My Antagonist.??

47.meet

that's right.!!! Alexa does not hate Dimas she only dotes on Dimas' attitude towards the original Alexa, which is very sincere on him but not appreciated at all.

after all it's over the guy even wants to reach Alexa back without the process, whether he does not know or pretend not to know how difficult Alexa is trying to fight his love, his love,he was just giving insults for the girl...

if you think Raina does not hate Dimas but the real Alexa who already hates Dimas, even the girl was only silent when Raina was with her...

and thankfully the problem He and Dimas considered already finished, right.??

somehow Alexa felt something was waiting for her...

who could have guessed if a girl's premonition could happen as well, as there was currently not the slightest stir in lexa's mind meeting someone she hated...

well, he hates this guy since the incident 4 years ago somehow heard his name called it makes his heart inflamed..

he does not know where to start until their meeting can happen as it is now, what because of his promise to the mamih or his decision to approve his mamih wishes.?? he did not know the clear atmosphere now was very uncomfortable for him...

*flassbacks

after hours home Alexa rush to the car ,during the class he ignored Dimas who continued to babble beside him somehow what he wanted to do was definitely Alexa uncomfortable with Dimas' sudden hospitality...

now that the guy keeps following her from behind with a lot of talk, Flexa glances at the other students who have started whispering to each other staring at them.

"dim.... can it be.?? I creeped out Nerima your hospitality kek gini.??" said lexa jengah "lagian why the hell do not follow me.?? very less work.!?". continued

"Lex.. I drove home a long time ago, we're not one car.!" his words smiled widely

lexa sighed tiredly "no need I bring my own vehicle" reject lexa and continued his steps..

ddrrrtt ddrrtt

"hallo mih."

"Lex.. you go straight to the xxxxx resto aja mamih wait.!!" ratna said on the phone

"yes mih"

"you're careful, baby"

"yes"

lexa turned off her phone, there was also a notification wa from the lover.

RIZ IS A RIZ

dear...

you're home already.??

if nyampe my phone house yes.

honey I miss.

lexa smiled sweetly read some messages from Rizal, can he shadow the cute face of the guy when whining say kangen on his..

"who's the message from that smile.??" tanya Dimas while peeking at the contents of the message, lexa quickly away from her cellphone from Dimas.

"i go first" said lexa and then into his car died on campus..

dimas's eyes cooled down on Alexa's car, though he briefly read a little of the message, he didn't like someone calling lexa affectionately.

"i'll take you back lexa" he murmured

lexa drove his car at moderate speed, he headed towards the restaurant called mamih earlier after his car parked he entered the restaurant, never look at his phone to contact the mamih if he has arrived...

"honey.." call a middle-aged woman but still beautiful, she waved at lexa to get closer there lexa saw there were other people as well beautiful women may be the same age as her mamih..

not only that there was also a man in a black suit but could not see lexa because the man turned his back, lexa quickly approached them with a friendly smile..

"sorry I'm late.!!" lexa said softly after it was close.

"d-alexa.!!"

lexa's eyes widened when she saw who the guy was calling her, this was a meeting she did not expect she did not expect if the friend her mamih said was this guy's mom..

end* flassback*.

Alexa is not at all focused on the food presented in front of her even though it looks delicious, plus her favorite chocolate juice that is refreshing but not the slightest interest for her now, deep down there is regret there for agreeing to his mamih wishes..

if he knew he wouldn't approve..

"jeez jeng turns out our children already know each other yes. I did not expect loh.!!" said the woman in front of lexa who turned out to be named Herlina, this is how many times he said it until lexa jengah.

"yes, why don't you tell Lex if you know each other" said Ratna staring at lexa.

"mamih no name. anyways lexa do not know if he's the son of Aunt Herlina.!!" lexa replied, she did not know...

"when did you guys know.??" ask Herlina.

"high School time used to be mah." replied the child who was still staring at Alexa with his longing gaze.

the mama looked at her child fixed she knew the gaze, the gaze of a man missed her lover but she did not understand how even Alexa did not glance at her.

does love clap one hand.?? thought Herlina was concerned

"oh yes Alexa.... You're working or still in college.??"

"i'm aunty's college"

"lecture where.??"

"at the university xxxxxx"

"what a coincidence that Erick also attended college there" said Herlina was excited to be Erick was shocked.

"how about if we shop first before going home, we have not been shopping together for a long time.?!" invite Herlina who was enthusiastically embraced by Ratna

"lexa you wait here aja mamih same as Aunt Lina shopping first." said the mamih went away the couple died..

since their parents' departure there was only silence at the table, no one wanted to start a conversation lexa was busy looking for a way to escape from there while Erick kept staring at lexa, black eyes radiated a very obvious longing..

eager for her to hug the grown-up girl, the longer she stared at the girl the more alien she felt..

he was confused where to start.??

