
POV Dimas
"you..!"
I turned to the guy with a confused look, very clear on his face drawing his dislike with me...
"don't expect more from her. 'cause of her.." the guy steps up to me "mine.!!""
the whispers made me feel dislike, a lot of the feelings that raged in my heart that got worse because of the whisperings of the guy...
with a furious heart I stepped towards the car where Alexa was waiting, a speck of pleasure in my heart because the girl still obeyed me even though her face was not as happy as before...
the face he shows now is just a face of annoyance, anger, annoyance at least that's what I see from him...
I get into the car sitting behind the wheel I lyrics the girl who still displays her mainstay flat face. Once again the foreign feeling feels honest I've gotten used to the spoiled nature of the girl, the girl, her sweet smile continued to decorate her sweet face...
maybe I used to hate her smiling face so much but why the end of this² I really want to see this girl's smile...
but like her she was very reluctant to show me again...
this time I wanted that smile, that disgusting smile I thought I was but I didn't understand why I missed it...
I don't like his closeness to other guys at all, I really don't like..
what's wrong with me.??
I kept asking my heart but there was no answer until now..
I don't know why this girl turned 180 degrees, what's been overflowing her to change like now if as a trick why when I picked her up just a dislike face that she showed...
it's not her happy face that she always carved on that sweet face when she saw me..
"do you want to talk about what Dimas.??" his voice sounded sweet in my ears..
before answering, I chose to take a riled breath, his face remained flat, he did not glance at me at all like he did before, always see me when driving until I feel alone with his loving gaze..
"all night I dreamed about you.!!" I hesitated a little to tell a story
"then.??"
"in my dream you're leaving me.!!"
"that's what I'm doing now.!! what's the problem.??" ask her confusedly
"but...you left with dead xa.!!" I answered her end though there was a little burden on my heart.
I glanced at him.he fell silent with a blank look.
"you died after falling down the stairs, not yet to the hospital you are no longer helped.!"
lexa remained silent I don't know what she thought was clear her face turned tense, making me feel a little guilty for telling the story..
"keep.?" his voice sounded soft but flat
"se-before your last breath you had a chance to say something...!" I was hesitant enough to say it, but she finally saw me hear the eyes ask.
"kalo you love me.!!" say it with one breath.
I heard the girl chuckle softly she laughed about my dream or laughed at my nervousness.no.!!"
"a silly dream.!!" his words are still chuckling.
"it wasn't just a dream xa. I had that dream for a long time and it was just that scene that kept on in my dream." I was upset by his words he didn't know how tormented I was because of the dream..
"then.... do you think it will happen.??" ask her firmly
I was silent at the thought of the question, I could not answer at all because lexa's words were true, it was not necessarily the case...
"but xa at least you have to be careful.!!" I said a little softly but still kept cool.
she turned her head with her eyebrows raised I was quite nervous seeing her brown eyes staring at me inside..
"when did Adimas Kusuma wigantara worry about me??"
"xa me....
"you don't have to think about me dim... it's just a dream.... In that dream also I died when I love you again right.??" lexa added, I just fell silent to hear it.
"but now it's no longer.so chances are your dream won't come true.!!"
unconsciously I gripped the steering wheel of my car tightly, for some reason my heart was pounding with pain in my heart..
"but..
"it's just a dream of sleeping flowers.. about my feelings.. You don't have to worry.. assume that 4 years of my struggle is your nightmare that you should forget right..!!" again² his remarks made me silenced. and once again my heart was hit by a heavy object...
I don't understand my feelings at all, there's no willing there...
about the dream was not just a dream there also I saw a girl who wanted to harm lexa...
"no.. you have to stay close to me.!!" I said subconsciously, I can see lexa surprised to look at me maybe he did not expect my answer.
"his one² way out is to distance yourself from you Dimas,.please don't look for things with me.. and I will definitely not interfere with your life anymore.!!" firm with cold eyes.
I was struck to get his gaze that, this was the first time he looked coldly at me. he was right² changed...
I parked my car in our schoolyard, without saying what² he came out while slamming my car door, I stared at him with a raging feeling...
I saw her walking in a bad mood, her irritated face was so rare I could see inexplicably she looked cute in my eyes.
