My Goddamn lover

My Fuck Beloved by Lucy Ang chapter 4 Dodi title gives permission

Chapter 4

It's not new this time, I squirm Dody crying. In the past, when he was a child, Dody was called home to his papi because it was malem. But he still plays at my house, doesn't want to go home.

So when I got sleepy, I told him to come home. He finally came home too. When I entered my room, ready for bed, I was shocked to hear a loud cry. After listening carefully, I found out that Dody was crying. He asked to be opened the door with the same papi but did not visit the opening.

"You're sleeping outside tonight" said Dody, upset, Dody did not hear him. Though this malem is the ration of two with her mother. (of course I do not know well, the story wkwkkw)

So if you remember that time, I'm not anymore. Very funny thing! Boys who always behave tough and always protect me, can cry so much (ps. Self-centeredness means crying out loud).

If you don't know why I can't do it now. My heart goes along sadly writhing Dody crying while occasionally wiping his tears and snot using my handkerchief.

"Dody loves Dinda, right?" ask me in the end while holding both shoulders Dody while looking at him fixedly.

 "Darling, but I don't want to break up and I don't want you to have another girlfriend besides me!"

Dody cried again while trying to lean on me. 

I held Dody's head against my fingers, let it snot the same tears it didn't stick in my new uniform.

Appearance must be number one, let alone this new school. He wants to squirm guys amazed by his neat and fragrant appearance.

If beauty is relative, I don't want to say that I'm beautiful. I don't want to be arrogant, but if you want to be resembled, I think I'm different thin beautiful from Titi Kamal's sister, you know 'kan the famous artist. So donk yah kebayang, how beautiful I am.

Hopefully later I can also get a handsome husband like her husband Titi Kamal's sister. Amen! (ps. Sorry sister Titi kamal do not get angry well, do not take offense to be shown the picture of her beauty Dinda, muahhh. )

"Dot, Dinda promised. Dinda does not ask to break up again but Dinda still wants to fret about having a real boyfriend. Dinda was curious. Moreover, if the story of Dinda's friends, Dinda did not understand what they were talking about. Dinda got married, didn't know what love was. Dody knows what Dinda said?"

"So we didn't break up, did we?!" ask again.

"No break up, just status change, at school Dody is not Dinda's boyfriend but Dinda's best friend. Know no!? At home is up to you. Dinda is dead! "

"But I can't bear it if you take on another guy, Dinda. I think they'll take you from me. How will I go, Din!?" Dody whined like a child.

"Mrrs promise. If Dinda can already experience their love like, Dinda must be the same hope they. And Dody can tell them that Dinda's really Dody's boyfriend."

"Then, Dinda must kiss Dody first!"

"What the hell is Dot, why is Dody so slovenly!" I hurriedly left him.

"Then, Dinda must promise not to love Dinda's first kiss to them, how!?"

"Who is Dot, whichever it may be, a kiss before marriage. The sin of ntar." 

Dody looked at me long ago until finally, he nodded in agreement.

"It's really Dot, okay!? Yuhuuu, finally Dinda can understand what love is!"

Hearing Dinda's words, Dody felt her heart split in two and bled. Dinda, why can't you squirm my earnestness. Why can't you love me?! 

Dinda got her up and quickly looked for their class.

Once they see a list of class divisions on the notice board. Finally they enter the class that has been determined to put their bags and supplies.

Dody was in the same class as him. It must be me again, my sigh in despair. Stepping down to bench number three from the front.

At first glance Dody noticed Dinda's sudden attitude lemes did not taste like that. He finally took the initiative to take a seat behind Dinda's bench instead of next to her. Dody immediately lowered his head on the table. I don't want to ignore Dinda.

Under the table, Dody held back with all her might, her sadness.

Dinda thought Dody would sit next to her as usual, but was surprised that Dody had already taken her seat behind her, instead of next to her as usual.

I feel so happy. Can you imagine how I felt then!? That sense of independence is so, I can finally sit with others. This was the first and most enjoyable experience that happened to me! Author Lucy Ang, thank you! I love u! The most beloved love, wo i ni! Unable to be prevented, I jumped around without a sound of feeling very excited. Then sat back sweetly waiting for the arrival of the empty bench next to me.