My Doctor My soul mate
Operation Again
This morning, I was greeted by the beautiful sun behind my bedroom window. If I recall, last night I had a dream, a very beautiful dream. The beauty of the dream made me drift and too late to wake up early. Sometimes if I usually dream beautiful, but in the middle of the road I was woken by my mother. For this time I am not so, this time I can dream with satisfaction with very, very happy more than happy. I dreamt of meeting Jaehyun in a cafe, we had time to look at each other and then after that we got acquainted, good start huh? At a later stage, Jaehyun asked for my mobile number so that we could communicate with each other. In the dream I acted as if I did not idolize him, very funny.
My story and Jaehyun continued as he sent me a message asking me to meet somewhere. I agreed, then we met in one of the beautiful places in Korea, many visitors said this place will always bring good luck both in terms of financial and in terms of romance. At that place I sat alone waiting for Jaehyun's arrival, not long after that Jaehyun came wearing casual clothes that perfectly matched his body. If in a Korean drama, there must be a lot of girls who like it especially with the face of Jaehyun who is very handsome. I felt happy when Jaehyun gave me a red rose bucket that was very beautiful and still very fragrant, my heart seemed to fly and very peaceful. In the dream we continued our journey to a place that was very romantic and more warm when Jaehyun held tightly to my hand.
My dreams stopped there when my alarm rang so loud. After I saw it was eight in the morning and the sun was already hot. Just try my alarm does not sound, surely I can dream with great satisfaction until noon haha. But it's okay too, because I also really enjoyed the dream last night and the atmosphere woke up my morning was comfortable and very beautiful. If only the dream could come true haha. I can not stand my imagination that is becoming more so, hopefully my mental is not disturbed haha.
The atmosphere of waking up in my morning usually I start with daydreaming, yes I deliberately do not move from my room just to daydream the things I really want. What else I had a very beautiful dream last night, then my daydreams became longer and my hallucinations increased. As soon as I was sitting on my soft bed, my stomach ached again like someone was tearing it apart, and this feeling was exactly the same as yesterday. I became more and more frightened and felt burdened again. Is this the time I should tell my mom, or is it later? I hesitate to do both.
When my stomach ached again, I decided to lie down for a moment. Who knows, the pain will soon go away on its own. I lay down and waited for a while, it turned out that my guess was right! The pain in my stomach was gone and it just so happened that mother called me to get up and prepare for breakfast and take my medicine as usual.
“Again, Yuri. Howwasyoursleep? Sound right?” Ask mom.
“Iya, mom. What about mom?” My toot.
“Just like, dear..” My mother replied with a smile.
“Today we have breakfast bread huh? And here's a glass of milk for you.” Mom said.
“Iya, mom. Yuri so remember Jevan hehe.. she usually gives me this all.” My spoken.
“Iya, yes. I also remember early in the morning he came to you.” Mom said.
“Iya, bu.”
“Now where is he, huh? Are you home or not? Mom wants to invite him to lunch, pity him here alone.” Mom said.
“Entah, mom. But it looks like it hasn't come home yet, try mom contact him.” My heart while drinking milk.
“True too, briefly..”
My mom made an outgoing call to Jevan...
...
“Halo, bi?”
“Hey, Jevan Greet my mother.
“What's up, bi? Tumben once called me hehe..” Answer Jevan.
“You've returned to Indonesia?” Ask mom.
“Numbered, bi. Jevan is still in Korea, not finished.” Jevan said.
“Oh so..”.
“Morning aunt remembers you, Jev. Usually you come to your aunt's house and bring bread and milk for Yuri, and now your aunt wants to invite you to lunch. How?” Ask mom.
“Wah... Jevan will, with pleasure hehe..” Jevan replied happily.
“Good, aunty happy to hear it. In that case, come to the apartment yes, this afternoon also.” Mom said.
“Iya, bi. Thanks ya?” Ask Jevan.
“Iya equally, then please continue your work hehe..” Mom said.
“Iya, bi. See you..” Jevan said.
Call ended...
“How, bu?” My toot.
