My boyfriend is half human

My boyfriend is half human
Dusk Anxiety



Tonight it is hard to close your eyes. The girl was restless in a bag of her bed. Repeatedly changing positions but still unable to fall asleep. The shadow of Dirga's handsome face danced on his head.


Invite Dirga to befriend him also continues to ring in the ear.


The girl was confused as to what to answer. On one hand, he refused. But his heart says differently


Dusk had no idea what was going on with him. There was something strange about his heart and mind. Things he never felt before.


And the anxiety of Dusk tonight apparently also felt by his mother. The middle-aged woman saw that the lights of the Twilight Room were still on. That means her beautiful daughter is not asleep.


"Senja, "call him while knocking on the door.


An agitated twilight immediately jumped to hear his mother's call. But he did not answer directly. He seemed to think he would talk or pretend to sleep.


"Senja, "The second call from his mother made Dusk have no choice but to reply. She also believes that her mother knows she has not slept.


"Yes Mom. Come inside. "


Nawang Wulan, the mother of Dusk, opened the door as soon as she got permission.


"Not slept, son? it's night? "


"No, Ma. I can't sleep yet. "


"Why? Did anything disturb your mind? " Wulan sat on the edge of the bed.


He looked at his mother for a moment. Worried about wanting to stop or not.


"What's up, kid. If you've noticed for a few days you look different than usual. You stay quiet more. "


"really? "


The sun looked back at his mother. Didn't think that her mother realized there was something strange about her, but she herself was not aware of it.


"Hmm, what's up. Let's tell mom. "


"Hmm that, Mom. The young man we met on the beach yesterday---"


"Why? Is he bothering you again? " Hearing the word Wulan youth instantly knew who his daughter meant.


Dusk shook


"No, but he said he wanted to make friends with me." he replied with a bow, afraid his mother was angry or showing dislike.


Wulan herself immediately sighed hearing her daughter's words. He was quite aware that his daughter was still very innocent. The beautiful girl did not understand that a man said he wanted to be a friend to a woman, it means he has other intentions.


"Are you bothered by that young man? or are you uncomfortable with him? "


The twilight is getting bowed. Back to worrying what to answer.


"If you're disturbed, I'll talk to her tomorrow. "


"No, Ma." This time, the head shook quickly.


"I just feel scared. I've never had friends before, "he said carefully


Wulan smiled again and rubbed her daughter's head.


"You're a big boy, kid. Maybe it's time you had a friend."


Dusk immediately looked up at his mother, and his own mother instantly caught a happy twinkle from her daughter's face.


"You mean mom, can I be friends with her? "


"Well, as long as he doesn't hurt you. "


Hearing that Dusk looked down again. He realized who he was.


"But I'm afraid he'll find out who I am and not be able to accept me, "


Wulan understood once, all this time the thing that Dusk feared the most was that people knew who he was. That's why he always shuts himself down for everyone. Although never blamed the circumstances, but his mother understood how his daughter had been burdened enough to have parents who were different from others.


And if so, Wulan could only blame herself. Although once again. He himself never blamed the situation, because in fact he was the one who wanted it all.


"Senja, listen to Mom. " Wulan grabbed her daughter's hand and held it tightly as if to assert that there was nothing to worry about, even though she herself was actually worried.


"Really, Mother? " The girl was still worried.


"Yes, Son. The important thing from now on is that you have to start learning to control your emotions. "


One of the things that makes Dusk and his mother close themselves from others is because Dusk has a very high temperament. The girl gets angry easily. And when he's angry he can destroy anything or even hurt anyone.


Once when Dusk was a child, his mother tried to send him to school. But just two days into school, Dusk had directly hurt two friends at once. He beat his two friends to the point of being battered even to the point of entering the hospital.


When asked why, Dusk replied because his friends mocked him and said that the reddish eyes of Dusk were like ghost eyes. Although the reality is like that, but Dusk did not accept and immediately attacked the two friends.


