Mr. Arrogant'S First Love

Goodbye to Arya

Arya was still staring at Kian who was constantly trying to resuscitate Arkan. The girl's tears continued to flow while pressing on the chest of the man lying in front of her. Without hesitation, Kian also pressed his lips together to give an artificial breath. Seeing that scene, Arya's heart was slashed. Now, he knew Kian also had feelings for the man.

After Arkan finally came to his senses, Kian admitted that it was his intention to prank the man. But Arya knew, Arkan could not accept it. The man was not angry because he felt it had been done, but because of his concern if something happened to Kian. All of that can be seen clearly by Arya, but not with Kian. Until Arya opens her voice.

"He likes you" Arya said with a bitter smile.

Kian. He did not believe what Arya had just said.

"He really likes you! "You know, he's not mad because you fucked him but because he's afraid he can't save you" Arya said.

It's sitting weak. He stared blankly at the air in front of him. How could he not be aware of the change in Arkan's attitude lately. Now that the man had disappeared from his sight, he did not know what he should do to make amends.

Seeing Kian who was bowed limp, Arya took a deep breath. "Why is he still here? You don't want to tell me your true feelings?"

Kian raised his head again, a knotty smile engraved on his lips.

What Arya said was right. Why am I still here?

"Thank you, Arya! You are my best friend!" Kian wanted to throw his arms around Arya, but he said. He patted the man on the shoulder and ran out of the lake.

While Arya stared at Kian nanar's departure. Even if it hurts, he feels relieved to see the truth. Arya could have let Kian not know Arkan's feelings for her. But he didn't want to regret it later. For him, happiness is the main thing. After all, maintaining a friendship with the girl is more important than her feelings. He is afraid that expressing his feelings will actually damage the relationship they have built since childhood.

***

Kian ran after Arkan, but the man had already gone away with the car that was carrying him. All that remains is regret. He regretted making Arkan leave with a feeling of anger in his heart. If he had realized his feelings earlier, he probably wouldn't have let Arkan go.

While rubbing the crystal clear on his cheek, Kian returned to his home. Her mother, father and sisters have not yet returned. He sits himself in a chair. I don't think he has any more energy. Her wet clothes were still on her body. He did not care as his skin began to shrink from the cold. He just cursed his stupidity continuously.

He looked at the chair in front of him. The shadow of the first time Arkan sat there twisted in his memory. He smiled, then his tears came back.

If only you had come back. I'll make you the drink you wanted just like you said yesterday.

Kian headed to his room, intending to change his wet clothes. But as he stared at the clothes he had just worn, he smiled bitterly again.

Turns out you deliberately lured me out so we could wear these shirts together.

"Corsec."

The sound of the door opening, Kian quickly wiped his tears and poured out. Hope it's Arkan coming back to his house.

"Assalammualaikum!" The voices of Ayu and Angga are heard saying greetings together.

Kian who was almost happy, again swallowed his disappointment.

"Wa'alaikumusalam," replied Kian slowly. Then he went back to his room. He threw his body down while staring at the ceiling of his room. Again, his tears trickled down looking at the brink of Arkan's shadow that had been kept by his side lately. His mind was raging, on one hand he hated the man so much but on the other, he felt lost when the man left.

Feeling tired from crying, Kian finally fell asleep by himself. However, his mouth could still muck it unclear.

"I'm sorry, Prince. I'm sorry."

***

Next day.

Mom and Dad no longer ask about Arkan. Yesterday Kian said that the man left because there was a sudden affair. Again he had to lie. But he also couldn't possibly tell the truth, he was still ashamed to express his feelings to his parents.

He's packing all his stuff. Including the money Arkan gave me yesterday. He intended to return the money, because he felt he did not deserve it. What the money is, is up to the owner.

Before leaving, Kian said goodbye to his family. He kissed the hands of his mother and father in turn. While sobs started breaking like two years ago when Kian left for the first time. After finishing the farewell event, Kian left together with Arya. The man drove Kian to the airport.

"Be careful on the road, yes" said Arya released Kian's departure.

Although this was the second time, but the pain was still the same for the two of them. It is not easy to leave friends who are always together from childhood. He tried to hold back his tears, but still couldn't. He will miss Arya. They miss the moments they play and spend together. Likewise, Arya felt, without feeling her tears welled up in her eyes.

"You don't follow the cry dong! I'm like a girl!" Kian mocked Arya to reduce their sadness.

"You take care of your health. Sometimes I play to your capital who became his guide." said Arya while rubbing Kian's hair.

"It's gonna be a mess." She straightened her hair and continued. "Yes I'm waiting for ya, whose college spirit. Hopefully you can be a successful person and can travel to the Capital."

Actually when Kian left for the first time, Arya wanted to come with him. But his parents disapprove and ask Arya to continue college in his city alone.

"Yes, baffles. Yes it's in!"

"Daddy.."

"Daddy.."

Kian walked backwards so that he could still see Arya at the main entrance. While Arya waved her hand looking at Kian who was starting to move away from her. The puddle that he had been holding, finally fell dripping. It's gone, but it's still there.

Hopefully we can meet again and play like we used to. Happy there. I will miss you so much, Kian.

****

At exactly 13.00 WIB plane landing at the number one airport in the Capital, Kian immediately ordered a taxi online to Bibi Sumi's house. It didn't take long, a taxi came to pick him up.

On the way, Kian held onto his hungry stomach. He recalled what happened a few days ago on the plane. Where the flight attendants come and change to deliver food for him. Not with his trip on the plane. There is no lucky passenger draw, not even for other passengers. Making Kian more confident, that what he experienced on the plane at that time was because of the Arkan.

Tomorrow is his last day off, he intends to meet Arkan at the office. Apologizing as well as an explanation of what Arya talked about her feelings.

It didn't feel like almost an hour and a half in the taxi to his aunt's house. He did not dare close his eyes even for a moment, as he remembered the message Arkan had once told him.

Don't fall asleep carelessly. Especially if I don't exist.

Now, Kian just understood what Arkan said. The man was only worried about her.

Getting out of the taxi after paying the fare to the driver. Then he opened the gate and looked for the whereabouts of Aunt Sumi. The middle-aged woman looked startled, upon seeing Kian's arrival. He immediately hugged Kian like he had not met for years.

"Auntie, Kian wants to rest first huh. You see later in the afternoon there is an event that Kian must come." said Kian after taking off his embrace.

"Hmm okay. Don't forget to change your clothes first!" reply Aunty.

Following his aunt's words, he changed his clothes and laid his body on the bed for a moment. In an instant, he was asleep.