My Angel Baby's

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...The MAB by VizcaVida...

...|18. A Consideration|...

...Happy reading...

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“What ... can I? Did I deserve that after all my mistakes that made Caca choose to leave me?”

Stefany glanced wide. Is today he going to hear one big reason that makes him and Caca end?

“Indeed, what made Caca choose to go from you? Is this why you have trouble opening your heart?”

Louis nodded. He knew it was time someone else knew why it ended with Caca. “Caca tau when I .. sleep with another woman.”

Stefany was astonished, her breath was like it was stuck in the throat. He covered his mouth with both palms for the reason that Louis had been hiding from many people.

“Wa-other woman? You-you cheated?”

Louis smiled smirkingly while shaking his head. “More precisely, I was stupid and careless.”

“Mak-sud you?” tanya Stefany.

“Because of jealousy with Nolan, I went to the bar and had a drink.” said Louis started telling stories. “There, I met one of my Junior High friends who used to be quite close to me. We drank until I forgot my promise to Caca not touch the drink. And, you can definitely guess what happens next between me and that woman.”

Stefany gulped her hard-earned saliva. This was unbelievable, how could a Louis be trapped by such a thing. At will, Louis was the one who could best account for what he had on himself. Louis always knows his portion when doing things.

“You're in the trap?” stefany asked with a slightly tapered tone and a wide eyeball and almost out of place.

Louis again could only nod in response.

“He's got a past grudge with Caca. And when she found out I was Caca's fiance, she set me up to do something that should never have happened. I'm stupid. I failed—”

“Ngak. You are not wrong.”

“But Caca can't believe it, Stef. He won't accept any reason for me after seeing the CCTV footage at home. And it is true, we did it.” said Louis desperately considering the incident where his love had to run aground due to his own carelessness.

Stefany also could not deny his disappointment if he was in the position of Caca. But what's wrong if Louis is already telling the truth and asking for a chance.

“He deserves better than me. That's why I relented and released him to another man who can definitely take care of him.”

Stefany was concerned. All this time Louis harbored his despair alone. It's lucky that Louis doesn't take any other path that might get him back in the dark before Caca gets into the man's life.

“Sorry, because I can't do anything for you.”

Louis looked up and smiled. “It's Okey. It's all over. But it was all like being traumatized for me standing in the same place.” he continued in a raucous voice. “I'm still stuck because it's my fault. I can't forgive myself for—”

“For now, try to make peace with the past, Lou. God still loves you.”

Louis seemed to weigh in on Stefany's every utterance. He was trying to do what was keeping his heart tightly locked at this moment. He wants to be free from the sickening guilt, but is imprisoned by the feeling itself, which makes him even more mired deep into the valley of disappointment and also excruciating regret.

“I'm afraid, if I open my heart again, mama will do the same as Caca ever received.

“I'm afraid, if I open my heart, I will make another mistake that can make the person I love so much, go with a clear and painful reason.”

Stefany could feel a painful scratch in every sentence Louis spoke.

“And to Angel,” Louis paused, staring wistfully at the eyes of Stefany who was also looking at him. “—aku .. try to consider it first. Because I'm sure, mama wouldn't give me my blessing if you knew how Angel.” family lives

What's wrong? Stefany frowned, but she understood very well the meaning of Louis' words. He had even guessed if Angel came from a family life that is not okay, aka messy.

“Angel, has a story that is completely disliked by mama.”

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“Aunty. Aunty bobok same Rere here only huh?”

Rere, who was tired of playing, now chose to lay down on the bed in Angel's arms. It's like finding friends and sisters at one time.

“Aunty will play here often. But sorry, Aunty can't stay and bust the same Rere here. Aunty had to work.” persuaded Angel while wiping her forehead, and rubbed Rebecca's bangs affectionately. His voice was made as funny as possible so that Rebecca would want to hear him talk. He was completely in love with Robert's daughter, and Louis's dearest nephew.

