My boyfriend is half human

Trying to forget

"Yet.. ! "

Dirga jumped from her sleep while shouting quite loudly. Fortunately, there was no one at home. If only there were, they would be surprised to hear Dirga's screams.

Dirga's breathing panted like a man who had just escaped from a murderous plot. Cold sweat poured from his face.

The man then looked around with a confused look. Trying to guess about his current existence. The all-white room with familiar furniture in his memory made him realize that he was still in his room.

To reassure himself, the handsome man fingered the light switch by the bed and turned it on.

When the atmosphere looks bright then the man is really sure that the place is right now his room. Not in another realm like its shadow.

Still in a confused state Dirga felt her neck then watched her whole body. Everything's still fine.

"Huf.. " The man sighed with relief after realizing that what had just happened to him was just a dream.

He then rubbed his face

"Why can I have such a scary dream? is this because I'm thinking too much about what happened yesterday afternoon ?"

The shadow of the Dusk tantrum and also the anger of Bayu reappeared in his thought space.

The face of Dusk and also his father who was bright red and also his eyeballs that were like embers as if they still felt real in front of his eyes.

Dirgantara again rubbed his face then glanced at the time pointer hanging on the wall of his room.

It's six in the morning. Dirgantara felt a little relieved because it meant he did not have to spend the rest of the night by staying up to think of everything beyond reason that turned out to be reality.

The man then decided to take a shower earlier than usual. He wanted to rush to throw away the absurd shadow that had been plaguing his mind since yesterday. Or say it's like a shit ritual.

The cold water that flushes his sex body is no longer felt. Even he felt the bath water this morning was no cooler than the hands of his father's Dusk or Bayu. The man stood under the shower and let the water continue to water his body.

After his body began to shiver in the cold, then Dirga ended his unfortunate dumping session.

He feels much better than before. It felt very fresh, although still all that was in his head was Dusk, Dusk and Dusk. Added to that with his nightmares last night. Everything seems to be clumped in memory and not destroyed despite trying to melt with a glass of hot ginseng.

Sipping his morning friend. Dirga tried to think about how he should behave. In his mind it occurred to him that he would just end it all and decide to stay away from Dusk.

He felt that maybe he could establish a relationship with a creature that was clearly not the same as him.

But just now the thought crossed. Phone's vibrating. A message from the person who had disturbed his mind since.

'For Dirga, are you awake? '

Dirgantara. There is a warm feeling of its own reading a sweet message from Dusk. But there is also a sense of tightness that brings.

Apparently since yesterday's incident, the girl also never stopped thinking. He was afraid that Dirga did not like his temperament. Especially since yesterday Dirga did not contact him or send messages.

The girl did not know how shocked Dirga was when she found out the truth about him. How difficult it is to accept the fact that people who love him are different from him.

Until a few minutes the handsome man just looked at the message from Dusk. Don't know what to pay back. Or maybe even trying not to retaliate.

'Dirga are you mad at me? '

'I'm really sorry about yesterday. '

Because it's not in reply. Twilight sent a message back. But Dirga still stuck to retaliate. The reality of who Dusk was was still so fixed in his memory. Prevent his fingers from typing reply messages.

'I'll wait until your anger is gone. '

'One thing you should know, no matter how angry I am, I will never hurt you'

'Because I love you. '

Dusk added a heart emoji at the end of his message that made Dirga again sigh. This time it felt even stronger.

Stuffy. It's so tight. To be honest he was very happy with the content of the message. But again the identity of the girl destroyed the feeling.

Even to be honest, now the Aerospace feel afraid. Not only was he afraid of Dusk, but of his father. Although the girl had just said that she would not hurt him, but still no one could guarantee that.

Not wanting to be a loser or anything. But right now he was more concerned with his safety. Connecting with creatures that are easily angry is certainly very dangerous.

What if suddenly the two creatures simultaneously attacked him. His name must have been written directly on the tombstone.

"Hii.. " Dirga shuddered to himself imagining. He finally decided not to reply to the message of Dusk and was even determined to stay away from the girl. He did not want to die silly at the hands of the two monstrous creatures.

Ignoring the message from Dusk, Dirga chose to leave for the office early. From now on he will concern himself with work so that his memory does not continue to think of Dusk.

From today Dirga is determined to try to forget Dusk and consider Dusk is just a nightmare for him.

But unfortunately the girl named Dusk as if not give the chance of memory Dirga brain erases all memories about him.

The girl kept trying to influence Dirga with her messages.

Twilight did want to let Dirga calm down first, at least until the anger or fear disappeared.

But this morning after he chatted Dirga, his father said that Dirga already knew about who they really were.

Bayu Samudra found out when Dirga eavesdropped on his conversation with Dusk. The creature deliberately let Dirga know because he thought it was time he knew everything.

Bayu also advised his daughter that now is the time for him to fight for his love. If Dusk really loves Dirga then he must try to keep the man so as not to stay away from him.

Motivation is what ultimately makes Dusk continue to try to contact or chat Dirga.

He did not want Dirga to return to Queen. The girl who had slapped Dusk in public. The girl who already knew Dusk as Dirga's ex-lover.

Dusk was afraid when his heart was hesitating like this, Queen would come again and shake Dirga's feelings.

***

When the day break arrives. Dirga still seemed struggling with his work. Focus on the stack of files on his desk. I don't want to go yet, even though it's lunch time.

But not for a long time vibrate the phone messes with its focus . He wrapped around the square object he just put on the table.

From Dusk. Dirga was silent for a moment. The shadow of Dusk's face again danced on the head. But this time it is not about the raging and terrible face, but rather the sweet face with reddish eyes that somehow become look sweeter with a unique and rare beauty.

Dirga took his phone. Intend to open a message from Dusk. But a moment later his intention stopped.

"No, no. I was determined to stay away from him. " The man shook his head trying to cast all the shadows that brought him home to the figure of Dusk.

With a sigh he finally decided not to open it and then refocused on work even though the shadow of the red-eyed girl still disturbed his focus, but he tried to ignore her. Although his chest was claustrophobic immeasurably.