My Goddamn lover

My Fuck Beloved by Lucy Ang chapter 14 title

Chapter 14

     I subconsciously did the same thing that the girls did to Dodi. Unknowingly I stood on the wrong level. Wish that guy approached us.

     And when the guy looked at me, I felt like I was going to run off the panting, didn't know why. This heart is a shame-faced mix.

"Dot, I'm first yeah!"

     "Where are you going?"

     "Kebelt!" I hurriedly escaped from the hall.

     Arriving at the toilet I looked at my shadow while still panting so.

     I fanned my face which felt reddened do not know why. I became a kebling gini huh!

     I held my face with my hand and squeezed my face like squishy squeezing. 

     Because it didn't work, I finally washed my face. And again, again and again. My heart palpitations returned to normal, it felt deg degan no desire. Is this what it's like to fall in love!?

    Finally, my sigh while smiling at my own shadow. I don't need a doctor.

     After being calm I finally came out of the bathroom cheerfully. But my smile suddenly vanished when I saw that guy appear before me.

"Oh, my stomach hurts again!" I said rush to the toilet again.

     In the toilet I paced back and forth like a hot worm while fanning my face with my hands. I tried to calm myself down. I waited for a while, for sure he was gone, I said in my heart thinking.

     Slowly I peeked out, swerving right, swerving left. Safe. I can finally breathe. That guy no longer exists.

     I calmly walked away.

     In the distance, Rico looked at Adinda while smiling amusedly. He found it funny that there were girls who were obviously attracted to him but shied away from him.

     He was really interested in getting to know more about who Adinda was. Turning the basketball around, he went his class.

     "I'll have sushi after the game. You make it, yeah," Dodi told me.

     I didn't respond to Dodi's request because I was fantasizing.

     "Woi, again traveling where the hell is the mind!"

     I gasped for a moment then with sparkling eyes, I started asking Dodi.

"Dot, yesterday I felt really weird. Here" I said, holding my heart.

     With a frown Dodi asked, "How weird?" she knew what Dinda was feeling. He wanted to cry in his heart for it.

     "Not that, Dot. Dinda felt something like this for the first time. What's this thing called falling in love with Dot?"

     Well geez, it feels like Dodi wants to bang his head against a padlock for having an innocent girlfriend like this. Dinda did not think at all about her feelings as a boyfriend! Dodi wanted to shout out loud but only inwardly.

     "I don't know, Din."

     "Say you love me, Dot. How does geh feel!? Dinda's curious!" I said while waiting for his answer.

     Dodi stared at the sky. Well, geez Thor this is my role, this pain my heart aches! Why'd you give me a super innocent girlfriend like this. Must be how I respond. I love Dinda to death but Dinda just thinks I'm her best friend, what if she follows her heart and then leaves me, Thor please, don't let this happen!

     Tears flowed down Dodi's cheeks. I was surprised to see it.

     "Dot, why? Dust entry huh?" I said in panic. While blowing Dodi's eyes.

     "We're going home now, yuk!" 

     But Dodi hasn't answered my question, I'm finally just following her steps.