Angel smiling. This little girl always amazed him. At this early age, the questions asked him enough to make him dizzy until the confusion seeks answers.

“Working father, Working uncle, Working opaque, Oma also work. There's only mom at home and mom Mala.”

It was the name of the baby sitter who took care of Rebecca from morning to evening.

“Adults do have to work, baby.” said Angel began to give understanding. “Adults have a big reason to do that.”

“What's the reason, Aunty Barbie?”

Ah, Angel has a new name now. She loved it when Rebecca called her Aunty plus Barbie.

“Eummm, what yes?” angel answered while looking at the ceiling of the room in pink hello Kitty, then tapped her chin slowly as an expression of thought. “Those adults, have responsibilities to fulfill, Re. For example, his papa Rere works so that Rere and mama can study together, can eat well, can buy good toys, and also let Rere later if you go to school, if you go to school, you can study in a good place too. To be able to meet all the needs needed Rere.” he continued, giving an example that is easily understood by children the age of Rebecca.

“But, why work?”

Apparently, this little girl had not been able to digest the contents of the answer she gave. “Begini. Rere later if it's big want to be what?” ask Angel in a patient and smooth tone of voice.

“Doctor.” answered cheerfully while raising both of his arms high.

“Uh, smart child.” praise Angel for Rebecca who is still faithful to show off her neat white teeth row. “Well, papa has to work, so that later if Rere wants to be a doctor, papa has a lot of money, so that Rere can be a doctor if he grows up later.”

Rere nodded in understanding now. “So that's why papa, Uncle, Oma's equal work? So Rere can be a doctor?”

Angel laughs because Rere is still experiencing a communication miss alone. Okay, just pick it simple.

“Iya.” Well, easy isn't it? Rere was already silent and chose to hug her tighter and tighter. “In addition, Rere must also always pray for mama, papa, Uncle Lou, opung, and Oma so that they are always blessed and given kindness by God. So that their work is smooth.”

Rebecca nodded her head confirming Angel's sentence that had just been spoken.

“Rere don't want aunty barbie home. She wants aunty here just as Rere.” whined to change the topic, and Rebecca's spoiled voice managed to make Angel smile warmly.

Adorable, that's the one word that's been in her head since defining Rebecca.

“OK deh, later Aunty asked Uncle, mom and papa Rere first, yes?”

“Assyik.” shouted Rere with both palms clapping happily. Angel never expected to have a nice little friend.

And the two turned their heads towards the door when they heard the sound of a knob being pulled down by someone.

“Wah, how exciting it looks?” louis' voice asked to see how happy Rere was in Angel's arms. While the woman who was previously so comfortable hugging Rere, must immediately justify the position and sit on the edge of the bed.

“Ah, sorry I—”

As if already predicting what Angel would say, Louis quickly muttered. “Nothing. Just wanted to tell you that dinner is ready.”

Ah, her love for playing with Rere in the room, Angel forgot not to help Stefany make dinner.

The hungry Rebecca jumped out of bed and ran out leaving Angel and Louis in her room.

“Yuk, eat first. After this I'll drive you home.”

Angel nodded. Louis's attitude and behavior always managed to make him feel so full of affection. This is the reason for falling in love with Louis, though in silence and more worthy of being kept alone.

“Thank you for kindly accepting my presence among the family of mr.”

Louis looked at Angel attentively. Stared for so long, Angel looks so graceful and beautiful. His every speech was always gentle and polite. His behavior has always been polite. Looks like Louis has to rethink Stefany's words.

It seemed like he had to start opening his heart to new women, other than the past he should have been put off and just made into memories.

“No. I should be grateful, because you are already present among us.” said Louis, noticing Angel who looks blushed. Gosh, why does that woman look so adorable with such a blushing face? No, the question that should have arisen was, why was Louis only aware of it now?

Louis throbs small. “Thank you, Ngel. Because you already want to be among us, especially .. for me.” []

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Will Louis really be able to open his heart to Angel?

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