My Antagonist.??
20.you are not worthy.
no one wants to experience heartbreak, disconnection or destruction, no one is in the mind of every human being what else if experienced with loved ones..
being with a loved one is the dream of every couple but what if that person who makes hurt can not be healed right.???
likewise with lexa now love that he longed for from the end of his first he can, but the feelings that accumulate first burned charred by selfishness impregnated because injured, but, the feeling he was nurturing died of pain...
Raina is very doting, why is Dimas now revealing his feelings, why not when Alexa is still in his body.?? although the guy was serious with his feelings, it would be a waste because in this body was not a lexa but raina, a girl who had no impression of Dimas...
lexa walks towards the stairs to get back to her class on the second floor, she remembers that Rizal will pick her up somehow Rizal was so persistent in his caution...
the closer to the stairs his heart the more pounding his head a little dizzy, he held on to the handle of the stairs so as not to fall..
*why with me.?? her inner.
"you don't deserve to be with her.!!!"
"i'm the faster one...!!"
"hypocritical girl basics*"
his body stiffened when the memory crossed his mind, confused and astonished why he felt something had happened on this ladder, his body trembled as he step by step climbed the stairs in front of him and the shadow was increasingly real in his memories...
she remembers she once dreamed about an incident on the stairs while sleeping on the uks...
despite his painstaking end he got to the top of the stairs with cold sweat on his temples his body still trembled as if fear made him confused..
"Alexa.!!" call someone from behind, lexa turns to face the girl who calls him she knows this girl who is always around Dimas et al...
again there was a sense of Dejavu when dealing with this girl.
"what.??" answer him indifferently
"you're just an antagonist so you have to act in your role.!!" her words are sharp
lexa frowned not understanding what this girl meant...
"what do you mean ??" ask him confused.
"you're a nasty shop why don't you act like you always do.!!" her screams.
she's crazy, isn't she.?? lexa thought astonished
"why indeed... If I want to change what do you want.??" lexa asked, "what's the relationship with you.??"
"it should be right now Dimas likes me not you.!!" scream again.
lexa understands now so this is because of Dimas the cold guy, why the hell are the girls here on valuing him, when there is nothing special.?? inner Lexa is tired.
"continue.??? Dimas doesn't like you, it's my fault ??" said lexa bored.he was bored really bored...
"that's obvious because you've changed so she likes you.!!"
"hhaaahh... So the point is you don't like to see me change.??"
"yes. you... absolutely not pantes for her.!!" her words are cold.
"the horror of Elisha. I don't care what story you want to go to how it's not my business. If you like it you pursue there do not offend others, for your inability.!!!" lexa passed by Elis without wanting to hear the girl's chatter...
"heh.. You're sure you won't get involved. I'm sure he's back to hating you.!!" she smiled cunningly,
lexa turned to look at the girl waiting for what she would do, but without being able to realize the girl instead fell down to a fairly high ladder...
"HEY...!!!" lexa shouted to reach Elis' hand but it was too late for the girl to roll down...
some time the screams of the disciples rang out under the stairs making other students come towards the screams..
"ELIISS...!!" shouted a man approaching the body of Elis who was unconscious.
lexa's body trembled violently plus the gaze of some people under the stairs made her tremble even more, Dimas's face hardened looking at the lexa up there all the students assumed that lexa was pushing Elis...
the girl's body under the hospital as quickly as it was being massaged, approaching the lexa that was still standing there...
lexa's eyes were flushed with a cold sweaty body she did not expect the girl to be as determined as she fell down the stairs...
"Dimas is not me....
plaaakk
a hard slap landed on lexa's left cheek, a sense of heat radiating across her smooth cheek can she certainly if her cheeks are red...
"i thought you really turned lexa.. It turns out that these few months you just wanted to attract my attention, you were just looking for a loophole to torture Elis, you..... really disgusting.!!" he said coldly with sharp eyes.
deg
lexa's heart stopped hearing the accusations...
"I DIDN'T PUSH HIM.!!" shouted lexa with reddened eyes..
don't stop me...
"SHE'S A HYPOCRITICAL GIRL... HE DROPPED HIMSELF SO YOU'D HATE ME DIMAS.!!"
*Alexa stop.. She'll hate you more.. Alexa stop.
"I KNOW YOU'RE DISGUSTED WITH ME... WHY.??? YOU'RE SORRY YOU SAID YOU LIKED ME.?? YOU GUYS DO FIT IN DICKHEADS AND HYPOCRITICAL GIRLS ...!!" yell at him once more.
lexa stop me please*...
plaaakk
once again the slap landed on lexa's cheek the girl's voice was stuck in the throat when it got the slap..
