My Antagonist.??

33. tired

since the incident in the hallway made an Elis increasingly hate a girl named lexa, what else some school children stare at her cynically... he strongly disliked the luck of lexa in addition to the popular guys started to defend him especially Juna and Dimas, once again he clenched his hands firmly holding the anger in the chest...

indeed the influence of the money is very large, himself for example he only pushed lexa a little and raised bruises, but they looked at him as if a crime suspect...

he still remembers when he fell down the stairs to enter the hospital, slander for lexa even only lasted 1 week even though it was his own actions...

but there is no witness or evidence of the incident, in the cctv also there is no recording of him means he is safe, right.???

she can't keep going like this she has to act she's gonna force her mother again to snatch her papih lexa as whole as her, for the girl to suffer and feel how she feels to have an incomplete family..

Elis enters her house which is quite luxurious giving her papih lexa, she knows the story of her mother's past and Reno papiih lexa, if her mother is Reno's first love..

"mom .!!" call Elis after it's in the living room

"why Elis.??" sania went down the stairs slowly while looking at her son...

"mah... I want mamah to quickly make Papah Reno belong to mamah. I want the damned girl to suffer.!!" her grunts slammed her ass into the couch.

"you this is not Dateng kasih salam instead nagging indistinctly" said the mama

"mamah did you ever say that mama is the first love of papah Reno.. surely it is easy to win her heart quickly.? make him die his family."

"then you are the patient dong.!! it all needs a process.!" her word

"mah..how to be patient my target man is currently turning to like lexa.. whereas he used to hate her a lot but now he is chasing after the girl..!!" elis was upset..

"and only Papah Reno can make that girl suffer.!" he continued to hear the sharp eyes, he wanted to quickly make lexa suffer and choose to die..

***

lexa carried herself leaning against the back of the study chair comfortably while closing her eyes, she felt the universe was playing with her.

there was a time when he felt so angry at destiny when he saw their lives so beautiful and perfect..

get sick...

disintegrated...

got hurt...

that is the definition of something he feels now, wants to give up he knows nature will laugh at him with satisfaction because it has given up before the war.. won't it be stamped as a coward.???

how can he say goodbye to someone who has a special place in his heart also mamih...

is it as good as smiling and saying we'll be okay.?? or should we cry and say we don't want to part.??

but the end is choosing silence but hurt, right.??

no it's not it's not gonna do.??

he should be able to make them feel it too but it's much more hurtful...

but her problem is where should she start.??

lexa nibbled her dizzy temples she needed nutrition, a warm embrace as a backrest..

lexa got up from her sitting walking towards the door, she intended the floor down to drink because of the dryness of thinking of making lexa throat dry...

"what.!!! sick.?? wasn't she okay"

a man's voice stops lexa steps he sharpens his hearing to make sure he doesn't hear wrong...

"i can't go there right now. I have to calm Ratna down yu.!!"

the voice was heard again now lexa was sure he did not hear wrong again, he approached towards the voice that was the voice of a familiar man... slowly heading to the balcony there he saw the papih was calling someone he was sure if it was Elis' mother...

"yu. I beg you to understand, I need some time and I promise to be with you once Ratna calms down she will understand "

one word for lexa's feeling of being angry, yes she's angry...

he was angry with his papih easily said the word promise without thinking about his own feelings also mamih, his, and he was also angry with his self who still had little hope of his papih back...

but hearing all she felt had to throw off her impression on this unfaithful man, after all he was also not a lexa but raina...

but before that he had to make this man regret having hurt him and mamih..

"lexa doesn't know yet. but I'll make her get Nerima you, Elis and Alisa.. she's a good girl she'll understand.!!" reno's chatter still continues but is now discussing lexa.

lexa looked at the father's back with her sad eyes how could his papih say so without asking him first, not hearing his opinion first..

now that he was really far away from the man his feelings had been frozen to him, he saw Reno hanging up his phone with a gloomy look on his face. lexa had no idea what the middle-aged man was thinking

with a quick movement lexa hid in the wall when he saw his papih go inside...

I have to act fast.!! inner Lexa. and back in her room...

****

tock

tock

tock

the sound of knocking made the man turn away from the phone he was holding, in front of the door was already standing a beautiful girl with a sour face look quickly she approached the girl...

"Lex you why.??" he touched the girl's soft shoulder and brought her into the room..

lexa followed the guy's steps after closing the door "zal.."

"hhmm." replied Rizal staring at the gentle idol.

"me... Can you hug you.?" lexa asked the girl's face reddened because it held back the crying, as strong as she was to be firm but could not also hold it, she still needed a backrest ...

Rizal looked at the girl's face softly he could guess that at this time the girl must have something to tease her again..

"here." Rizal stretches his arms to hug lexa, quickly lexa slashes into Rizal's arms vaguely the girl cries at this time she just wants to cry as it pours out pain...

Rizal did not answer his embrace getting tighter hugging the girl..

