My Doctor My soul mate

Preparation

As my father had said earlier, in the near future my mother and I will leave for Seoul. I was so excited after hearing everything because I really hoped to be able to heal there. I don't know why my trust in the medical staff there is so great, probably the result of watching most Korean dramas hehe. My mother was very busy preparing all her business starting from clothes, medicine, and other supporting equipment. While I was just told to rest, rest, and rest. She said my mom would prepare everything for me.

Suffering from a deadly disease like this sometimes makes me desperate, to ever think of ending my own life alone rather than wasting a lot of money but there is no point. How's friends? Many of them left me when they found out I was like this, he said not to be friends with people who already smelly to die. Very sadistic, are they thinking? My current friend can be counted with fingers, meaning very little. But I feel lucky to have a friend like them, genuine in nature, not contrived. When I told him about going to Seoul, they were hysterical, he said he wanted to go with haha. Today they intend to visit me and want to let go of longing, he said.

“Yuriiii...”.

“Keila? An audi? You guys have arrived?”

“I miss once knowing..” Keila and Audi, my friends.

“There must be a wish nih haha.” My ejek.

“Now, don't get me wrong dong.” Keila's.

“Yes, nih. Going to Korea. Aaaaaa!!” Audi hysterical.

“Iya, we want to come.” Keila said slowly.

“Ya just stay with me, right? What difficulty. Anyway, there I don't want to mess around, but want to take medication.

After the recovery.” I said with a laugh.

“Yes yes, hope you get well soon huh? So we can play together again.” Authentic Audi.

“Iya...thank you.”

“Oh yes, later if there you meet Jaehyun how? What are you going to do?” Ask Keila suddenly.

“Don't fantasize just, Kei. Where is it possible.. yes even if I want hehe..” My spoken.

“Ahahahah..”

After much joking, I invited my two friends to go up to my room. What do you want to try? Especially if you are not fangirl together. Starting from watching dramas, screaming, fantasizing, to forgetting the time that it is night. Want until any time my friend and I would be very willing to do it, as a result my mother who stopped it and had dinner together.

“Keila, Audi, this is yes if there you must forget the time continue huh? Yuri forgot not to take her medicine.” Mom says.

“Really, Yur?” Ask Keila suddenly.

“Iya. It was fun anyway hehe.” My answer.

“Don't do that next time? You should also keep a close eye on your health. I don't like playing here anymore. Is it bi?” Said Audi.

“Iya, right.” Mom's mouth.

“Iya yes, I'll drink.”

Suddenly my father came home...

“Everything night... uh there's Keila, Audi too.” My father's greeting.

“Eh, uncle is home. Come on for dinner?” Said Audi.

“Yes, you eat. That many yes?” Answer father.

“And I bought this for Yuri, but now again eat.” My father said while bringing food.

“Hah? Korean Food? Want, dad. Here.” My love.

“It. There are some dads buy it, please eat it with your friends. Dad wants to take a shower first.” Father said.

“Alright, thank you.”

After all the food my father gave us we opened, it wasn't until 10 minutes we ate it all. Isn't crazy? But my stomach feels bad, and it makes me feel pain. Is it because it's too spicy?

“Aw, my stomach....sick!!!” I said.

“Sick!!!”

“Come to the room, lay down huh? I'll get you some medicine. Hold yes, nak.” My mother answered while running to get medicine.

“Aduuuhhhh..” Whiney.

“Hold yes, Yuri. Wait..” Keila and Audi.

“What is this?” Shouted my father.

“Babies Yuri, uncle. Sick she said, it's aunt taking her medicine.” Answer Keila quickly.

After my mother gave me the medicine, I felt a little relieved. The pain slowly began to go away and I calmed down. Everyone in the house panicked because of me. My mother had blamed my father for buying food that was spicy, but I really wanted it. This is my shame if I have a disease like this, eating so not free. After that incident, Keila and Audi decided to go home on the grounds of not bothering me to rest. Like this spoiled child of mine, I hate to look weak. Because I'm my father and my mother fight a lot, it's very troublesome isn't it?