Alexa kept staring at the food she didn't touch at all in front of her, she didn't want to be in this condition..

"i have to go.. You just enjoy the dishes.!!" lexa said slowly and then got up.

"lexa.. wait.!!" prevent Erick from holding lexa's hand so the girl doesn't leave..

"does anyone want to be said, right.??" lexa asked while removing the handle Erick.he really hated this person, the person he loved and the person who could put his feelings for the sake of a car..

Iyeah... Raina had no problem with Dimas but Raina had a problem with Erick Aerospace who was in his presence now...

"Lex... Where have you been.??" ask her gently

"which is clearly away from you.!!" answer lexa flat

"Lex I'm sorry..." Erick looked down inside he didn't know what to say he was confused about where to start.

Alexa is still silent in her place waiting for what else Erick will say.

"i miss you Lex.!!" she said, "my feelings are the same you keep growing up Lex. I really like you but my guilt is getting bigger too, I'm sorry I hurt you" erick said softly with his face still down.

"Lex... I like you the way you used to...!!"

"want to get what else now.??" tanya lexa flatly looked at Erick who was still bowed

"what.!?"

"company.?? apartment.?? or another car.??" lexa said with her eyes warmed up, she did hate this guy but she couldn't avoid the feelings she used to feel right..

"Lex I'm sorry.I used to be sorry.!!" the apology he kept saying right, as he clasped the girl's hand, he knew he wouldn't get his apology but he wanted to try and try to get his forgiveness...

"khilaf.?? heh... You know Erick how sick I was then, how devastated I was when the fact was revealed simultaneously... You don't know.?? right here.??" lexa pointed at her own chest with her eyes already reddened

"here.?? you've been showering her with your words until I can't breathe..."

"you don't know..how hard it is to make my heart whole again, how sick I am when the feeling of depression attacks me... You never know.!!" the screams of lexa tears that she endured now escaped falling onto her smooth cheeks, Erick was surprised to stare at the girl who had never cried before now shed tears right before her, Erick was shocked to see the girl who had once never cried now shed tears right before her, he did not know what lexa experienced he felt like a coward because it had helped him ..

"and now you easily say it's a loss.?? just apologizing.?? what did you expect.?? wish I said 'yes it's okay. I'm sorry' that's what you want to hear.???" lexa wiped away her tears heard harshly she looked at Erick who was speechless.

"i think you already know the answer.!!"

without ignoring Erick again lexa left there did not dazzle the gaze of the guests on him. he got into the car there he overflowed his emotions he cried so badly..

stupid.!!!

stupid.!!

it was very suitable to be thrown at him, he was very stupid to have exposed his weakness to strangers Daan was also stupid because he still harbored feelings for Erick, the person who had hurt him...

"hiks. hiks..: you stupid." maki while hitting the steering wheel of his car...

****

Erick sat down his legs squeezed to hear all the explanations Alexa, pain was what he felt he squeezed his chest that began to tight...

what's he doing.??

what has he done to the girl he loves.?

the girl who used to always smile when she was with him, the girl who looked at her sparkled, the girl who blushed embarrassed when in her hands, the girl who said also liked her.!! now the girl was staring at him hatefully...

Erick continued squeezing his chest increasingly tight as if his breathing was blocked..

"pardon me. I'm sorry..!!" mutter it

"please get back to me, Lex.!!" ragau her continuously while looking down her head on the table.Sadness always lingered in her heart somehow when she could breathe a sigh of relief again...

"*hallo dear"

the soft voice also calmed down to feel comfortable in the ears of lexa, now he was in Rizal's apartment he had also informed his mamih if he had gone home..

"hiks.. hiks.." lexa's cry broke as Rizal picked up his phone.

"what's the matter with you.?? did anyone hurt you.??" rizal asked in an anxious tone he asked who had teased his girl to tears...

"izal.. hiks.. hiks.. izal" murmured in a cry.

"sad you calm down.don't cry..!!"

long enough lexa sobbed while lying down for some reason she just wanted to cry now "izal I miss... when did you come home.!!" lexa said softly he was not crying but just still a bunch..

across there Rizal breathed a sigh of relief because lexa cried not in hurt others but missed him..

"i'll be home soon, I miss you too.!!"

"quickly go home zal I'm lonely.. I miss.!!" lexa whine

"yes, I'll finish it"

they chat until lexa falls asleep and Rizal disconnects the phone,she doesn't believe lexa is crying because she misses her because lexa isn't the kind of cunning girl she suspects there must be something going on with her lover.

"Roni is ready for the meeting room and gather the staff." Rizal orders the assistant, though confused but in his own right..

"i have to finish it quickly and with her again*.!!"