, are you?" roni asked with emphasis.

Uwais turned his head while taking a deep breath. Actually he agreed with what was said by Roni but he felt doubtful if Arrida did not have the same feelings with him, not to mention the age of Arrida is still not even seventeen years.

"In the meantime, we're finishing the graduation exam.... Do you want to tell me how you feel?"

"Gue's scared of Ron"

"Fear why?"

"Fear not being able to rejoice him, let alone break up again, will distance not be a problem for us?"

"Ah, yes.principle lo it is yes.. Who wants to love one person for good, who you can take care of for the rest of your life" Roni commented. He remembered the principle of Uwais who only wanted to love one person and keep that one love for the rest of his life.

Once again Uwais took a deep breath.

"Gue doesn't know how to start a relationship like someone else Ron... My shadow from a long time ago, if I had found the right person I would go to his parents and marry him"

Roni understands. He knew exactly how Uwais behaved. They are friendly since Elementary School and always one school both in Junior High School and High School. By the time he and his friends had known first love in Junior High, Uwais was completely unaffected even until yesterday the eleventh grade Uwais never had more feelings for female friends.

And it was only this time that Uwais felt that 'taste.

"Too fast it feels like I know this feeling.I shadow, this feeling is present if already out of college, already working, just met a girl who clicks, so can immediately apply for marriage...if you're sure, I have to keep this feeling for a long time, is it possible that my partner can wait?"

"Wait for Wais.. Are you sure Arrida will be the only one?"

Uwais closed his eyes.

"Emang lo sure you will not meet other girls who may be more able to make your heart click? who knows, Arrida is just your first love, and you know right.First love usually will not work "Tanya Roni full of curiosity.

"Gue never fancied like gini, but I'll keep this feeling. I'm sure with Arrida Latifatunnisa...."

"Keep why don't you express your feelings to him, so you can take care of each other"

"Gue don't know where he feels.. If we finally have a relationship, I doubt if he can wait?? "

"Why not try? we never know if we haven't tried... About the results, how later.may God make him as the first and last love for you"

Uwais smiled glancing at Roni. I don't know what's on his mind now....

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