My Goddamn lover

My Goddamn lover
My Fuck Boyfriend by Lucy Ang chapter 16 title choose me or him?



Chapter 16


     The ice cream meal with Rico was canceled. Dodi complains that his body is cape-cape after the match. He asked me to accompany him to the big mango sauna. Feeling bad, I proposed that Rico could come along, but Dodi wouldn't. He told me to go with Dodi or Rico.


    I finally decided to join Dodi.


    With a shunt, I approached Rico and said an apology.


     "It's okay. 'And there's still tomorrow" he said, stroking my hair. Reflexes I avoid, embarrassed to know I have not shampooed because of it.


     Rico was a little surprised to see me avoiding his touch.


     "Sorry, Rico. Dinda's hair hasn't been shampooed in two days. So oil it for sure. Rico's hand stinks, "I said with a clumsy smile.


     Rico felt relieved after hearing my explanation. "May I ask you something?"


     "Here you go, just ask."


     "You and Dodi, dating?"


     I should have denied it but somehow I did.


     Rico seemed very disappointed to hear my honesty.


     "I'm sorry, if you're disappointed. Frankly Dodi and I are already tied up in a dating relationship from our little one. But I've never been in love."


     "I'd love to be in love, which is why I asked Dodi for permission to feel how to fall in love."


     "So why are you dating if you're not in love, Din. That's wrong."


     "I also felt it was wrong, which is why I always asked Dodi to break up, but she didn't want to. Because our relationship was so long ago, I came to understand how she felt about me, so I just asked her permission so I could feel how to fall in love with her."


     "I don't know who to ask either. If I ask mommy papi, I'm ashamed. I asked Dodi, he wouldn't answer."


     "Dinda, now I ask. Did you feel anything while being with me?!"


     I'm nodding.


     "Can you describe how it feels?"


     I'm nodding. "When I first met you, I felt like I was running."


     "Well, why run? Are you afraid to see me?!"


     "Not afraid," I answered quickly. "at that time, I didn't know why. It was my heart this time, so it was pounding very fast. I felt something different when I saw you. But I couldn't stand it, which is why I ran to the toilet. I don't know how many times I've washed my face, it still feels red when I think of you again."


     "That's the sign, you've fallen in love with me, Din!" rico said with a bright smile. He took Dinda's hand and held it tightly. 


"And I also fell in love at first sight with you, Din."


     "Oh, so yah ko, how do I continue to let me not deg-degan continue while writhing you? Not very good, ko. On my face, it's hot."


     Rico laughed at my innocence.


     "I can't date anyone else, Dody said. He only allowed me to fall in love, not to date other people."


     Rico was scratching his head at Dinda's explanation.


     "Dinda baby, now I ask, you don't love Dodi?"


     I'm shaking.


     Rico immediately smiled with relief. "You love Dodi?" ask again.


     "Although sometimes Dodi likes to be ignorant but Dodi is very good with Dinda, so Dinda loves Dodi."


     "What do you love Dodi? Boyfriend or best friend?"


     "Friend."


     "Well, usually. If you are that friend, you cannot date. If the courtship, especially like we gini, I love you, you love me. Now that's true, if we're in a relationship more than friends."


     I scratched my scalp which suddenly felt itchy. I don't know what Rico said to me. It felt like his words, like the buzzing of a bee that felt annoying.


     "Do you know, Din?"


     "Dinda doesn't know. But clearly Dinda can't have two girlfriends, sin."


     Rico was eager to hug the innocent Dinda. But he held back. "Dinda's boyfriend is just one, Rico. Dinda has to break up with Dodi. Because Dinda doesn't love Dodi."


     "Dinda couldn't break up Dodi. What if Dodi is sad?! 'pity him."


     Rico wants to squeeze his hair because he hasn't convinced Dinda.


     "Now Rico asks, if Rico and Dodi fall into the river, who would want Dinda for a while?!"


     "If that happens, Dinda will be saved."


     "Well, how come, Din!?"


     "Dinda can't swim!"


     Pork! Rico laughed desperately in the face of Dinda's innocence in thinking.


     Cici Lucy Ang, please give Dinda a little sensitivity for love, so I don't really give an explanation to Dinda. Rico cried in his heart. (please donk the sintered comic picture of Rico who was crying wkwkwk) And he immediately sat down limp as Dinda hurriedly went to catch up with Dodi.


     Dude, penance! Must be patient god level ngadepin Dinda.Rico stroked his chest.