
Nayra who was aware of Queen being so angry at him was only able to be subdued avoiding the sharp gaze of the girl who was as if about to tear her face.
It was still a question in Nayra's mind about what happened between her boss and Queenzi. If indeed they had been fighting, he should have heard the disturbance so as to undo his intention to knock.
'But there was no sound at all. But if they were making out then why now Mr Dirga even expelled Miss Queen? '
While waiting for Dirga to check and sign the file he brought, Nayra's heart continued to speculate.
"Other times let anyone into my room without my permission. "
After signing, Dirgantara again gave the order that again made Nayra jumped in shock. But even so, he had quite clearly heard what the mandate of his handsome Boss was.
"Good, Sir. But if Miss Queen---"
"Yes, including him. " Cut Dirga before Nayra could continue his sentence.
"Oh, okay. Signore. " I answered with a confused face
Dirga stared at his secretary for a moment. And as if understanding what was on the girl's mind, Dirga tried to explain.
"I'm not with Queen anymore. "
"What ! you guys broke up? " spontaneous questions that came out of Nayra's mouth. The girl was very surprised to hear his Boss say. He was so surprised that he said that. It was fortunate that he immediately regained his senses and immediately covered his mouth with a hand.
"Sorry, Sir. I mean--"
"Yes right. I broke up with Queen. So from now on he can no longer just walk in and out of my room. Or if I need to be in my office. "
"Good, Sir. I've understood. I won't ask you again. "
Nayra nodded deeply then resigned herself from the handsome Boss's study. Although in his heart he was still wondering why Boss Dirga could break up, but he couldn't possibly ask that. For him if Mr. Dirga has given a mandate, then that must be done.
"Huuf.. "
Dirgantara sighed deeply and then exuded it quite roughly. The sound of his breathing was even very clearly heard.
Can't understand why it's still so aggressive to see Queenzi. The man hoped it was just his lust as a normal man, not because of his feelings that still love the girl.
'But if I really don't like it, I shouldn't be tempted that easily either.'
'What's wrong with me? am I really not in love with Queen? but why was my chest still pounding earlier?
"Aakhh..! " Dirga threw his back on the back of the chair, then folded his arms and made his hand a head brace
Suddenly he felt very stupid. Just a moment ago when Queenzi said she still loved him so much Dirga had time to believe him. He even thumped hearing that. Fortunately, Nayra came to wake him up.
Even if it is true that Queenzi still loves her very much, even if it is true that the girl has never had an affair with any man, but still Dirga was already hurt when she heard the words of Queenzi at that time.
And even if it's true that girl was just joking, but still it was very hurt feelings Dirga. He felt like a stupid man and his pride felt trampled.
"Queen, you should never have said that. Because I consider it a big mistake. Even if I can forgive you. But I still won't be able to come back to you. Especially now that it's-"
Dirga paused for a moment from his monologue
"Senja. "slowly but surely called that name.
"Yes, right, am I not already interested in that girl? I even felt like I was falling for him. But why was it when Queen came earlier that I became unsteady? "
Dirga is exactly like a person with a mental disorder, talking to himself. Replied by yourself. His heart was completely raging at this moment. He was trying to convince his own feelings.
The man then closed his eyes. Calms mind. So that he can focus on making choices. Who exactly does he like right now, Queen or Dusk?
And when the eyes closed perfectly. What was in his mind, the one with his head in his eyes was Dusk. The shadow of the girl was quite real in his mind, even now he was sure that the girl had also managed to dominate his heart.
Dirga reopened her net and smiled quite peacefully. He was very sure of his feelings at this moment.
His love for Queen is no longer there. And what just happened just now was simply due to his mass memories and momentary lust. No more than that
Dirga believes the current position of Queen has been replaced by Dusk. Even though Dusk itself was not really his. But Dirga was confident he could win the innocent girl's heart. And he'll try hard for it.