My Antagonist.??
27.painful reality
"moor.!!" call lexa while coming upstairs.
"lexa.!" Rizal caught up with the girl with a little run..
he climbed up the stairs quickly in front of her already there was a lexa who repeatedly knocked on the door of her mamih room..
"mih.. mamih.!!!" call lexa knock on the door.
"Lex.!!" Rizal approached her eyes the girl was already red wanting to cry.
"mamih... open the door.!!" call him once more with a trembling tone.
"Lex.. already yes...May aunt need time alone.!!" Rizal grabbed the girl's hand and grasped her.
"zal.. mamih why. I'm afraid zal hiks.hiks.!!" finally the girl cried after she could hold it, she knew something must have happened with her mamih, because he saw the look on the woman's face as if she had cried while her papih was not seen coming home with her mamih, she said, not if they say out of town because there is a job why mamih her own home with the look of a face that has been crying...
"shuutt.. you calm down first. we just wait until Auntie comes out we just asked..!!" Rizal cupped his girl's cheeks gently...
"let's just leave Aunt alone."
lexa nodded as she followed the man's steps towards her room, occasionally she turned to the door of her mamih room hoping that the door was open but nil...
all day this restless lexa waited mamih her out of the room, repeatedly she sat and stood up to disappear her anxiety, how many hours she waited for the mami but did not see her shadow..
"zal... mamih why not come out, huh.?? did something happen.??" her question was anxiously staring at Rizal.
Rizal grabbed the girl's finger gently "don't think badly just yet... Aunty wouldn't do anything.!!" his words stroked the girl's shady face...
"but zal.... about mamih why.??? then why not papih with mamih.?? didn't they come out together.??" lexa asked consecutively, Rizal brought the girl his hug he did not want this girl to continue fidgeting like now...
"maybe it's business.!!" rizal replied softly while still hugging lexa.
lexa was just silent while praying for the mamih to be fine.Rizal's eyes glared sharply there was anger there..
if you hurt lexa just get ready you suffer..
while in the room the woman was staring at the family photo with a blank look, deep in his heart terribly painful gnawing at his soul..
these few years he hid all of his puppets just for the happiness of the child, but at the end of his life he could not survive again his heart was numb ..
his only reinforcement was his beautiful daughter, his son's smile as a source of strength for his sweet smile that he wanted to always see...
many times he said a word in his heart to continue to survive even though he had to be sick, there is still his child as a light in the dark..
"you have so much heart.!!" then he muttered and cried as much as he could...
*****
lexa opened her eyes which still felt sticky her eyes squealing as the light of the lights forced into her brown netra, she looked at the room carefully can she be sure if she was in the room ..
he remembered that he had fallen asleep in Rizal's arms in the living room earlier, he turned to the window where the sky was already black, indicating that it was already night..
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the door of his room opened into the middle-aged woman but still young and beautiful..
"babeh.!" call lexa up from her sleep
the woman smiled gently at the child she hugged her child tightly, as if not wanting to get away from the girl..
"babej.. lexa kangen.!!" his whining is spoiled
"mamih is also kangen lexa." she replied gently
"why did mamih.??" ask lexa again
the woman was surprised by the question her son was confused about what to answer, because not yet the time the girl knew...
"babej...
"lexa.!!" call a man from the direction of the room door, making the woman sigh in relief..
the son and mother turned their heads there was already Rizal in his casual clothes who looked handsome.
lexa's eyes narrowed at Rizal's unusual guy in casual clothes at home.
"where are you, zal.?? not used to wearing that cool shirt.? usually just use a color and a t-shirt ??" ask him suspiciously.
mamih lexa just shook her head to see this girl.
"loh... You forgot huh.? last day we promised to walk tonight, how the hell.?" his words are upset
"huh.?? is she.?? the feeling is not there.?"
"do not forget..!! let's go get changed." said Rizal again make lexa stop remembering her.
"yes, I'll change my clothes first.!" he went from the bed to the bathroom..
rizal and Mamih lexa remained there in silence..
"do you want to stay.??" rizal asked breaking the silence between them.
the woman gulped down her saliva which tasted bitter just like her current life.
"Rizal said...to defend such a jerk ??" his words returned with sharp eyes.
"Tante did this for the sake of lexa zal." she replied later
"Tante doesn't have to torture himself like this. I'm sure lexa will understand.!!"
he was all his strength to hold his tears so as not to fall, not now wait for his son to leave first...
lexa came out in a casual dress she held her sling bag and headed for the mamih.
"lexa go first mih...!!" she kisses her mamih cheeks and leaves with Rizal. After unseen she returns crying in the lexa room accompanied by silence just like her heart...
"zal kok suddenly you took his path.??" lexa asked astonished after she put on her seat belt, they were already in the car with Rizal driving.