I got out of the car my intention wanted to catch up with her step, yet a girl observed her with a hateful look I felt familiar with the girl but I was confused by her gaze...
not long after the girl walked quickly while looking down without me preventing her from hitting lexa, she said,... I don't know if he's weak what a lexa is too strong because I don't think the collision was too violent but the reaction was too overblown..
from afar I observed the two of them I thought the girl would be bullied like the day before her, but once again I was shocked by the actions of lexa he did not hit or torture her but the speech of the girl was able to corner her opponent..
I subconsciously smiled faintly looking at her rancid face, since when did she grin it....
a surprising voice came from one of my best friends who might like a girl hit by lexa, I forgot her name because only a few times I helped in A.
again² lexa was calm and relaxed facing my famous friend sangar.. the girl with my best friend looked at me as if for help or as if I didn't know but her pitiful face disgusted me...
I also went class after lexa.
POV end's..
***
lexa and Renata choose to be in class during break time.. do not know why the two girls are more at home in class than in the cafeteria what else lexa is still not used to the gaze of the student² in the canteen, he can guess that in the cafeteria is the most comfortable place for women, then he better avoid getting into trouble again...
"Nat you know not the same girl who hit me in the parking lot earlier.??? how's the familiar cake on her face.??" lexa said while thinking.
Renata looked at the girl confused.Fix this child forgets memory.?? think Renata
"xa end² I see you really strange anyway.?? from no classes where.?? cuekin's Dimas.? and now I don't even know the girl.!! to be honest with me.. Actually you are why the hell xa.??" asked Renata with a serious face.
lexa gulps her spit with great difficulty. It's all Alexa's fault why she doesn't tell you about her life.... You fucking lexa.!! maki is in the heart
"hmm if I tell you, would you believe Nat.??" his words doubt..
renata's eyebrows sharpened staring at the nervous lexa...
"our friendship has been a long time ago.xa... surely I believe.!!" clearly she's smiling.
seeing Renata smile makes lexa a little relieved she feels lucky with her renata, at least she is not alone here....
"actually....
"lexa darling..!!"" call a guy from the classroom door, get the students in the lexa class to focus their attention on that..
lexa turned to the source of the voice with annoyance there was already standing a guy with an annoying face who always bothers her..
Renata was upset with the guy because he had cut off the lexa speech, of course he would be curious.
"who the hell is it.??" asked Renata annoyed
"crazy man.!!" lexa replied no less upset.
the guy approached the table to 2 girls with a thin smile that adds to his good looks, but sorry Alexa was not fascinated with the guy...
"honey... I just got into this school... around yuk.!!" bring her sumringah
the student in the class was surprised to hear the guy call lexa baby, they're dating.?? that's the biggest question in their brains.
okay lexa you have to hold back no emotions... THIS guy is crazy, he's crazy.!! inner Lexa growled
he looked at the man and then smiled forcefully. "to young master Rizal ronaldi.!!"
"he'eh" answered her he sat on a chair in front of the girl's desk while propping up his chin wearing his hands.
"my first name is Alexa Wijaya inget A,L,E,X,A not dear..."
"no rejection.!!" cut it fast..
"and you don't remember yesterday night you said I'm your guy, so I have a right to call you baby. automatically you're my girlfriend!!" her words smile
"hey what kind of logic is that cake... .. I said it like that just to drive out Dimas.!!" refute that
"ah. I don't hear. I don't hear." she said with a rancid face.
"go away no.!!" lexa was upset
"no."
"go.!"
"no"
Renata saw his second debate feeling off on his own because there would be no one to give up, he could see his second stubborn...
"STOP.!!" renata shouted to stop the debate between the two creatures..
"please if you have a fight about household problems, do not be in class..!!" renata said grumpily.
"the..!!" lexa glared at the girl, but not in the hirau of Renata.
"it's really.. yuk out.!!" Rizal grabs lexa's hand and pulls her out of class...
lexa repeatedly brushed off the man's hand but his energy could not be equal to the energy of the rizal..
"zal peelin..!!" whispered lexa with her face down she was very embarrassed at seeing the students in the corridor what else whisik² from them made her shrink even more..
but not with Rizal's grip tighter and tighter in Alexa's tiny hands, her smile is getting etched on her handsome face...
