My Antagonist.??
28.fidelity.
there is no picture or parable as the feeling experienced by the person betrayed, something that is guarded, or guarded,he noticed even in full-hearted affection as if no one felt it other than himself..
what if the one in the guard all this time is just a falsehood.?? all that we keep also belongs to the person who will be taken away at any time...
although it was close but could not reach the barrier gap so wide and large, the deadly thorns so much to pass what to do to reach all.?? don't you have to get out of the way, right, the barrier.?? get away from the sharp pebbles so that they can have what should.??
the reality that has been closed for years revealed only with a short time makes the owner of the heart lose its footing even though only stepping one inch...
"lexa.!!" call a girl with a black-eyed oval face and waist-length hair, a slow step toward another girl curled up on a stretch of grass leaning against a rock, he put his face on both knees..
he could see the girl's shoulder shaking violently a sobbing out of the girl's lips despite the faint, poignant and poignant that he felt when he heard the girl's sobbing...
"lexa.!!" call her once again patting her small and fragile shoulders.
slowly lexa raised her face looking at the girl beside her, her honey-brown eyes wet with tears, her flushed nose somehow she felt exhausted and anxious at the same time...
"rain... You've seen it, right.??" asked slowly while looking at Raina's black eyes.Raina slowly nodded while remembering the incident at the market last night...
"hiks... do you think I'm a unlucky or lucky child.?" he asked again, wiping his tears that were still flowing.
raina's tongue complained to answer the question of this beautiful girl, actually she was also confused to answer what, she used to think that lexa life is very lucky but.....
"is that why you did the bullying.??" raina asked, looking back at Lexa's face.
lexa was silent her eyes stared blankly at the lake in front of her, her breathing sounding heavy Raina understood it must not be easy for this little girl to explain her...
"one year ago I followed Dimas to a big hotel in town, she headed to the restaurant at the hotel but I lost track I didn't know which room she entered." she took a deep breath before continuing her story, Raina just kept quiet even though she was confused but chose not to ask...
"you know what I saw when I lost track of Dimas.????.. happy family.." he chuckled incisively before continuing his chatter
"family full of love harmonious and sweet..my papih family.!!" lexa swallowed that saliva as if her throat was dry and suffocating at this moment...
"a couple loves each other and the two daughters are most dear... You know what I feel right.?? my world was destroyed, the beautiful world I had vanished instantly.I denied it with what I saw but it was too real for me to be frustrated.." lexa came back crying she couldn't stand it she didn't want to hold back anymore it's been enough all this time she endured the pain and the ugliness..
"he.. he's already taken all his rain.not one leaves for me. You're right that bully'an is one reason, his, I want him to know if it's all mine who's he.?? up to take it from me. I vent all of it by bullying her I want to be angry with papih but I can't she is my first love... hiks.. hiks... a-I'm stupid huh rain just gave up without wanting to finish it.?? but I can't rain I can't...!" lexa cries in Raina's arms.Now Raina knows why lexa committed suicide by taking sleeping pills... Raina took a deep breath of tightness in the chest of the girl..
Raina hugged lexa tightly the corner of her watery eyes felt her pain, now she knew the pain she felt that night belonged to her true lexa...
it turns out that even though the balance of property can not guarantee happiness..
"it must be very hard for you. Cry Lex...!" raina held back her tears from falling...
"you're a strong girl. I know that..!" say it again
"rain.. take care of my mamih... told mamih I do not want papih, I just want mamih happy do not think of me.. as long as I am with mamih I will remain happy..!!" said lexa in her sobbing, she adlas to remove her papih like she let go of dimas, they are no different for her only different cover but the same story, the, controlled by the same person...
"no. your suffering is my suffering, Lex.your mother is also my mother.what we feel must be able to return her... I can't give up so what else has that person hurt mamih.mamih us.!!" raina whispered sharply and coldly.Lexa's body was glued in her place hearing Raina's icy speech..
****
alexa's eyes slowly opened and she heard a chat beside her, the voice of a man full of anger and the voice of a woman full of anxiety...
"Aunty see. This is because Auntie still holds on to that jerk.!" said the guy's voice was cold.
"then what should Aunty do zal...??" ask the woman slowly.
"Tante must separate from the man...!!" her sharp.
"and sacrifice the feeling of lexa... is that it.???" the woman shook her head violently "no zal. lexa is so fond of her papih I can not destroy her happiness.!!" his words vibrate
"right said mamih zal.!!" the delicate voice from above their bodies slept aghast at the sound.
with his second quick step approached lexa who was still lying in bed...
"le-lexa..!!"
"we can't go. At least not for now...!!" his words looked at the mamih sadu..
both of them were silent their tongues were complaining..
"mamih.. don't worry lexa is okay.. lexa strong girl.. if mamih want to take off will not be held... there's no papih we're still alive, right.??" lexa clasped her mamih hands gently while smiling sweetly. Ratna smiled haru with her tear lexa speech falling onto her cheek with a soft lexa rubbing the woman's cheek gently...
