My boyfriend is half human

A futile attempt

Three days after Queen's hospital admission, Leon is still waiting for good news from the girl. He still hopes Queen and all the victims in the bloody tragedy the other day can be safe and well.

And today, the good news is coming too. Queen is awake and has been transferred to the treatment room. Leonil rushed to the hospital.

Queen who was lying weak with a face still full of bandages due to the claw of Bayu was surprised not to play to see Leon who suddenly appeared in front of him.

"Leon, why is it here? " he asked in wonder as Leon poked out from behind the door.

"Want to visit you, "The man replied casually as if he didn't care about Queenzi's shock.

"Where did you know I was in the hospital, and when did you come here? "

"Stt just realized, can't ask much. " Leon signals through the index finger attached to the mouth. The man approached and sat in front of the Queen's patient bed.

"You okay? "

"you reckon? " The girl split her chin asking Leon to see for himself her very apprehensive condition.

"Not what, what matters is that you survived. "

Queen immediately threw away her face. It's true he survived. But the doctor said his face would be damaged by a deep scratch. Although not permanent, but still it takes a short time to make it back to normal. And it has to go through several oprasions.

And despite all the pain it felt. One of the most painful things is his failure in trying to eliminate Dusk. The girl felt all her efforts were in vain.

"Truly I survived. But I failed. All my efforts are in vain. And my face is now so broken. " The girl wailed while bowing her head. It seems right that he was very frustrated with everything that happened to him.

"At least you've tried. Queen. And maybe it's time you gave up. Accept the fact that--"

"No, I haven't given up. "

"What's? " Just the words of Queen make Leon amazed.

"After everything that happened you still haven't given up? "

The queen nodded weakly.

"I still want to try. "

"Huh, you stupid girl! " Leon snorted annoyedly. I don't think about the crazy girl in front of him.

"Are you here just to make fun of me. " The Queen spoke with a blank look. The body is very injured at the moment. And Leon's arrival only further adds to the existing wounds.

Leon breathed his breath. Realize that his words are too harsh. Queen is at its lowest point now. He should support not judge.

"I'm here to wake you up, Queen. You've gone too far. Please stop. "

Queen chose silence. He was no longer interested in responding to Leon's words. But the opportunity was actually made Leon to talk more. He wants to wake the Queen from her madness. I don't know why he felt he had to do that. What was clear was that she felt like a beautiful girl as Queen had to do such a lowly thing.

"Receive reality. Dirga no longer loves you. Why do you desperately fight for people who no longer want to be near you ... Dirga never wanted you Queen. He already loves someone else. He even died for that man."

Queen turned. Leon's long calamity invites a question for him. Queen does know very well that her efforts were failed by Bayu Samudra. But Leon, how did he know? he had even just said that Dirga was willing to die for Dusk. What did Dirga do for Dusk?

"Where do you want to know?"

Leon smiled before answering.

"I know everything. Do I need to tell you how heroic Dirga is when saving Dusk? "

Queen shook her head. He doesn't want to hear anything. Because whatever he hears it still won't stop him from getting Dirga.

"I don't care what Dirga's doing, which is clear I'll keep fighting for him."

Leon returned to grunting. Talking well with this girl is useless. Behold, even in a helpless state he remains stubborn.

"You're mentally ill, Queen." Leon could no longer resist saying anything rude. Queen is absolutely outrageous.

"Stop pretending to be blind. Open your eyes. See reality. You really have no self-respect."

sobbing. The situation that did not side with him added Leon's chatter made him even more frustrated.

"But Dirga never loved you !" Jerk Leon who is not less emotional. Seeing Queen cry because Dirga even made her become even more embarrassed.

"And now he is fighting between life and death because of you. "

Queen was shocked.

"you mean? " he rubbed his tears that felt very painful about the wound on his cheek.

"If you really love her, you should let her be happy. Not even to put him in danger. If Dirga dies, you're the killer. "

Queen did not understand. All he wanted was to eliminate Dusk. And he knew he had failed at it. But why was Dirga the victim?

"What really happened, Leon?" This time the girl was interested in listening.

Leon again sighed.Controlling his emotions that had overflowed.

"Listen to me carefully, "he said before speaking. The man hoped that everything he would tell could open the eyes of this girl who was pretending to be blind.

"Senja is dying as a result of the gold dagger and also as a result of your intimate relationship with Dirga ... And the only one who can save Dirga is Dirga. He must give his energy and blood to Dusk."

Dirga paused for a moment. Watching the Queen who was still stunned in disbelief.

"And you know, Dirga was happy to do it. He channeled his energy until he drowned and nearly died. Then he slashed his own pulse to neutralize the poison from the golden dagger. Dirga also had to spend a lot of blood to drink by Dusk because only Dirga blood was able to save Dusk ... Dirga knew very well the risk was death, but he was still desperate to do it. He did it just for the sake of Dusk. " At that time, Leon again noticed the Queen who looked increasingly shocked. The girl even to the point of shaking hearing a reality that she really did not want to hear.

"Now Dirga is in a coma in the hospital. I don't know if his life can be saved or not. And it's all because of you Queen. " Light Leon said that. He no longer wanted to keep the Queen's feelings. Free, the girl could not even keep her own self-esteem and feelings.

"If you hadn't done that crazy plan of yours, it wouldn't have happened ... Now see what you got? You are injured, your face is deformed, Dirga is critical and her mother is still unconscious. "

"Aunt Mel? "

"Yes, he was also exposed to the tantrums of Bayu. And dying like you. "

The Queen held back her tears that kept forcing her to spill. For God's sake he never expected everything to be like this. It is beyond his expectations. Although Rimba once said the risk would be very dangerous, but Queen never heeded it.

"And the girl you wanted so badly to eliminate is fine now. He just needed to be mediated to replenish his energy. In the end he'll keep coming back to Dirga."

Queen's hands clenched onto them*as a blanket that covered half of her body. Next to his hand was busy wiping the clear details that were no longer contained. His soul and body felt like and shattered at this moment.

He has tried to reach the limit of his ability but there is nothing he can get but pain. It's a tremendous pain.

Seeing Queen like that makes Leon pity too. He knew he had talked too much since. But all that he did was so that Queen could open her eyes and make peace with reality.

Honestly, there was a feeling of salute to see these people are so crazy in fighting for their love. Leon never felt like he had done that. In the past when his girlfriend went with another man, Leon preferred to be silent not a little fight. Because for Leon. There is no need to fight people who do not want to fight.

But looking at the Queen, there was a feeling of salute in itself. Although still he could not justify all the stupidity that the girl did.

"Already, Queen. " Loen rubbed the girl's shoulder just gave her a little bit of strength.

"Receive everything. You've fought enough, maybe now's the time to give up. Even if Dirga survives, I'm sure he won't see you again."

It was wet, Leon thought. Since then he has been talking about not wearing it on the Queen. All of a sudden, he revealed the worst possibility that the girl would face.

After saying that Leon moved on. He felt his job was done. Although he did not know whether Dirga survived or not. But Leon felt he no longer needed to wait for the news.

Thats enough. Everything he did was enough. Even more. Because in addition to helping, he also tried to resuscitate the Queen from her madness. Even though his efforts are still in vain.

Leon felt it was time for him to return. As for Dirga, let fate decide its own destiny.

The man with the typical good looks was discharged from the hospital with a feeling of uncertainty. Among the relief of having successfully completed his task, but also depressed because his efforts were not entirely successful. Now he intends to end it all and return to his homeland.

But just got out of the hospital. Leon gets a message that instantly changes the look on his face.

"It's me, Dirga. Can you go to the hospital now? I have something to talk about. "