Not too late, when I was lying in the room there was a noise coming from the living room. When I tried to get out, it turned out to be my older brother, named Calvin. Oh yeah, I haven't told you about him yet? So I have an older brother who is currently 25 years old and already working. I think he's pretty stubborn, he tends to demand what he wants from dad. Right now he's fighting in front of my mom and dad. I could only hear it from a distance, but the conversation looked serious.

“Daddy seriously want to bring Yuri to Korea?” Ask brother.

“Iya. Why?” Answer father.

“Dad, everything you do will be wasted. What's the point of taking Yuri there? Yuri's disease is severe, very unlikely Yuri can be cured. Can't even think of.” My brother is full of anger.

My father slapped my leg and said, “What did you say? Is it no use? You're being outrageous, aren't you? You could talk like that about your sister. He also deserves to be healed and happy, Calvin. I want to see him smile and laugh. Dad also wants to see him live freely, like his other friends.” My father's.

“Dad, if dad did all that, just a waste of money. Neither does healing. Yuri was already doomed once father, it was his destiny if he was sick and useless. Soon also die.” Added brother.

Jamb. That word pierced my heart.

“Calvin! Just stop! Expandability yes you!” My mom's upset.

At that moment, I closed the door hard. I wonder why my brother is acting as if he does not want me to be in this world. All this time he's been rude and hateful towards me, I just still don't know why. Sometimes I wonder if life is just to be hated by others? While my parents only felt sorry for my fate.

Right now I am on the balcony of my room, the quiet and cold atmosphere always greets me when I stand here. When I look at the houses of my neighbors, they are very peaceful and serene. While here? There's still a commotion. But it seems like my brother and parents are done fighting, thank God I am relieved. But why is my mind always sad and unsettled? I feel like jumping off this balcony, but I doubt it. Doubt to leave my parents. I finally got out of my room and left the house. No one knows about this because I went in secret. If my mom or dad knew, they'd have banned it. I just want to find a peaceful atmosphere out there, so a walk is my choice.

Now I've walked to the end of my home area, I don't know what I did to get to this place. It is very cool and beautiful, and there is a garden here. I sat down on the garden chair and felt the blowing of the wind greet my arrival. Over time, the wind felt more and more and the sky was overcast, there were no stars. After some time, I still sat daydreaming and in the end the specks of rain dripped on my face. It was raining more and more while I was still here, because there was no place to shelter, so I just resigned. Moreover, I really like the rain, it has not been playing under the flow of rainwater for a long time.

Rain is one of my best friends, because when I want to cry out loud, no one will hear it. You want to scream, be free, right? But why is my view blurry? Am I too tired? I fear. Nobody's here, somebody help me! Is it time to meet the Creator? If so, I would like to request one. Take care of both my parents.

“Yuri. You're sober, son.” My mom and dad panicked.

“A...dad, mother? Where am I?” My toot.

“You passed out, and now we're in the hospital.” Answer father.

“Luckily there was Jevan earlier who found you lying in the park.” Mom's mouth.

“Iya, Yuri. Why are you there at night? Very dangerous know.” Added Jevan.

“I'm sorry, dad, mom. I was bored at home, so I decided to take a walk. To the point of raining.” I clearly.

“Other times if you want to go out, say yes son. With mom or dad, you can be accompanied. Being alone is dangerous, says Jevan.” Said my father.

“But I am not a child father, I know I am a weak and sick child. I am useless and do not deserve to live. I thought I was going to die and no one would find me.” I said firmly.

“Yuri. Don't talk so much, son. Not okay. I was so worried about you from earlier.” Mom's mouth.

“Yuri, you better rest yes.” Jevan.

“I want to go home, father.” I said.

“Iya, later yes. I'll take care of everything.” Answer father.

After a long argument, I insisted on going home. Finally my request was granted by the doctor, I was really lazy to be in the hospital that smelled of this medicine. Why did Jevan find me? Try it if not? I could die peacefully. Now I'm lazy to go home. But rather than being in the hospital, that's it.