“Later noon Jevan here, dai has not returned to Indonesia.” Mom said.
“Ohh..”.
...
“Aaakkkk..” My stint.
My stomach hurts again...
“Why, Yuri?” Ask mom.
“Ti.. no, mom. It's okay, just mules a little.” I said.
“Oh... I guess why, yes already there to the bathroom.” Mom said.
“Iya, bu.”
...
Ow hell! Why else would my stomach hurt? I better go to the room and lie down again, who knows it could be like this morning. Good thing my mom didn't suspect me, I had to keep this up. I was just waiting for the right time to tell my mom about it. Right now I'm lying on my favorite kaur, rolling back and forth I do. I don't know why this time the pain felt different than before. This feeling made me unable to hold back the crying, my tears were dripping slowly. The drops were getting more and more and I tried to hold back the crying sound coming out of my mouth, lest my mother hear it.
Not long after, my mother came into my room and said that she would be out for a while to go to the department store in front of our apartment. I just answered ‘iya' and my mom luckily went out soon. After my mom came out, I thought I should call Jae's doctor. I was confused as to how, so I sent him a message to ask. My message was sent and read by him, but Jae's doctor called me instead.
...
“Ha... hello, doc?”
“Yuri? You're okay, right?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Doctor, what should I do? My stomach hurts again, it feels different than before.” I said while whimpering in pain.
“Yuri, you better go to the hospital now. We have to handle it quickly.” Doctor Jae said.
“No, doc. I don't want to go there. I just want to ask what should I do? Right now I'm just lying in my room.” I said.
“You told your mother?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“Not yet, just later.” Reply slowly.
“Then, drink warm water first yes for a while. After that lie down again, or close your eyes and rest.” Doctor Jae said.
“Alright, doc. Thanks.”
...
Call ended...
When I finished talking to Dr. Jae, I went straight to the kitchen and got some warm water. Then I take it to my room and I drink it straight. I want to quickly get rid of this pain, before my mom gets home. As Dr. Jae said, I have to lie down and rest, so that's what I'm doing right now. When I lay down, my eyes felt heavy and I seemed to fall asleep. I woke up about two hours later, and that was because I heard a noise coming from the kitchen.
My mom was busy cooking there, because Jevan was having lunch here. I feel bad for not helping my mom. After I felt it, it turned out that my stomach ache was gone, thank God. So I can go to the kitchen and help my mom there.
“Mother... mother has come home from earlier?” My toot.
“Yuri? Already awake it turns out.” Mom said.
“Iya, Yuri fell asleep.” Answer's short.
“Mommy came home about 40 minutes ago.” Mom said.
“You look so slumbering, so I can't bear to wake you up.” Answer mother.
“No, ma'am. It was also Yuri accidentally hehe..” My solute.
“Oh yes, you took warm water to drink earlier? The dispenser forgot you turned off.” Mom said.
“Sorry, yes ma'am. Yuri forgot hehe..”.
After an hour and a half I helped my mother cook, we finally finished everything. My mother cooked some Indonesian dishes with potluck ingredients and Korean cuisine with my mother's budding abilities. I just want Jevan to like his food, so he cooks two versions, Indonesia and Korea.
Finished tidying the dishes on the dining table, Jevan arrived at our apartment. He had just returned home from the branch office, and the time was very fitting when he was hungry. My mother immediately told Jevan to sit in the dining room and eat the food that had been made by my mother.
“Jevan, let's eat. It's all Yuri and auntie who cook.” My mother said with a smile.
“Wah wah... indeed Yuri can cook, bi?” Ask Jevan.
“Yuri Just help you slice it, Jev hehe..” My solute.
“Ahahah. Is this Indonesian and Korean food? Great auntie could cook both of them well.” Jevan.
“This you, if praise aunt continues, eat when? Have a meal, let's taste.” Mom's mouth.
“Iya, bi.”
...
“Yuri want what?” Ask mom.
“Yuri is still full, ma'am. Later ya eat it.” Answer's short.
“Eat just a little, Yuri. Here I get you.” Jevan said while taking food.