"Rizal freelancing..!!" lexa said when they were in the hallway quite quiet...
"lexa.. nemenin I around bentar doang what's hard anyway.!!"
"you can ask someone else why should I.!!" the answer is upset. aarrtgghhh kill a sin person no.?? his screams in the heart, how much patience has he come out for this one guy..
"i only know you Lex.!!" said with a sullen face.
"disgust don't be so cute.!!" julid lexa's...
"Ck. You're not really happy, baby.!"
"zale. ak...
"the.!!!" the voice of a man cut off the lexa speech, the couple turned to the voice....
a guy looked at them with a questioning look, while Rizal was staring at the guy flat..
***
*you know not...the new kid in class 11 IPA 4 danger² he's his girlfriend Alexa loh.
huh.!! seriously.?? where are you from.???
just now was the new child nyamperin lexa in his class, call love again... if not dating where might call dear.??
pantesan Alexa does not pursue² Dimas again turned out to have a girlfriend*.!!
the sound of girl² in the canteen is very clear in the ears of the boys at one of the tables not far from the girls gossip...
dimas face darkened immediately heard the chat girl², the cold aura was so felt around her that one table with her stared at Dimas horrified.they did not dare to calm the guy who was in his demonic mode..
"he's so scary !!" whispered Andre to Juna who responded to Juna with a flat face only.
why can I be friends with these ice humans.!! andre's mind
can be seen the mood Dimas not good they do not understand why the mood of the guy can be as scared right now..
Dimas got up from his seat making the others surprised.
"where are you going dim.??" asked Andre was afraid², there was no answer from the handsome young man without saying a word he chose to leave the cafeteria while his friends looked at him dumbstruck...
what the hell am I.??
why am I this angry when I hear that girl has a boyfriend.?? inner Dimas was upset
Dimas stepped out of the cafeteria whether he went anywhere he did not know, for sure he did not want to hear the gossip of the other students making the mood worse.
with wide steps Dimas down the corridor does not dazzle the adoring gaze of the girl² students there..
"are you related to lexa.??" a voice stopped Dimas, stopped not because he heard the voice but he stopped because the man called the name lexa.
"it's none of your business.!!" answer the other voice sounded unhappy
"who is she.??"
Dimas observed the three people he could see two of them looking at each other sharply, lexa himself pinched the base of his nose because he felt dizzy...
"he's Rizal Rick.. My papih boy.!!" answer lexa quietly.
"what do you do in this hallway.??" erick asked looking at Rizal coldly.
"who are you anyway.?? from that day on to lexa.??" rizal said not happy
Erick doesn't answer he sees a lexa that looks upset..
"to the cafeteria yuk. I didn't see you in the cafeteria so I was looking for you.!!" erick said to lexa
lexa looked at Erick who was staring at her softly..
"but...
"lexa will be with me.!!" cut Rizal cold
okay enough.. Today the cake I will not calm down.!! said inner Lexa
"Rick today I will accompany this creature around,!! said lexa regret.he wanted to nemenin Erick kekantin but this one creature will not let go of it for sure...
Erick sighed real he didn't like seeing lexa close to other guys but he couldn't force lexa, not for now..
"okay... no what² kok.!!" his reply smiled as he ruffled lexa's hair he was anxious looking at the girl's annoyed face..
without saying what² Rizal pulled lexa away from there he was annoyed, angry and irritated to see that guy named Erick rubbed lexa's head...
Erick looked at their backs with a special look of his furious eyes at the guy who pulled lexa. "fuck it... Who the hell is he.?" mutter it
he turned to want to go to his class earlier intention he wanted to invite lexa kekantin but lexa instead in Tawan by people he did not know.
erick's steps stopped seeing a man standing behind him in a state of indignation visible from the man's fist...
a mocking smile rose on Erick's red lips as he stepped closer to the sharp-looking guy.
"you see.you're not his priority anymore..." Erick paused his speech.
"get it.!" she whispered and left after patting the boy on the shoulder.
Dimas did not budge at all his eyes continued to be fixed on the back of the lexa which was getting smaller. There was pain in his heart seeing the girl...
he chose to leave from there, the feeling that had originally worsened was now getting worse..
...*something you find disgusting, is the most precious thing in the eyes of others......
...alexa-vijaya*...