My boyfriend is half human

Equally tormented

The next day at the Dusk residence. The girl looked incomparably angry. He repeatedly checked his phone. I hope there is a reply from Dirga. But let alone reply, not even open it.

"Dad, he really didn't want to read my message. What do I have to do now? "

The beloved father who was sitting not far from him in the garden behind the house just smiled

"Let it go, maybe he's still in shock about accepting the truth about you. If his heart is fine, he will respond to you. "

"But when, Dad. Since yesterday he has not returned my message. It's so annoying to be ignored like this. " The grouse of Dusk while throwing his phone just like that on the table.

"Prophey darling. Let Dirga calm down first. I'm sure she'll call you later. " Nawang Wulan who was there also helped calm his daughter who began to look upset.

"Yes like your mother used to be. When partama found out about who Dad was he was also angry and even stayed away from Dad. But in the end he came back to me too."

Wulan smiled knot. Not trying to deny the speech of Bayu because it is so.

"But if it turns out that he really doesn't want me anymore what about it? "

"We will make calculations with him" Bayu replied directly. But the answer was also broken by his wife.

"No. Don't teach my son to be a monster. " Strictly speaking while staring intently at the handsome creature beside him.

"Wear as humane a way as possible to get his love, Dusk. If he comes back to you because of threats or pressure, then it's not love his name. "

"I mean mother? "

"If he really loves you, he will come back to you. If it turns out that he prefers to leave it means that he is not sincere. He can't accept you for who you are. "

Dusk bowed. Like accepting his destiny.

"Keep trying to win his heart. But don't make him have to accept you. Because even if that happens, your relationship will not last long. Because in coercion there will be no sincerity. " Wulan patted her daughter's shoulder. Trying to motivate all the time gives positive energy.

"Yes, Dusk. " Bayu Samudra who had given a ridiculous proposal this time actually turned to support his wife. Whether because of fear or indeed his thinking has changed, I don't know.

"Because your mother was sincere to Dad, we still survive. "

The twilight raised its head. After perceiving the words of his father and mother he finally nodded.

"If he can't accept you, it means he doesn't deserve you. You are too valuable to be wasted by anyone. "

Dusk nodded for sure. Her kepercayan began to grow hearing support for the support of the father.

"But if he reveals my identity to someone else how? everyone will be getting away from me. "

"Mom sure Dirga wouldn't do that. Even if he can't accept you, but he can definitely keep your secret."

Wulan spoke while looking at Bayu meaningfully.

"But if he couldn't keep his mouth, then your father would know how to keep Dirga quiet for good. "

Bayu smile. Simply understand the direction of Wulan's conversation.

"You take it easy, son. If you reach Dirga open your voice and divulge your identity. Make sure no one can stop you from eliminating him. "

He looked at his father. The girl found a serious look on the old rejecting face. A sign that his father is not messing with his words.

But I don't know why. He doesn't like hearing that. Even if Dirga stayed away from him and revealed about his identity. Dusk still not willing if anyone hurt the man, let alone to eliminate him.

"Don't, Dad. Don't hurt Dirga. "

The father immediately smiled

"You're crazy about him .. But you take it easy, I won't hurt him as long as he doesn't hurt you"

"Your father's right. " Wulan again patted the shoulder of Dusk.

"Now you just need to calm down and keep trying to fight for Dirga. But remember the mother's message, use the human way possible. "

"Good, Mom. " Light is weak. Although the words of his parents were quite soothing but still his heart was troubled.

"Well, Mom and Dad have to go to the boutique, it's noon. You wanna come with? "

Wulan began to move as her hand rubbed the head of Dusk continuously trying to calm down.

"No, Ma. I just want to be home. "

"All right then. We go first yes. " Wulan began to step in following Bayu who also rubbed the top of the head of Dusk. I'm pretty sorry to see it. He knew at this time Dusk was definitely not okay.

Dusk just smiles. Trying to calm down even though his heart is broken is not clogged. He knows how Dirga feels now. It must be difficult for him to accept the fact that the loved ones are different from him.

***

Dusk drowned himself in the room. Until the afternoon the girl had just come out. He was well dressed and brought his favorite surfboard.

He wants to melt down all the existing grievances by playing the waves. Hope that everything that does not happen in the heart will die in the fast waves of the beach.

Dusk trying to enjoy his game. Wandering between the waves. Some spectators also seem to have been enthusiastic to watch the attraction Dusk.

But of the many eyes that see, Dusk can not find a figure that makes it not karu-karenik lately. Who else if not Dirga. Usually the man becomes the most enthusiastic person to see the attractions of Dusk. Sometimes he even clapped his hands so dazzled.

But now Dusk can no longer see the look of that face. Although many times he stole a glance towards the beach, but his net still did not catch the figure of Dirga.

The focus of Dusk is disrupted. He could no longer enjoy his game. The sea waves that usually drive him crazy and want to keep trying to conquer him. This time, it was slapping his face. Forcing him to pull over.

On one hostile occasion. The twilight completely lost its focus. His body was smashed in the big waves. He lost control and eventually fell off the board.

His body disappeared in the waves. The audience who watched even to the point of panicking saw it. Fortunately, not long after, the girl appeared to her forehead while swimming with her skateboard.

With a breath of breath the girl rose to the surface.

