My Doctor My soul mate

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Doctor Jae's panic at me made him take me back to the hospital. Because just checking me out empty-handed isn't enough for Dr. Jae. I don't understand why my stomach suddenly hurts, it hurts so much. All the way there, I was always moaning in pain and doctor Jae was also driving a car at high speed. It felt like something was stabbing in my stomach. As a result of the high speed of the car driven by Dr. Jae, some time later we have reached the hospital lobby. Without drifting, Dr. Jae immediately called the nurse who was there at that time. Because no one responded, Dr. Jae immediately lifted my body to quickly go inside and immediately checked.

Since my surgery was only two weeks old, Dr. Jae felt that I was still his responsibility. So, he decided to treat me rather than another doctor. In about 15 minutes the doctor examined me, I injected drugs into my infusion. I don't know what's going on, but Dr. Jae looks anxious. After I injected the medicine, my stomach slightly improved and was not like before. In the middle of me lying in the hospital, my phone rang a sign calling in, and it turned out to be my mother. I forgot to preach it! What am I supposed to say? I don't want to make my mom anxious and worried anymore, especially if she finds out I'm here. I'd better lie, for my mother's sake. I told Dr. Jae not to let my mother know about this matter, and the doctor was forced to obey my words.

“Ha..hello, mom..” My broom.

“Yuri, haven't come home yet, son? It's seven o'clock in the night, you know.” Mom said.

“Iya, mom. Sorry to keep mom waiting for me, soon I'll be home.” My answer.

“Alright, be careful huh?” Ask mom.

“Iya..”

“Eh wait, where are you? Looks like a bit crowded.” Ask my mom again.

“Ehm... Yuri doesn't know her name, ma'am. There are a lot of people here.” I clearly.

“Where's Doctor Jae? I'd like to talk to you for a second.” Mom said.

Whahuh?

Good thing Doctor Jae is still near me.

“Halo, mom?” Doctor Jae said.

“Halo, doc. Where are you guys?” Ask mom.

“Near the garden of ma'am, a beautiful garden. No noise? Sorry yes, there are indeed many who visit.” Answer doctor Jae.

“Alright, take care of Yuri huh? Don't be too late at night back home, huh?” My mother said again.

“Iya, mom. Just relax.” Doctor Jae said.

Call ended...

“Doctor, forgive me huh? For having asked the doctor to lie to my mother.” I said.

“Hm. But you promise you'll tell your mom later?” Ask Dr. Jae.

“Yes, doc.” My answer.

“Oh yes, what's wrong doc with my stomach? Why does it hurt so much?” My toot.

“After I do the examination, it seems.” said Dr. Jae.

“Looks..”.

“What does it look like, doc?” My toot.

“It seems, there is a tumor inside your body, Yuri.” Doctor Jae said while stammering.

“A... what? A tumor? Seriously doctor? The doctor wasn't kidding, was he?” Ask again.

“Iya, Yuri.”

I was silent and pensive for a moment...

This other trial, my God? I do not deserve to be happy in this world. Or am I a bad-ass carrier for myself? How shocked I was when another sickness came to my body. It seems like I was destined to be like this, destined for illness. If my mother had known, she would have been in deep shock. He's been treating me everywhere, and the results are like this? There was always a trial going on. It's only been two weeks since my illness was picked up, and now there's more? It was incessant that the disease came to me, did they really like this body of mine?

“Dok, I beg you that this matter should not let anyone know? Including mother. I don't want him to worry about me anymore.” I said.

“You sure, Yuri? Looks like it can't you do, you have to tell your mother, don't hide.” Doctor Jae said.

“No doc, no. I'm not going to tell my mom, it's enough she's felt my pain all along. It's only been two weeks that my mother has been feeling light, there's no problem in me. So for now I'll be quiet.” Slowly said.

“Alright if that's what you want.” Doctor Jae's.

“Don't be sad, huh Yuri? The tumor can still be cured if quickly overcome.” Doctor Jae said.

“Stop bye, doc.” My solute.

“Now, I want to go back to the apartment.” I said.

“Come, let me take between.” Doctor Jae said.

...