Since then, Wulan decided not to send Dusk to any school for fear that the same incident would happen again. Wulan herself was well aware that her daughter was indeed different from other children.


As a result to anticipate it, Dusk took his education at home by hiring a private teacher. And that was always under the supervision of Wulan or her grandmother. Because only they can control when Dusk is tantrums.


"Can I, Mom? "


The worry mixed with sadness this time dominated the face of the girl. Controlling himself was a very difficult thing to do until now.


"It can, son. " Wulan let go of her hand and then rubbed her head back.


"Here you go, there's nothing to worry about. Everything's gonna be fine. Make friends if you really want to be friends with him. "


Dusk finally smiled to hear his mother's words were quite soothing.


"Thank you, Mom. " The girl hugged her mother. A mother who loved him very much. Mother always protects and calms him. Mother who always taught him not to condemn the situation, no matter how bad the reality.


"Together, Honey. " Wulan patted her daughter on the shoulder and let go of her embrace.


"Yes, go to sleep. It's night, I'm sleepy."


"Good, Mom. " Dusk nodded with a smile.


Wulan then exited her daughter's room after previously turning off the room lights.


There was a strange feeling. Between joy and worry.


He knew his daughter was now an adult. He cannot keep hiding it from the world. He knew one day his beloved daughter would definitely feel what all the creatures in the world feel, which is falling in love. For let alone man, not even an invisible being can resist the presence of love.


He proved it himself. She fell in love and could not be separated from her husband, Bayu ocean. Soaok is not entirely real. A figure who doesn't come from the world next door. But he must have fallen in love with her and never wanted to be separated from her. No matter what happens.


That's what makes him unable to continue to hide Dusk, If there is a man who wants to be close to him, of course he can not prohibit it. Wulan only hoped that whoever the man was, he could accept Dusk complete with all its advantages and disadvantages. The same hope that a mother must have wherever she is.


Wulan sighed. Starting from today, she herself must prepare to be more accompanied by Dusk to start a new phase in her daughter's life. Her beautiful daughter who doesn't even understand what love is.


The middle-aged woman who still looked very beautiful and charming walked slowly into her room, intending to rest her body. However


when opening the door Wulan was shocked by the presence of her husband. The man smiled as his wife's figure emerged from behind the door.


"Woo! you're home, baby? " Walk quickly and then immediately splash into the arms of Bayu ocean.


"Hmm, I can't bear to see my beautiful wife waiting too long. " Just until Bayu has directly teased his intention.


"really. You've been gone too long. And somehow this time I felt longer than usual. " Wulan took off her embrace after quite satisfied to let go of longing.


He was so happy, Bayu came home at the right time. When he wanted to tell me about their daughter.


"Sorry to keep you waiting. But I have no other choice. It's the only way I can stay with you. "


Bayu knew very well what he felt Wulan. Every time she went to meditate, Wulan would definitely feel lonely. Although it has lasted more than a quarter of a century, but still, the sense of loss when Bayu is not there is still on the taste of Wulan.


But back to the fact that her husband's ocean Bayu is not the same as it seems. The creature came from an invisible underwater world. And to remain in the human world and still be able to be with his wife and child, then every condition of his weakened Bayu must return to his origin to be able to find his strength.


It happens almost every hundred days. So Bayu life is divided into two parts. One hundred days in the world of Wulan, and one hundred days in his world. Bayu did not have the strength to continue to be in the Wulan world. Every time he got weakened, he had to go home. If he forced to stay, then he would disappear on his own and would not be able to return.


Strange indeed. But that's what happened. Wulan knew that from the beginning. And he decided to stay with Bayu, so inevitably. Now she must accept the fact that her husband cannot always be there for her.


Wulan smiled


"She I know, you don't have to feel so guilty. From the beginning we had a deal.


Seriate


For those who have just joined and are still confused about who Bayu and Wulan are, please read their story in the novel LEMBAYUNG DUSK. Because once again, this story is a continuation of the story LEMBAYUNG DUSK