My Goddamn lover

My Fuck Beloved by Lucy Ang chapter 3 title hard choice

 Chapter Three

"Surprise!"

"Why are you anyway!?" hardik Dinda was upset. "Why are you here?!" my question does not understand.

 "You know Din, I'm a loving person. Yes, I will leave you, alone, a kara, like a cross at this school. So the story is, incidentally the principal here, the minister papi. So after your decision letter was received, I immediately asked papi to enter me at the same school as you. I'm great, aren't I, Din?!"

I could say nothing more and cried in my heart. Why,...why my beautiful writer, is it because I'm glad to talk about that little follower well, you're vengeful as me, so you brought Dodi to this school! Why, oh why .. (whose singing with passion) Hik hik hik. With slow steps, I can only surrender, walk first away from Dodi. 

     Of course, it is different from what Dodi feels today. He always seemed to be smiling happily as he ran up to me and walked along.

"It can't be like this!" my determination suddenly, then dragged Dodi into the side yard of the school. I held Dody with both hands, while trying to organize my words.

"Dinda, you seem to want a romantic-romantic like this well, I'm so embarrassed. Even though I'm ready to go, I don't refuse!" dodi said then closed her eyes while turning her lips.

I anxiously tugged at her pawed lips.

"Geh pain, baby!" dodi said while sulking and holding her sex lips.

"Now, listen to Dinda!" 

Dody waited while listening to me. He smiled and suddenly hugged my waist.

I'm shaking because of Dodi's sudden action.

"What do you really want? By the way, I was horrified" he said, whispering in my ear.

I don't know why, I can't talk about what I want to say. It's weird why Dodi can make my heart beat like this well! Spit, I brush my mind. I immediately broke away from his embrace.

While Dody is just a whiny (ps. The grin was a shy smile).

"Dodi, this is serious. You heard Dinda say yes!"

"Well, now what are you talking about?"

"I want to feel what's called the love of high schoolers."

Dodi doesn't understand what I mean. Then he blushed shyly while grabbing one of my fingers.

"Ih, you think what the hell Dot is," I said as I stomped his hand.

Dody's forehead shriveled as if asking me to give him an explanation.

I cleared my throat before I said my words.

"What would love look like!"

Dody tilted his head trying to guess the meaning of my words.

"I'm really in love with you, Din," he said again, still not catching Dinda's intentions.

I closed my eyes, trying to find the right words to convey my true meaning.

"I mean, I want to go to this High School, nobody knows we're dating. I'm going out with another Dot guy, at this High School!"

Dodi's eyes seemed to want to come out to hear the meaning of Dinda's words.

"I mean, you're going to torture me, Din! Don't dream of you, Din. I wouldn't want to. You are mine, forever mine! Knows you!"

"I don't want to. I'm sick of you. I also want to know and know about true love! If you don't want to, we break up and you don't interrupt my life again, my whole-ness!" I don't lose my temper.

Highlight Dody's eyes suddenly became sad. Stare at me with a look of disbelief.

"Why Din, are you like this? " (sayup-sayup sounds melody sad to play) "less what, I'm the same you. I love you, I love you,..."

"But I don't love you" sidelines firmly.

Dodi's tears fell on his cheeks. Frankly, I was shocked to see Dody crying. My heart is not strong, but I force it.

"At any rate, right now I want to feel what is called love, so I must be firm with Dodi" I said in my heart.