"mamih rest I'm sure some days you're sleep deprived right.?" tanya who is nodding the mamih.
30 Minutes later the woman came out with an improved face and a good mood... the burden in his heart seemed to be lifted in half seeing the child did not demand more than him even though he knew the papih had another family...
rizal stared at the shady face of lexa that just looked ordinary unlike them at the market last night...
"why do you see me like that.??" lexa looked at Rizal
"are you okay, right.??" asked Rizal while sitting on the edge of the mattress facing lexa.
"yes."
"what are you planning, Lex.?"
"return all of them to their proper place.!!" he answered smiling sideways..
"just get out there your brain never works..!" she covered her body with a blanket..
Rizal breathed a sigh of relief at the very least this girl did not slump like earlier, she really could not see her girl crying...
"good night." she came out of lexa's room after stroking the top of her head.
lexa's eyes that were closed are now open again.
"you want to play.?? alright I'll accompany you to play.!!" he smiled at her side...
****
a girl walks with a bag of supplies walking down the school corridor to the class of the pujaan, today she is in a good mood where her family is complete all..
the family that he dreamed of since the beginning of his end is realized right he wants to be like this during his, so therefore he makes provisions for his idol boy...
once in class he opened the classroom door with a smile Not faded on his lips, after the open view in front of him made his heart instantly deteriorate, he clenched his hand that was carrying a bag of supplies..
"oh.??... Hay Elis..!!" sweep a girl with a sweet smile next to a guy who is still bruised on some of his faces..
all the attention in Sana turned towards the door there were staring sparkling there were flat no doubt there were also disgusted...
"here join us.-we.. You know I'm bored here as if in a snare by her. I want you to replace me because I have other business.!!" obviously his length did not concern the person next to him glared sharply..
"i don't want you to get out of here.!" said the guy was cold.
"why is it.?? I'm tired of being here since you told me to stay here... Did you see that.??" point it to one of the girls who saw her with a bent face. "you're not kasian with my bestie that she also misses me... I know if I'm really ngangenin but at least let me let go of miss with her.. and anyways there is Elis here.!!" her words lightly while glancing at Elis in front of her.
today he has started school again and today the game will start, he has talked to Rizal the troublemaker so he can understand and not mess with his plans, although many debates or repulsions and lerai by mamih and other servants still the winner is lexa...
lexa looked at Elis with a smile but Elis looked at her with cold eyes despite smiling lips as well..
"lexa.. You're here as my servant. You know the evidence is still in my hands..!!" whispered Dimas in the ears of lexa but unfortunately look friendly in the eyes of his friends including Elis. some of them clenched strongly there is a sense of disbelief in their hearts..
lexa's body stiffened a little at the whisper, damn it. I have to hold on.!! inner Lexa growled.
he looked at Elis who was already with a look of annoyance but he quickly put on a sad face....
lexa boldly stroked Dimas' cheeks gently while glancing at Elis.. Enjoy the quiz game Elis.!! lexa cheerleader
"yes I know I'm just your errand boy right now. You can't be far from me but.. come on. I still have other activities... Bestie I've been waiting.!! I'll have Elis take care of you for a while.!!" the corners of the lips of the lexa rise when you see the body glued to the action of the lexa...
my revenge will start from you Dimas.!!! whispered lexa heart.
one stared at lexa closely a second later he grinned "you're getting interesting huh.!!!" whispered without being heard by others
"ekhem.. okay, but rest later you have to serve me.!!" said Dimas shut his nervousness.
why a little ambiguous.?? thought lexa but didn't care..
"yeaahh...thank you dim..!" his words were excited while smiling sweetly made a stunned Dimas look at him...
once again Elis clenched his hand
base ******.!!"
"Elis go back to your class. I don't need to be taken care of.!!" said Dimas
"loh dim. kan Elis here to see you.. he is worried about your health... Look he also brought stock.!!" reza won't accept if Elis is told to leave..
"it wasn't me who told her to bring supplies..!!" dimas replied casually.lexa shut her mouth restraining the laughter from breaking out in front of them..
"eemmm.. I go first dim..!!!" lexa stood up from there..
"hot huh.?? it's just getting started.. baby..!!" lexa whispered in Elis' ear, grinning and then leaving...
Dimas looked at lexa with a thin smile could not be denied if he was happy, lexanya behaved sweetly with her....
I'll get you.!! the inner person looked at the girl who was already sitting at his table.
lexa sat on her chair, she grabbed the wet tissue in the bag and wiped her palms gently..
"what are you doing xa.??" ask Renata astonished..
"throw away the germs that stick to my hands.!!" lexa said lightly.
Renata is confused to look at the behavior of his best friend but does not continue his question again...
lexa turned to the door where Elis came out in a sour face, "this is just the beginning of Elis.!" whispered slowly...
again the boy looked at the face of the cunning smiling lexa..
"like her I like you more" he muttered.
