
"Sir.. Listen up!" adnan. "What's wrong with the profession? What makes you feel unworthy to say that?" ask Adnan gently. At first he was surprised by Nirmala's words. However, not wanting to be ignited emotions made him try to find the real reason for Nirmala.
Nirmala looked pouted at Adnan's question. He was upset because Adnan did not understand his words. In fact, Nirmala has not explained anything just saying if Adnan is an ustad. How would Adnan understand?
"I'm scared, mas. I don't deserve to be with you. I'm not a woman of religion, I don't deserve the same. Surely my parents will not agree" said Nirmala. His eyes seemed to be glazed after explaining that.
Adnan grabbed Nirmala's chin so that his wife's pretty face looked towards him. In Nirmala's brow kiss before finally he calms Nirmala's heart.
Nirmala closed her eyes. He was afraid that Adnan would get angry with him again.
He was afraid of getting a clash, angry, or spicy words from Adnan. Semana long ago when he ventured to express his heart in front of Arman will get it. Lighter is that Arman did not insist on leaving.
But look, Nirmala was quite surprised at Adnan's actions even peeked at his forehead.
"Mas" said Nirmala, looking into her eyes.
"Already, yeah. Don't like this? Even if you are an ustadz, still. Mas is your husband. Abi and Ummi's problems let us face together. Aren't we committed to patience and perseverance?" Adnan's light was at length so that Nirmala would understand the real situation.
Nirmala involuntarily shed tears. He didn't know what to cry about.
Is it because he still feels he does not deserve to be with Adnan?
Or because he felt understood by Adnan?
Or, does his desire first want to be treated gently, cared for lovingly, and his affection has been felt?
Nirmala closed her eyes again as Adnan's fingers wiped the tears on her cheeks gently. His eyes opened when Adnan's lips had stuck to his. Had surprised, but then lulled with a soft touch from Adnan. It's always been his heartbeat pounding fast every time Adnan touches it.
Has Nirmala fallen in love with Adnan?
Adnan woke up first. After that clean up and pray dawn in the mosque. After returning home, Nirmala was still asleep. Stared for a moment the innocent face of Nirmala who was asleep on her arm. In his wife's kiss. I don't know, he doesn't know what kind of feelings he has for his wife. But, he knows very well. A must to love his partner. And it is possible that this moment has loved Nirmala.
Moreover, Nirmala's attitude is different as before marriage. He saw Nirmala as a strong woman. But, after marriage it looks fragile and spoiled. Nirmala has not behaved like that. Adnan understands this.
"Honey," call Adnan softly as he stroked Nirmala's cheek slowly.
Nirmala seemed to squirm and changed the position to be tilted facing Adnan. Even the woman hugged Adnan's stomach.
Adnan smiled at that. "Darling, wakeup. It's morning" call him again.
Hearing the two words 'already morning', made Nirmala's eyes immediately open wide. Even he immediately sat in front of Adnan without realizing that he was still plain.
Adnan saw it go straight to the saliva and tried to keep his passion from coming again.
"I'm sorry, mas. I woke up bad luck. I'll take a shower, yeah." Again Nirmala was not conscious even to open the blanket and showed a plain body without a thread.
"My wife," called Adnan in a hoarse voice held back because his desire re-ignited.
Nirmala had just gotten off the bed and stood her back to Adnan looking back. "Yes, my mom."
Adnan pulled Nirmala into the bed and screeched.
"Mas" cried Nirmala with a surprised face. Moreover, Adnan is already on top of supporting yes.
"You're teasing me, baby."