"You all right, Dusk?" ask one of the loyal fans

"Hm." Dusk just nodded

"Oh, thank goodness you're okay. We were worried earlier. You don't usually fall down, are you sick? " The other timpal

"No, I'm fine, just not focused. "

Yet Dusk did not seem to care at their astonished gaze. He chose to stay a few meters away from the crowd and rest his body for a moment on the beach.

With her clothes still wet, the beautiful girl with shoulder-length hair was sitting on her body with a surfboard that she made her seat.

Nothing he did, just silently staring at the open ocean with the occasional sea waves hitting his feet.

It seemed that the girl wanted to calm herself down by just remaining silent and doing nothing. After surfing which is his toughest hobby turned out to be unable to reduce pain in his chest, the girl now prefers sculpting. Letting tightness in the chest evaporate by itself.

Occasionally a clear melt flowed from the corner of his eye. It looks like he is very hurt. Dirga's cold attitude that since yesterday kept ignoring her made her very hit.

But there was one strange thing that happened. Usually when he is upset or when his heart is not okay, Dusk will often rage or urgency. But this time the reddish-eyed girl chose silence and made peace with the circumstances, despite the excruciating pain.

Dusk did not realize that in the distance it turns out there are people who also feel the same pain as him. Which is equally tormented with him.

Someone who had been feeling uneasy since yesterday was immeasurable. Although all his strength trying to forget, but it was not the least able to remove the shadow of Dusk from his heart and mind.

Unable to bear all the shadows that tormented him, the man finally decided to come to the beach.he was sure that Dusk must also be on the beach.

But he chose to see it from a distance. I still don't want to meet the girl face to face.

He hides behind the lined trees. Pay attention to every twilight motion with a heart that is also wounded. Especially when Dusk fell and pulled over earlier, it wanted to feel like he immediately approached and hugged her, but the fear of the reality of who Dusk was again prevented it.

"Dirga.. "

The person who was stalking Dusk was shocked when someone called his name. He hurriedly turned his head because he was afraid that the one who called was Bayu Samudra his father Dusk. But it's not.

"Aryans.. " Dirga was also no less surprised to see Arya knew already behind her.

"Hm." Arya nodded.

"I've been watching you since. Ever since you came I've seen you. I thought you were going to watch Dusk surf, but why are you peeping at it from a distance?"

Dirga was confused to get such a question. Didn't expect that since then Arya noticed his movements.

"Me, me---"

"Is there a problem with Dusk? " guess Arya quickly beheaded Dirga's speech.

"Oh no, I just-"

"Don't lie. " Arya cut Dirga's words again.

"You peeked from a distance, while Dusk since then I noticed that I kept looking at the beach like looking for someone. He must be looking for you, right? "

Dirga could finally only sigh. I can no longer lie. Because since then he also knew that Dusk kept looking for him, even until the girl fell from the surfboard.

"What's up, let's tell me. Is your relationship with Dusk not going well?"

Dirga looked at Arya for a moment. I doubt whether I want to tell a story or not.

"Okay, I'm confused too. Too complicated to explain, " said Dirga finally because he did not know what to answer.

"Complicated why, can't Dusk accept you?"

Dirgantara.

"It's not him, but I can't take it? "

"Ohya, why, wasn't it from the beginning that you were curious and wanted to be close to him. Why are you the one who can't accept it now? "

Dirgantara. It is impossible to explain to Arya the real reason. He had promised himself not to tell anyone about Dusk.

"You are right, Arya," said Dirga after first sighing. It was as if what he was about to say was a very painful thing.

"I wanted to be close to him first. But the more I come here the more I feel that he's weird. "

"Huh? " Arya gawked at hearing that

"Don't you know from the start that he's weird? you even said it was the weirdness of Dusk that made you interested in him. You said Dusk was a unique girl and another of the most girls. Then why are you now questioning his strangeness? "

So late all the words of Arya. Dirgantara did not even dare to refuse. But the problem is, Arya does not know the real problem why Dirga is not or has not been able to accept Dusk. If only he knew for sure----

Dirga hurriedly threw away his dirty thoughts. Once again he has promised never to open his voice about the identity of the Twilight. He knew it would definitely hurt Dusk greatly. The current attitude of Dirga alone was enough to hurt his feelings. Dirga doesn't want to hurt more than this.

"See, Arya. I'm rattled. " After all, I can only answer that

"You're so weird. " Arya shook her head. Really do not understand with Dirga's taste.

"But you have a point too? "

"you mean? " asked Dirga did not understand. Because Arya said she was weird, but now she says Dirga is right.

"Yes, your attitude is right. If indeed you can not accept it for what you are together. For it is not the love of his name if he cannot sincerely accept one another. "

The deg! arya's words were like a loud slap to Dirga. He immediately flinched. That's right what Arya said. If indeed he cannot accept Dusk as it is, it means he does not sincerely love Dusk.

"But what makes me even more surprised, " continued Arya again

"If you can't take it, then what are you doing here? quietly watching Dusk from afar?"

For the second time Dirga was slapped by Arya's speech. The man seemed to be aware of something.

'Really, what am I doing here? why do I still care about him, why am I so tormented when I try to forget him?'

dirga's mind raged. Looking for answers to Arya's questions as well as her own. But he didn't find the answer.

Sendu's eyes stared at Dusk who was still staring with his heart like a wasp.

Dirga doesn't know what to do now, really doesn't know..

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