My boyfriend is half human

Can't take it anymore

It's been a week since Dirga decided to forget Dusk. Although the other day when he saw Dusk on the beach his heart was shaky, but in the end he returned to his decision to stay away from the girl. Even though Dusk still often sent messages to him, but Dirga always ignored him.

Don't ask me what it's like. Tortured dirga not playing. The shadow of Dusk continued to fill the space he thought. He could never forget the girl even under any busy circumstances.

Dirga seemed to see Dusk everywhere, smiling sweetly with her rosy eyes. And if it is so the man whose heart is worried can only sigh or even sometimes ruffle the top of his own head in hopes of expelling the shadow of the girl from his mind.

Like this afternoon when he just came home from the office and opened the door of his house. He clearly saw Dusk sitting on his living room sofa. The girl then stood up smiling as if welcoming her lover home.

"Monday.. "

Either consciously or unconsciously Dirga mentioned that name. His heart was also delighted to see Dusk welcome him home.

Slowly the man approached. But when their distance is getting closer, Dusk actually rises and then moves into the middle room.

"Where are you going? "

Dirga tried to catch up, but when he arrived in the middle room Dusk was no more. The girl simply disappeared as if this room had swallowed her.

"Senja, where are you?" Dirga circled his living room looking for the girl. He even looked to the kitchen, but in reality Dusk was no longer there.

"Yinjaaa..! " he shouted when he realized that what he had seen was just a shadow or hallucination.

Though he had often been deceived by his own hallucinations, but this time he was still deceived. It is as if seeing Dusk when in fact there is no.

He sat in one of his dining room chairs. He then bowed his head on the table using his arm as the base. The man seemed very frustrated

"Senja, please stop doing this to me. You really tormented me, "he murmured softly or more like a wail.

I don't know, Dirga doesn't know what happened to him. He had decided to stay away from the girl, but why still could never forget her.

Maybe because he was in love with her, it was hard to forget. For God's sake, Dirgantara Sanjaya has never felt anything like this. He was like a sane person who had lost consciousness. The more he tried to forget just the twilight getting stickier in the memory.

Drrt, drr..

Shaking the phone in his suit pocket shocked the man, a man who seemed to be losing his way.

Dirga. It must be from Dusk. The girl who had just haunted him through the shadows was now trying to tease him back through messages.

But it turns out that Dirga's guess was wrong. The message was not from Dusk but from Arya. His cousin sent a picture.

'I accidentally took a photo of Dusk, ' Arya wrote in her description.

Dirgantara. What does it mean Arya sent a picture of Dusk to him

'Look at his face, he seems to be very sad. Must you be the one who made him sad? ' Arya wrote again

Dirga enlarging the photo Dusk. He looked at the face deeply. Beautiful face with long hair and reddish eyes. Real pretty.

But it is true that said Arya, behind her beautiful face radiated a deep wound. Dirga could clearly see the hue of the wound on Dusk's face.

He felt the photo.

A girl who has never been in love before and does not even know a man. But when he first felt it, his heart was already broken by an irresponsible person.

Actually Dirga did not want to be responsible for the wound of Dusk. Because he also felt the same hurt. It was just that the man did not dare to take a stance. It seems like he is afraid of reality.

'Arya's right. I'm the one who made this girl sad. '

The woman blamed herself.

Dirga's heart was like slashed to see the sad face of Dusk. A beautiful face that should be hers.

"Senja, "he said softly. Suddenly he felt immeasurable. Like there's a big new chunk squeezing his chest.

'Why should I stay away from him if I can't? '

'Why should I forget her if I really love her? '

'Is it because he is not human? '

'Then what if he's not a human child? '

'Is it only human beings who can fall in love?

'What other creatures cannot? '

'After all, Dusk lived his life like an ordinary human being, albeit a little differently.'

'Then what's the problem? '

'Why am I so afraid to accept the fact that he is different? '

'I feel like I'm almost crazy now because of it. '

'But why am I ignoring him? '

It was as if he was interrogating himself. He didn't know what he was really doing all this time. Stay away from the twilight when he loves her very, very much. And look, he's even got the girl hurt by it.

Dirga looked at Dusk's face once more then he got up from his seat.

Dirga was really unable to anymore if he had to continue torturing himself like this. Just now he had decided that he would accept Dusk no matter who he was.

After being determined so, Dirga immediately hit the gas glide to the beach. He knew the girl must be there by now. Moreover, looking at the background photo sent Arya earlier, he became more convinced.

Arriving at the beach Dirgantara met with Arya who seemed to have been about to get out of the beach area.

"Where is he? " ask without further ado. As if I can't wait to see Dusk soon.

"If it's not wrong, I'm looking in that direction."

Arya pointed towards the row of nyiur trees lined up neatly along the coast.

"All right, I'll go find it."

"Hmm, go. Don't let her down, she's still too innocent to hurt. "

Dirga nodded surely then immediately ran towards the direction Arya meant.

Dirga combed one by one a row of lined nyiur. His eyes were observant to see if the figure of Dusk was him under one of the trees. Until some trees he passed. The netraya also did not catch the figure of twilight

The man started to growl. He felt he had to meet Dusk today as well. Fortunately, at the end of the row of trees Dirga saw the figure in his car. The girl was pensive with a blank look.

"Alley..! " call him from a distance of several meters.

The twilight jumped and immediately looked over.

"Dirga.." As if in disbelief he saw the man walking quickly towards him.

Once in front of Dusk, Dirga immediately rushed to hug the girl. Hugged it very tightly.

Dusk was surprised by Dirga's spontaneous action. His body trembled in Dirga's arms. In addition to being surprised also because his beautiful body was never touched by anyone.

Dirga could certainly feel the vibration. The same vibration he had felt when he first touched the hand of Dusk.

Vibration that makes him more convinced that Dusk is a plain girl who has never touched any man.

"What's wrong? " When it has begun to control itself, Dusk ventured to ask.

"I'm sorry" Instead of answering Dirga instead apologized.

"I'm sorry I ignored you. I'm sorry for trying to get away from you. I'm sorry I couldn't accept you"

Dusk breaks away from Dirga's embrace. The successive words of the man ignited the question in his heart.

"Dirga, what it means---"

"Hmm, "Dirga immediately nodded before Dusk finished his sentence.

"That means now you're officially my lover. "

"Even though I'm not---"

"Forgetit." Again Dirga beheaded the speech Dusk.

"I don't care who you are and where you come from, which is clear I love you so much and I want to always be with you. "

Stunned twilight. His words were like a dream to him.

"Really? "

Dirga nodded for sure.

"I'm not going to have a problem with you. I'll just love you. "

The twilight can no longer speak. An immeasurable feeling of happiness controlled his heart and mind. His eyes even glazed over. It seemed that the girl was so emotionally accepting of a reality that was beyond her expectations.

Dirga smiled looking at the silent Dusk with her happiness. Undeniably, he is also very happy at the moment. Also at the same time feel relieved as if one heavy burden that had been tormenting him and even making it difficult to breathe, has now decomposed beautifully.

Expressing her sense of happiness Dirga again pulled Dusk in her embrace. Convincing the girl even what just happened was not a dream. Shaking the body and the cold temperature of the girl did not care anymore. That only made him tighten his embrace.