In the middle of our lunch, I felt something strange. My head was dizzy and heavy, and my stomach hurt again. God, I beg you to be able to endure this pain in a moment, we're done with lunch. But...
“Aaaakkkk....!!!!” I was in pain and fell out of my chair.
“Yuri!!!” Shouted my mother and Jevan.
“Sakittt, bu.” I said.
“Jevan, let's take it to the hospital.” Mom said.
When I told my mom and Jevan that I was sick, they took me straight to the hospital. Without wasting any time, Jevan was driving at a great speed because he saw me constantly moaning in pain. My mother was constantly hugging and crying near me, this is what I had been afraid of all this time. My mother was worried and worried about my situation. We were in the hospital and when Doctor Jae was in the lobby, I was taken to the ICU and checked by him.
“Yuri, you can still hear me right?” Ask Dr. Jae.
“I..iya.”
“Ppppeeruttt, sa yes. sa..kit, doc.” Tuturku.
“Iya, yes.”
10 Minutes later I felt a little relieved, the pain subsided after Dr. Jae gave me fluids.
“Actually what happened to Yuri, doc?” Ask mom.
“Oh, so he bi? She's the doctor who performed the surgery on Yuri?” Ask Jevan in a slightly high tone.
“Iya, Jevan. It's doctor Jae who aunt told me about that time.” Answer mother.
Jevan gripped doctor Jae's clothes, “So you? You operated on Yuri? Is everything going well? Are you sure Yuri was in pain not because of the surgery? Was there an error in the operation you performed earlier? Answer me!” Shouted Jevan.
“Jevan! Don't be so.” Mom said.
“Previous please switch your hands.” Doctor Jae said.
Jevan took off his grip.
“It looks like you misunderstood me. The operation I did before went well and smoothly. The proof is that Yuri can recover within two weeks.” Doctor Jae said.
“You know from where? Who knows if it just appeared now. Or do you cover up your mistakes huh?” Jevan was angry.
“Sorry, yes. I'm not that kind of person. If you accuse me, you are wrong big.” Doctor Jae said.
“Sorry, doc. Forgive Jevan.” Mom said.
“Aunt don't apologize, because this doctor is wrong. He had already made a mistake in operating Yuri. Look, bi. Now Yuri is in pain, in her stomach again.” Jevan said.
“If you can be quiet, I will explain everything.” Doctor Jae said.
Jevan and my mother were silent.
“What exactly is it, doc? What did Jevan say was true?” Ask mom.
“Yes yes, bi.” Jevan is upset.
“Actually Yuri doesn't want anyone else to know about all this.” Doctor Jae said.
“What, doc?” Ask mom.
“So...actually the symptoms of the pain were already from a few days ago. Yuri has been to this hospital again when she was with me.” Doctor Jae said.
“Then why not tell me as soon as?” Ask mom.
“Yuri said will tell mom herself, and if the time is right.” Obviously doctor Jae.
“Then what else, doc?”
“Actually Yuri has .. tumor, bu.” Doctor Jae said.
“What? Tumor?” Ask my mom hysterically.
“There is another disease in Yuri's body? Doctor, is that true. Try checking again, who knows the wrong doctor.” My mother said with tears.
“True, mom. Here's the check.” Doctor Jae said while handing over the examination file.
“Doctor... what should we do for Yuri's recovery?” Ask mom.
“We have to operate again, ma'am. So that the tumor does not spread everywhere.” Doctor Jae said.
“Good, good if that's what to do. I agree.” Answer mother.
...
At that time my mother had already done the approval on the white paper so that I could immediately perform the operation. Doctor Jae actually had my surgery ready a few days ago, he made some other alternatives so I could have surgery. But today he just has to do it. My mother was devastated by this incident, again she had to wait for me to do the surgery and her tears continued to flow. Jevan has more attention on me, so it's a little sensitive when meeting with Jae's doctor. He felt that Doctor Jae was not a qualified doctor, and he hated him because I was hurt like this.
My operation was late after 8 hours, and my mother and Jevan were still faithfully waiting for me in front of the room. He looked exhausted, his eyes were puffy and dark, all this because of me again.