"i've tried to be a good child, accomplished to boast papih but why papih is not satisfied too.??? zal answered.!!" racau lexa hugged Rizal tightly... Rizal remained silent he. let lexa out her uncovers so that the girl felt relieved...

long enough the little girl cried on Rizal's chest gradually her cries disappeared, but they remained in a position to hug each other...

"Lex... do we just go from this city... live in a new atmosphere there is only you, me and aunt... without your papih.??" he said half a whisper.

"yes.. I will but we give them the memories before we go.!!!" sahut lexa...

a few seconds of silence were created between them, with Rizal slowly seeing the shady face of lexa turned out he was asleep, with the gnarled guy kissing his puffer cheeks...

"i'll do anything for you.!!" his whisper slowly while putting lexa to sleep on his mattress and also lying down...

****

the next day the lexa awoke from her sleep she blinked the honey brown eyes, dripping the light that entered her vision, she said, he feels foreign in this room he knows that this room does not belong to him...

with a confused feeling he turned his head to the side and plastered the handsome face of Rizal who was sleeping soundly while hugging the flat stomach of lexa...

last night I slept in Rizal's room.?? lexa thought

with a slow movement lexa away from the man's hand but Rizal instead tightened his embrace to the tiny body of lexa..

"ugh.. ri-rizal... tightness..!!" said lexa took pains to release his embrace. "wake up. We have to school." he shook Rizal's body in a fast tempo.

not long Rizal opened his eyes and saw the annoyed face of lexa, without ba-bi-bu Rizal peeling lexa made the empath glued in place.

"morning kiss.!" rizal smiled

"fucking.. don't come from nyosor dong.!" as lexa with a reddened face either upset or embarrassed she passed from Rizal's room, the man who was staring at her was anxious...

lexa went down the stairs with her complete uniform appearance and headed towards the dining room, there he saw his parents in a gloomy atmosphere whatever they were talking about but can lexa guess if the father is still kekeuh asking for understanding from his mamih...

don't know shame..see your papih lexa thick-faced on your cake.!!! raina's curse in my heart.

"morning mih. morn. pih." sweep lexa cheerfully while smiling pointed at her white teeth.

his parents were a little surprised to hear the sound of lexa, jitters on Reno's face but was ignored by lexa...

"morning too dear.!!"" answer Reno stuttering

"morning darling." said Ratna smiling sweetly.

lexa chose to sit next to Ratna grasping her mamih fingers as a booster.

"Where's Lex.... Why not eat breakfast.?!" ask reno

"shower maybe pih.!" answer lexa ala levels while reaching for the chocolate jam bread given by the mamih.

not long before Rizal came down in a formal suit making lexa frown confusedly staring at him...

"morning.". her broom is brief.

"loh zal... You don't go to school.??" tanya Ratna looked at the guy in wonder as well as lexa.

"no Tan. today I have to see the development of the branch office just called to monitor the development there.!"

the one at the table nodded in understanding and started their breakfast..

"the seedlings leave first. oh yes today the papih will come home late.!" reno said after breakfast.

"loh pih later tonight lexa want to take the papih path..we have long ago no way.!!" sahut lexa pouting

"eemm... sorry yes dear in the papih office there is a problem to be solved right... later we will walk when wekeend yes.?" persuade her gently

"yes, yes.??"

"yes, I promise."

""don't say promise if the heart is still worried" muttered lexa who was not heard his papih. Ratna took a breath in hearing the muttering of lexa....

"the seedlings go first yes.!!" Reno got up from her seat

"the.!!"

reno's steps stopped hearing lexa's call he turned to see his follower son rise from the chair...

unexpectedly lexa hugged the papih tightly as if it was the last hug from her, Ratna who saw it just throw her face know if lexa is not that strong to remove the papih...

Rizal saw lexa with his sad eyes he still remembered the brown eyes that radiated from the wound last night..

"what's the matter, dear.??" reno was confused

"no lexa wants to curl the papih aja.."..".. for the last." he continued in his heart.

lexa took off her arms and let Reno go, her brown eyes staring at the back of the man who became her first love until it disappeared from the door...

"Lex.." call Rizal who's already beside her..

"zal..take this and do a DNA test.!" his words gave up his papih hair sample as well as his hair...

"lexa why are you doing that, son.??" ratna asked astonishedly looking at her daughter, did her child not believe that the man was her real father..

"just in case, if there is something you don't want." replied lexa in a flat tone.

Rizal took a simple hair in lexa's hand even though he didn't understand but he had already promised himself that he would always do anything for lexa...

"lexa departs first mih" she kisses her mamih cheeks gently and turns to hug Rizal, inexplicably she feels calm when in the arms of the guy..

he passed away and died in the silence of the house.

"what are you planning, right.??"

"Tante does not need to worry about Aunt only need to play the role according to the wishes of lexa.. someday Aunt will know.!!" rizal said it also passed from home to the office..