My Angel Baby's

Love should not have?

"Do you believe that we live in a twin world, Lia?" ask Johan.

She was in Lia's room this afternoon. After meeting her mother earlier, Johan became sad. The shadow of his past flashed back in his memory.

The moment where his moment with the heart to finish the life of little Lia who was still a student of Kindergarten.

Considering it all makes Johan back inferior and feel unworthy to just be close as a friend to Lia.

"Lia, I'm talking to you. Why are you quiet anyway?" asked Johan again, looking at Lia who was still busy with her laptop screen.

"Jo, this responsibility again. There is only one report that I have to double-check" Lia replied.

"Cg! You are always busy with your work. Try to enjoy life, Lia. There are so many very beautiful things that it's a pity for you to go through" said Johan who again stared at the routine in the city center through the large glass in the room.

Lia was just silent, her focus for one job that she had to deal with immediately before listening to the chattering of bullies that would take a lot of time to notice next.

Until a few minutes passed, the coffee in Johan's cup had stayed a little. The sense of dizziness is slightly treated by enjoying the bitter coffee without sugar while looking at humans who pass by. It looks so small from its current place.

"Enough Jo's! Don't be sad for no reason" Lia said.

Johan was a little surprised that Lia was suddenly sitting opposite him on the long sofa that he deliberately faced against the window.

"Don't daydream. What the hell happened to you?" ask Lia.

"Do you believe that everyone in this world has a twin, even if not a brother?" johan repeated his question.

"I heard that anyway. But I'm not sure either. Because I have never found anyone who looks like me until now" Lia said.

"You've met your twin, haven't you?" asked Lia in a joking tone, not usually the guy looks sad like this.

"I just met a person who looks a lot like my mom, Lia. But when I rebuked her, she said I was wrong" Johan said as he looked at Lia's face.

Seen the look of a surprised face that Lia appeared even though only briefly. Hearing if she will face the cunning woman again makes Lia a little negative thinking.

"You're surprised, right? I'm same. Actually I miss him, but the trauma of all his crimes makes me feel worried, Lia" said Johan, really worried this time, should feel happy or sad.

"Somebody can change, Jo. Hopefully your mom will be a better person after spending decades in prison" Lia said.

As a woman, Lia was not the type of woman who could calm down with words. So he was confused what to say to Johan this time.

"Ehm, tumben you didn't buy me souvenirs?" ask Lia, more to divert the conversation.

"Of course I bought something for you even though it wasn't in Raja Ampat. I bought this in the mall, and I met a man who looked a lot like my mom. Or indeed she is a momi who does not want to be frank with me" back Johan remembered the incident earlier this afternoon.

"Enough Jo's. I dislike to see your ugly sad face" ledek Lia.

"Okay, let's discuss something else" Johan agreed.

"For example" said Lia.

"What is your relationship with Bayu so far, Lia?" ask Johan.

Lia breathed a rough sigh. At least do not discuss the issue of Bayu also if you really want to switch the topic of conversation.

"Why ask that?" ask Lia.

"We remain as we used to be, friends who are more like her brother and sister" Lia replied.

"Ehm, is there someone close to you personally right now, Lia?" ask Johan.

"Just a real friend, but these past few days there's one of my clients who seems to be putting their hearts on me, Jo. Every day she called me and we never talked about work when we talked" Lia's reply made Johan even more sad.

Until now, both Johan and Nayu are actually still equally fighting to be able to get the heart of a Lia. But the girl had very little taste for their heart problems.

"Then what about you? Do you feel right for him?" ask Johan.

"I don't know Jo myself. I can't determine if my heart feels shaky or if there's a special feeling in other people" Lia said casually.

"If the man expresses his feelings for you, what will you do?" ask Johan again.

"Actually I also want to be like a woman in general, Jo. There was a man who became my lover. Busying yourself with a boyfriend, not just busy with work" said Lia.

Johan's getting bad. It felt like he was eager to express the feeling in his heart for the girl before him. But the sense of arrogance was more domineering especially when she recalled her childhood, and after she met her mother earlier, it made her feel even more inappropriate for Lia.

"You know the saying that love doesn't have to have, Lia?" johan asked, feeling sad.

"I know, but I don't approve of that saying. If I think, if you love each other then fight. If one of them does not understand, explain it. If you do not understand, then look for someone else who can understand your feelings" said Lia while looking at the beautiful expanse of the city from behind the window.

"Love yourself so you can find happiness, because life is only one time, Jo" said Lia, turning to Johan and giving a smile.

Lia did not know if she had smiled like that even more to make Johan's heart beat great. Like a wave that pulled over to the beach, the loud sound made Johan's brain so unable to focus. Lia is too precious for him.

Lia's phone rang while Johan was satisfying her heart by looking at that pretty face.

"I'm very happy Jo, Bayu brother has completed his education at LN" said Lia cheerfully, while Johan immediately put on a wry face. Bayu always threw away his pleasure.

"Goodoo. He was old enough to always be struggling with books. He should have been working, no longer a burden on his parents" replied Johan sebal.

"Jo, don't dong. You forget that Bayu is also one of the shareholders in Family Magazine and also in Nirwana Entertainment?" ask Lia a little objection.

"That's also he can by taking his savings money since he was in SD" Johan said while giggling.

"At least he's been a frugal kid since Jo's childhood. Unlike us who still like to spend money with our parents at his age" defended Lia.

"I'm busy learning when the rest of the frugality, Lia. Even I was trying to treat my heart for all the events I had experienced. Being able to get out of trauma in the past is very difficult" Johan said.

"Yes, I understand. Everyone has their own achievements in life. Something we take for granted, maybe for someone else is very valuable, right?" said Lia who understood the condition of each of his best friends.

Johan will talk a lot about heart problems and traumas when not okay, in contrast to Bayu who will only be silent a thousand languages while being depressed, he said, while Ken always spends his money to please himself to treat liver injuries, Silvi prefers to go to treatment and pamper himself when his heart is sick.

And Lia, will be the target of the vent after their hearts begin to calm down a little and are already willing to share their gloom.

That's what makes his four best friends love Lia who is more open-minded.

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