My Doctor My soul mate
My illness
Living alone in a country of people is not easy, often I feel lonely, lonely, depressed, even shed tears. Though the atmosphere of Seoul is quite crowded, has a very beautiful view, and many good people are around me. In between times, I sometimes remember my mother. Remember, when I was a weak and helpless woman compared to other people in general. My job is to trouble others including my mother and father, even my brother still hates me until now.
I wonder what my father and brother are like, I have been in Korea for a long time, the goal is no other and not to pursue a very desirable education by others as well. Sometimes I contact my father to find out how he is, but it is different with my brother. How can I contact him, if in fact he blocked all my access to him. But yeah, I'm okay.
Lately, I have felt something strange about me. I often have a pain in my back head. Although I often laugh and be happy in front of others, but the pain is very much felt. Did something happen to me? But no, it's just a regular headache. If I take the medicine, the pain is gone.
Today I have an appointment with Dr. Jae. He said he'd buy me lunch at a cafe near my apartment. To be honest I'm not feeling well, but it's not good to refuse doctor Jae's offer.
“Doctor Jae? Already arrived? Come in first.” I said.
“Thanks.”
“Mina is not here?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Today he helped his father in the office, just he left here.” I answered while taking a drink.
“You're very close huh?” Ask Dr. Jae again.
“That's. Mina is very good, when I got to Korea she was all that took care of it. Precisely when I do the treatment, from there we become close like brothers themselves.” I clearly.
“Oh so.”
“Why ask, doc?” My toot.
“No, just want.” Dr. Jae replied while drinking.
…
“What lunch are you having?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“If I was up to it, the important thing is to eat hehe...” I replied.
“Ya already, then come on.” Take doctor Jae.
“Ayo.”
…
Me and Dr. Jae left the apartment and Dr. Jae asked for my recommendation to eat where. As a result, I suggested to go to a very beautiful cafe, precisely the cafe that brought me to meet my idol, Jaehyun at the time yesterday. At first Dr. Jae laughed at me for it, but in the end
he obeyed my will.
“What are you so proud of about your idol? What's good?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Ih, doctor don't be like that. Jaehyun is a very valuable person to me hahah.. Because of him, I can get here.” I said.
“What does he do until you get here?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Ya did nothing. It's just that he has given me motivation and passion so that I continue to work.” I clearly.
“It's here, come on. Don't talk just.” Doctor Jae said.
“And the doctor who asked earlier, ah already.” Sahutku upset.
…
“What message? Wait here, let me just.” Doctor Jae said.
“Prised only, let's be quick.” My answer.
“Good.”
…
Finally doctor Jae brought some of the favorite food and drinks in this cafe. Among them are steak, pasta, mango juice, and water. We ate the food quickly.
“How? Full already? Or want to add a portion?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Already, doc. My portion is not that big hehe..” I said.
“Oh yes, we have been talking very formally as if we just knew it. From now on just talk relaxed, do not call the doctor continue huh? As between patient and doctor only.” Obviously doctor Jae.
“Is that? Then what to call? Sister?” My toot.
“Who did you call your idol? The Jaehyun.” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Em.. Jaehyun Oppa. Then?” Ask again.
“Well, call like that. Oppa means the same thing as big brother.” Doctor Jae said spirit.
“All right, Jae Oppa?” My toot.
“Iya.”
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Suddenly I felt a headache and dizzy, very dizzy. It was very heavy, and…
Brukk!!!...
“Yuri!!! You why?” Ask Dr. Jae.
Not long after, Dr. Jae took me to the hospital as usual. Driving at high speed was his choice at the moment, while I was unconscious.
…
“Yuri, already aware it turns out.” Doctor Jae said.
“I'm where, doc?” I asked so self-conscious.
“Hospital. You passed out at the cafe, I wanted to ask.” Doctor Jae said.
“Since when did you get sick like that?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Em. What's the matter, doc?” My toot.
“Why not tell me?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Yes because this is not serious, so when you have taken the drug the pain goes away by itself.” I said.
“How can you talk like that? Don't easily conclude something.” Obviously doctor Jae.
“Lantas why, doc. I am also ordinary, so do not need to overdo it.” I said ketus.
“You didn't realize you had surgery twice?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“I know, then why?” Ask again.
“I'm worried, you know?” Ask Dr. Jae in a high tone.
“Hah?” My surprise.
“Ah already, forget.” Doctor Jae said.
“We just wait for the results of his CT-Scan.” Added doctor Jae.
“For what, doc? I don't need it, I want to just go home.” I said while
walk.
“Yuri, are you crazy? You have frequent headaches, but instead let it go. At least we wait for the result how.” Doctor Jae said.
“Serah.” I said while leaving Dr. Jae.
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Arriving at the apartment…
Why me today? It's so emotional. Am I being too hard on Doctor Jae? Is he mad at me? Honestly, I didn't mean to get angry at him, so I felt guilty. What
should I do?
I have to give him a message.
To : Doctor Jae
Jae oppa, I'm sorry for being so angry. I really didn't mean to do it, it's just that I was released. I don't know why I'm so upset. I don't want to make anyone bother anymore because of me, I really don't want that. Again, I'm sorry.
Send.
Moments later, Jae's doctor retaliates…
From : Dr. Jae.
Yes, Yuri. I understand how you feel, so just relax. Actually I already know, you're not a bad-tempered person. You're just covered in your emotions, I get it and I'm not angry. Take care of your health.
Whatisthis? Is doctor Jae okay because of my behavior? Oh, yeah how's the CT-Scan? I have to ask that.
To : Doctor Jae
Oh, yes Jae oppa. How's the CT-Scan? Is it okay?
Send.
Suddenly doctor Jae called me…
“Jae oppa? How?” My toot.
“So... em..”.
“Iya, how?” Ask again.
“So you often feel a headache because there is a small clot in your head, a blood clot. But not bad, can be cured if taking the drug.” Obviously doctor Jae.
“B...really? Wouldn't it be serious? I'm scared.” I said slowly.
“No, Yuri. You take it easy, everything will be fine. Tomorrow you come to the hospital. I'll give you medicine, or I'll see you later.” Doctor Jae said.
“No need, let me go there. Thank you, Jae oppa.” I said.
“Sama-sama, oh yes do not take the usual medicine you drink huh? If it hurts again, you better lie down and sleep.” Obviously doctor Jae.
“Good.”
…
Whatisthis? Why are there such things again? Am I destined to be as sick as I was? Why is God unfair to me? Why do I always suffer?
