My Fans A Ustadz

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So Nirmala felt very insecure with Adnan, the woman had not come home too until distributing food to the caravan for dinner. His mind has branched out about what problems will be faced.

The mismatch between himself and Adnan.

Less religious knowledge than Adnan.

What about Adnan's parents?

Will the old story repeat itself?

I don't know. After finding out who Adnan really is actually makes him afraid to continue this marriage. Actually, in the heart it feels grateful because it gets a religious expert so that he also easily learns religion. But, that sense of unworthiness is stronger.

After praying Isya, Nirmala gave up being inside the Village Office without doing anything. He runs his motorcycle very slowly to take a long time.

A few moments passed, Nirmala had arrived and just sat on the porch of the house without knocking or saying hello.

"Why don't you come in, deck?" tanya Adnan just got home from the mosque.

Nirmala turned around, swallowed the saliva felt very rough and then turned her body back in a hurry to open the door quickly. After the door opened, Nirmala went into the room to pick up a change of clothes and then to the kitchen, into the bathroom.

It feels not ready to meet with Adnan after knowing the truth. After changing clothes, Nirmala went back into the room. Turn on the laptop and open the novel platform in writing.

Adnan himself was astonished at Nirmala's attitude just now. He thought hard, the mistake he made. When he went into the room, he abandoned the intention to ask because his wife was working.

Two hours later, Nirmala finished her work and turned off the laptop. He got up and was surprised to see Adnan sleeping with a sitting position leaning on the headboard. He walked over, picked up a book of interpretation and put it on the nightstand.

"Mas" called Nirmala softly as she sat her buttocks by the side of Adnan's bed.

"Sorry mas overslept," said Adnan while rubbing the face to reduce the drowsiness that whack.

"Why sleep sitting like this? if it is helped, you can sleep first. There's no need to wait for me" Nirmala said honestly.

"It's not possible to sleep well if you put it this way" said Adnan.

Nirmala's face changed. He did not expect if Adnan noticed his movements from earlier.

"I'm scared, mas. I'm afraid to be a wife" said Nirmala honestly and indeed must be said rather than be boomerang in the future.

Forehead Adnan shrivels. "Fearful? Why should I be afraid?" ask him confused.

Nirmala nodded confidently. "Because you are ustadz." The answer is short, clear, and concise.

But apparently Nirmala's answer was not satisfactory for Adnan. "Why do you want ustadz, La?"

Nirmala clucked as if upset because Adnan did not understand the meaning of his words. However, it cannot blame Adnan, because Nirmala did not tell in detail.

Women are like that. Reluctant to explain but wanted to be understood by men. In fact, we know for ourselves that most of the people of Adam have an innate nature that is insensitive.

"You are ustadz, while I am a woman of minimal religion and my past is far from good. I don't deserve you, mas."

A momentary silence. Adnan just silently watched Nirmala who was about to cry.

"Are we going to split up, ma'am?"