Miss Yeti is No Ordinary PSK

The more tormented

As time passed, Mr. Ginting's marriage to Alisa took place without any significant changes.

"I feel like I'm trapped in this labyrinth. I'm, really sorry that we have to live life like this."

Mr. Ginting said with a tone full of regret. Sighs, but doesn't look at his wife.

The woman nodded in agreement. He also did not know how else, so he replied with a feeling of sadness.

"I also feel that way, Mr. Ginting. Many times I wonder how we can be in this situation."

"Konnen wir das andern? Can we change it?" asked the wife to focus her attention on the man.

Mr. Ginting shook his head with a frustrated expression. Very aware, if time is not possible to be pushed back or filed.

"I wish we could decide for ourselves the course of our lives, without business and political interference."

Mr. Ginting felt a dilemma between the desire to bring happiness to his wife and the feeling of being trapped in a stressful marriage. He pondered how to find a way out of this situation, because he also knew that what they were going through was wrong.

Attachment to business and political marriage agreements is increasingly binding on them, making the situation even more complicated. Although he wanted to find a solution, it was seen that deciding the agreement was not easy.

In the end, the two of them really couldn't do much. The longer the more complicated, but can not be separated from the agreement

"Sometimes I feel we're losing ourselves in all this. I'm sorry I couldn't give you a better life" Alisa said, breathing out.

Mr. Ginting nodded as well. He said with a regretful tone.

"I want to be able to give you true happiness, even if it means breaking this covenant. But I feel trapped because I have no heart to give."

Alisa stared blankly, knowing the meaning of the man's statement.

"We're both stuck in a situation that we can't change. It's so painful" he said then resignedly.

Mr. Ginting and his wife felt forced to live separate lives even though they were still together in marriage. They feel trapped in a lifestyle that requires them to go their own way, even though it makes them feel more and more alienated from each other.

Eventually they actually lived alone despite being together

Unfortunately, slowly but surely, the wife began to feel attracted to Mr. Ginting is like any other woman. Despite not revealing it yet, he felt an emotional attachment to it. However, when feeling ignored or under-noticed, feelings of hurt begin to appear and he seeks attention to feel appreciated.

The woman felt like she was caught in a complex confusion of feelings and emotions.

On the one hand, he felt interested and deeply connected with Mr. Ginting. There were silent moments where their eyes met, sending out an unspoken vibration of feeling.

However, on the other hand, there is a feeling of hopelessness due to their marriage being bound by business and political agreements. This feeling created a gulf between what he wanted and what he had. Feeling neglected or considered limited to "part of the agreement" makes him feel unappreciated as a partner and individual.

"Mr Ginting, lately I feel like we're getting no communication. Can we spend more time together?" ask when there is an opportunity.

Mr. Ginting heard while glancing at his phone. But not immediately give an answer.

After a while, the man opened his voice.

"Oh, huh? I'm sorry, there's more business to take care of."

Hearing the reason, with a hurt feeling Alisa nodded. The woman had predicted it before, but it still hurt.

"But we almost never have time for both. I just want to help you look happy in public."

But this never happened for the story!

When pain creeps in, the woman feels the need to seek out forms of attention outside of her marriage. It is not only about feeling loved, but also looking for a way to fill the emptiness she feels in this complicated bond.

These feelings create a deep internal conflict, between emotional attachments to Mr. Ginting and frustration to situations that limit them. She longs for happiness and a deeper connection, but attachment to the covenant continues to hinder her from taking actions that might free her feelings.

"You know, business is important. Besides, we already have an agreement, right?" Mr. Ginting gave an excuse, while smiling half-heartedly.

Alisa just nodded slowly, with a sad feeling. His efforts failed again and again!

"But I also want to feel like I'm being prioritized, not just in agreement. I want us to be able to feel happiness together, even if it's just imaging."

Too bad, only a wry smile was obtained from the man.

Mr's Wife. Ginting feels like she is trapped in a complicated emotional maze.

On the one hand, there was a vibration of feeling growing inside her as she and Mr. Ginting looked at each other, sending an unspoken message that implied the depth of feeling between them.

However, on the other hand, there is a growing sense of hopelessness when she realizes that their marriage is entangled in business and political agreements. His will collides with the fact that their view of happiness must mingle with a predetermined obligation.

"Well, I'll try to make time for both of us. Now I have to go to the meeting" said Mr. Ginting while standing left the woman.

"All right, then. Good luck with the meeting."

The woman said a word of encouragement, but in a soft voice as if heartbroken.

Mr. Ginting ignores the woman's feelings and refocuses on her business affairs, leaving her feeling disappointed and neglected. Despite speaking, but there was a chasm between them that deepened.

When the feeling of being ignored comes, heartache lurks. In an attempt to seek recognition and attention, she felt compelled to step out of her predetermined role.

It is not just about seeking affection, but also an attempt to fill the cavity formed in it due to the tangled limitations of marriage.

The feeling of the wife creates a battle within her. Among the emotional vibrations that grow in Mr. Ginting and disillusionment at the ties that limit them, he feels divided into strong feelings and heartbreaking conflict. He wanted to gain true happiness and a deeper relationship, but the covenant shackled him, holding him back from acting on his own.

The woman was devastated by Mr.'s treatment. Ginting is indifferent and inattentive. However, she felt trapped by their marriage agreement which limited her options. She has invested in her career in fashion and realized that impulsive decisions could have wider consequences, not only on herself, but also on the life plan they have agreed on together.

Although bitter, she felt bound to the choices they had made together.

'I feel like I'm trapped in a maze of choices that I can't change. I'm sorry that this marriage feels like a burden, with no room for personal happiness.'

The woman spoke inwardly with a bitter feeling.

'Maybe I chose the wrong path. I long for the dreams I have neglected for this covenant.'

A long sigh rang out, after which the woman muttered alone with a trembling voice.

"I can't help but feel regret. I feel like I'm sacrificing myself and everything I want."

"Sadly, I can't forget how different this situation is from what I expected. I'm sorry, but I don't know what I can do."

The woman felt full of regret for how this situation had developed, she said, but the fact that her marriage and career agreements in fashion limited her ability to change the course of her life left her feeling trapped in the decisions she had taken.

"It's still a long time, but I'm like a man who's lost his mind!"