My return trip was tinged with darkness, yes. The darkness that has been meddling in my life. I feel sad, very sad. Why is there always a disease coming at me? If there are people in this world who have no luck and always have bad luck, it is me. Along the way, Dr. Jae tried to get me to talk and comfort me, but I just daydreamed about how beautiful I was. Living in the world with constant pain, making me want to die, I was bored and tired. What would life be like if I had no use?

Get us in the apartment, I was shocked. Now I have to show a cheerful face like before I go for a walk with Dr. Jae. I don't want my mother to be suspicious of my current situation, it's not time for my mother to know.

“No need, ma'am. I'll just say goodbye.” Doctor Jae said.

“Eh, don't be. I've made great food for you, especially for the doctors. So, we had dinner together huh?” Ask mom.

“Bu, who knows the doctor has affairs.” My solute.

“Come, this time only hehe..” Said My Mother.

“Alright if mom forces hehe..” Doctor Jae said with a smile.

“Well, so dong.”

...

“Come sit.” Take mom.

“Yuri, your face looks pale son.” Mom said.

“Times anyway, ma'am? Maybe because I haven't eaten hehe..” Answer me with a smile.

“Call it.” Mom's mouth.

“Iya, mom. Doctor Jae asked me to eat, but I refused. And my hunch says that mom cooks, uh it turns out to be true.” I clearly.

“Ah, you could have.”

“Come, doc. Eaten, may you like?” Ask mom.

“Iya yes, I like all mother's cooking.” Doctor Jae said.

I don't feel the pleasure of the dishes my mother made tonight. I keep thinking about what happened to me, trying to keep smiling is the solution for now. I told Dr. Jae to behave as usual and not talk about the problems that happened to me. But I am the one who cannot now cover this sorrow, it is heavy. My mother and doctor Jae spoke very familiarly and enjoyed the food voraciously. Very clever doctor Jae hid the problem earlier.

“Yuri, why daydream? Finish the meal tuh.” Mom said.

“Come doctor, add more.” My mother said again.

“Iya, mom. It's been a lot, but mom's cooking is delicious huh? I really like hehe..” Said doctor Jae.

“Ya please, eat again. I'll do it again sometime. I'm happy if the doctor likes it.” My mother said with a big smile.

“Iya yes hehe..”

....

The dinner has gone by so quickly. After a lot of talking to my mom, Dr. Jae said goodbye to going home. Actually she's not coming home, but doctor Jae is going back to the hospital now because there's an urgent call. Ribet once if I see Dr. Jae, he's willing to come here and there for the patients he's dealing with. While my mother was tidying up the leftovers on the table, I returned to my room and wanted to take a break to let go of my fatigue today. But I can't seem to do it, can I easily forget all the problems that happened today? It doesn't seem like it's going to be easy.

While lying down I thought about what I should say to my mother, I was confused as to how to tell her this. On the one hand I don't want to make my mother anxious and worried, but on the other hand I have to tell my mother because all this time the one who struggled to treat me was also my mother and she also had to know this all. Not long after I thought of my mother, the door of my room opened and my mother came to me.

“Yuri, today you go anywhere with doctor Jae?” Ask mom.

“Eh, mom. Today I went to some beautiful places, Mom. Doctor Jae does know what I like hehe.” My answer.

“Really?” Ask mom.

“Not only is that ma'am, doctor Jae also gave me a gift and I also really like it. This is ma'am, let's see. He gave me an NCT album and in it was Jaehyun's signature, it looked brand new. Just because I said I liked NCT, the doctor remembered it. Isn't cool? Hehe...

“Wah wah wah... Doctor Jae is indeed ter the best huh? Hahah..” My mother said with a smile.

“Iya, bu.”

“But if I look at it from earlier, it looks like you're thinking about something. What yes?” Ask mom.

“Ah, no ma'am. I'm just tired.”

“Your medicine has been drunk?” Ask mom.

“Already, bu.”

...

“So mom called your dad, and then your dad said that he was so happy to hear that you're cured of your illness. Like your father promised you would if you were cured, you can do whatever you want as long as it is positive. How, you like?” Ask mom.

“Iya, mom. Yuri likes.” Answer's short.

“Yes already, you just rest huh? Mom wants to watch television first, there is mom's favorite drama now.” My mother said with a smile.

“Hah? Mother.. yes already, good night..” My speech.

“Night...” Mom's mouth.