"bu-not that just suddenly you step on his way..what else mamih is at home. kemaren-kemaren do not right.!!" lexa was nervous
"wish to walk with you. I've been here a long time.!!" his words while misbehaving the car, not without reason he took this girl out he just wanted to give Aunt Ratna time alone, alone,what else was lexa asking the situation of the woman could-may raise suspicion for the girl...
"oh yes zal... Where are we going.??" tanya lexa glanced at Rizal beside her
"night market.!!" her reply was short, lexa just nodded in understanding.
"zal.. feeling earlier we have no promise out deh.!" ask again in a probing tone
"you forgot lexa.. earlier you yourself who asked for a way.!!"
lexa just silently remembered her but there is no memory of her taking the guy down the road.... is there anything Rizal hid.?? thought lexa glanced at Rizal who was focused on driving...
***"
a small family consisting of a couple as well as both girls were enjoying their vacation in a night market park, it could be seen that the family was very happy to enjoy their togetherness...
because a happy smile continues to radiate on each of his faces, what else the face of a girl and her little sister they play in all the games there as if there is no tomorrow..
likewise, the couple smiled to see the two children playing there..
"mas... thanks for taking the kids to play here.!" said the woman who was about 32 years old.
the man turned his head to look at the woman's face despite not being young but still being beautiful just like 10 years ago...
"yes together..happy you happy me too.!!" he answered gently while stroking the woman's hair at a glance, then looked at the children ahead...
although his eyes looked straight ahead but his mind was far away considering a middle-aged yet beautiful woman who was now bearing as his wife...
deep in his heart there is a sense of longing and regret because it always hurts women who have accompanied him from zero, to be bred by a beautiful and smart daughter...
he took a deep breath he did not know what so if his beautiful daughter knew of his behavior that hurt the mamih, would he be hated.??
the man shook his head violently as his princess' brown eyes stared intently and hatefully at her, no. I don't want that to happen.!! her inner
"why are you.??" ask the woman worried
"no .. mas is okay." she replied quickly with a gentle smile but forced
"your.!!. papah.!!" call the two kids while waving their hands.
the couple replied to their wishes with a face of sumringah, not long before the two children approached them...
"why... exclaim his play.??" ask the papah
"yeah.!!" they answered in unison while laughing together.
without them noticing there were two pairs of eyes watching them, the black-colored eyes stared intently and angrily simultaneously and the brown-eyed ones stared in disbelief...
in the brown eyes were many questions popping up there, repeatedly he convinced his heart if he saw wrong or wrong people, but repeatedly also reality slapped him...
he tried to step toward the family even though his legs were heavy, but had not yet stepped a hand to hold him...
he looked at the perpetrator with reddened and wounded eyes...
"we go home." said he clasped the girl's hand tightly .
"let go. I want to go there" he said in a soft but trembling voice...
"let's." he pulled the girl towards his car.
"after zal... I want to go there I want their samperin." the girl insisted on taking off the girl's grip..
"LIQUID.. FREELANCING.!!" yelling at the end with the breath that has been hunting and eyes that have shed tears, the man's steps stopped but did not release his hands.
"lantas... If you approach them what will you do huh.??!... angry.?? rampaging.?? that's what you're gonna do.??" asked Rizal no less upset..
lexa was speechless to see that guy who just this time looked really upset, when entering the night market they intend to play like others but have not yet had time to play, stifling views radiate clearly before their eyes...
"do you know, right.??" lexa asked quietly while looking straight at Rizal's black eyes..
Rizal threw his face aside his chest asphyxiated to see brown eyes full of wounds in front of his this,...
"answer zal... You already know everything, right.??" ask her again
"yes." her answer was short but very powerful piercing lexa's heart.
"mamih... tau.?" his voice was softly barely heard by Rizal, again the guy nodded slowly..
lexa breathed in her chest pain, her heart shattered without feeling her tears fall without her permission, she said, he felt stupid here only he knew nothing as if everything was fine but his real all had cracked a thousand just waiting for his time to be destroyed...
"so... only I don't know.?? why do I feel stupid.??" his eyes gushed in pain Kala looked at Rizal again the chest of the boy as if hit by thousands of needles..
"Lexi...
"why zal????.. why don't you tell me.??"
"Lexi...
"aarrrgghh" screams lexa pulling his hair rough.People not far from them stare at his pity maybe most of them think if the couple just a regular fight...
"Lexa... iyang.. don't go to gini.!!"
rizal's words were not heard in the girl's ears at all, her thoughts were controlled by her sick heart, her togetherness, her happiness and loving family turned out to be fake...
the physical pain she can endure but not her heart she is fragile, she is weak if her heart problems, her papih shadow smiles happily along with others is very stifling.. what was the fate of her mamih who lived in falsehood all this time, how long the woman held her back..
it's too sudden for her too soon she knows, a reality that's very painful for her to accept..
the girl collapsed swiftly Rizal caught the tiny body...
a girl stared at her smiling sideways among the crowd...
"this is just the beginning of lexa. enjoy your quiet day because there are still surprises waiting for you.!!" she said with a sly smile