"we are the same Dimas...!" lexa rubbed her slightly bloody lips. "i also regret ever liking you.. I really ... hate you Adimas Kusuma wigantara.!!" lexa made a cold smile at the man and left.
his steps stopped seeing another figure behind the wall, he knew the man had been there since the beginning of his quarrel with Elish but he was a little disappointed that the man had not helped him at all...
her eyes collided with that person's black eyes but a second later that person chose to leave from there, lexa sighed tired of her irritated feeling inferior to her disappointment...
he continued his steps towards the class there was already Rizal with an anxious face because lexa long enough to go to the toilet but did not return...
"lexa.!!" Rizal approached lexa with a small run, while lexa was dazed he looked at Rizal confused...
what the hell happened just now.?? thought her.she did not understand why she could not control herself, did lexa take over her body earlier.???
"lexa... You why.?? your lips.?? your cheek.?? who hurt you.??" her consecutive questions while cupping her lexa cheeks her eyes radiated in anxiety..
"hiks.. hiks.. izal my cheek hurts... hiks.... hiks...!!" her tears broke while hugging Rizal, she did not understand why she had to be spoiled to this guy but again her body could not be controlled..
rizal's body stiffened as lexa hugged her this was her first time lexa hugged her. "already.. let's go to uks we treat.!!"
lexa just nods in Rizal's arms, Rizal is very happy at the moment because lexa is spoiled for her...
****
in the back garden a guy stared blankly towards the front, he was confused by his feelings he wanted to help the girl but did not want to get involved with her...
"sorry to me.!!" mumble it slowly..
***
braakkkks
"lexa.!!!" call a girl after breaking down the uks door, she approaches the lexa sitting in the gurney with Rizal..
"xa... You're okay, right.??" ask her to worry
"yes I'm fine Nat.!!" answer lexa gently
"it's crazy to be a guy with no proof even the origin of a slap.!" gerutu Renata's
"you mean what.??" rizal asked confused only he did not know the incident of lexa in dimas tampar..
"do you not know.??? lexa was in the slap dimas..I just don't know if it's not me who told you where I might know.!!" it's obviously dusty
rizal's face darkened his clenched hands until his veins came out. "fucking.!!" his murmuring is furious
"but seriously you're okay.???" asked Renata not to ignore Rizal who was furious.
lexa nodded as she grabbed Rizal's fist for the guy to calm down...
"xa... You don't have to worry I believe you can't possibly do that.!!" her word
"why are you sure that Nat.?? I'm known to be a bad guy and a bully.!!"
"they say that because they don't know you. We have a long position, if you like people you will be persistent to pursue it until tired yourself, you'll really never mess around.!!" clearly Renata was smiling
lexa stared at Renata, overwhelmed by the luck of having a friend like Renata who was understanding...
her teary eyes stared at Renata a second later..
"youngpam.....!!" her cries broke again in front of the girl
"why did you make her cry.!!" rizal's reprimands Renata.
"i-i didn't do anything.!!" answer Renata gelagapan
"shouldn't I forbid you to visit her.!!! you perverted chick, right.!!!" said Rizal spicy while entertaining lexa..
"HEY !!" jerit Renata did not take it
"stop... I cried because I was moved by the words of Renata.. I was lucky to have a friend like Renata.!!" his words were as much as...
red Renata face embarrassed to hear the words lexa that makes Rizal twisting eyeballs lazy...
***
"what I'm saying is the girl's just looking for a chance to make Elis sick again.!!" said a guy with his emotional face, they were in front of the ER room in the hospital.
others choose silence because they do not yet know the truth..
"from the beginning I was suspicious..Can't a crazy girl like her stop bullying suddenly... doesn't make sense.?? now he's completely overdone.!!" continue again in the same tone.
"we do not know the truth..do not draw conclusions first.!!" said the flat-faced guy
"it's obvious Jun he did it on purpose.!!" his words are upset
"but we don't see it directly za.!!" sahut Juna. "look for the truth and accuse him.!" timpal
"so.... we think Elis fell on her own.??" ask her with an angry face
"who knows, right.??" juna replied casually.from the beginning he did not like the girl named Elis was somehow his premonition was bad about the girl...
"you..."
"stop... You guys can be quiet.??" scold one of the guys over there..
dimas was just silent while staring at his right hand that had slapped lexa's face....
his heart ached as he floated the slap, this was the second time he slapped the girl after in the canteen.. For some reason there was doubt in his heart when accusing Alexa.!!!
what should I do, right.?? his mind while clenching...
