Miscall the Retorted

I'm sorry ra

This morning I was so lazy to wake up in the morning, I continued my sleep until eight in the morning, it's not the usual thing I do a sip of what and how late I go home from the wartel I still wake up early to help mak, but this morning I was so lazy, I was so lazy, to just get out of my room I like to think a thousand times, it turns out heartbreak can really make people chaotic and lost spirit like me.

" Ra," I heard you calling and knocking on my door.

" Yes, ma'am," I answered lazily from under the blanket that covered my entire body.

" Are you sick, Ra?" Ask me again.

" So, you're lazy to get up, tired." Saying again.

" Let it be, last night at twelve o'clock also out of the wartel." I heard the voice of my father, and it seemed like he wanted to leave me alone.

" Oh, when mak nganterin ate Ara's dinner in a crowded wartel," Mak undoes his intention to wake me up again and his voice sounds away.

I started thinking about the phone I bought last night, and picked it up and started fiddling with it, I picked up the little book I always used to store phone numbers and started keeping one by one phone numbers including my sister's phone number ka Riska.

After storing all the phone numbers I lazily took my towel and immediately went to the bathroom, I saw the kitchen was neat and clean, a little guilty and messy as the mak who himself worked it.

Before taking a shower, I reflected in the mirror in the bathroom, my eyes looked damp maybe because for too long last night crying, again I remembered how much my heart ached when I saw Rocky bang with hesty, it turns out that all this time I was not the only woman she was dating, I was so sick I was so sincere that I could break my heart like this.

I lingered in the bathroom, making the mother who also wanted to take a bath nag at me.

" Ra, what are you bathing in, since I think you're inside, why?" I heard the sound of my voice being upset from outside.

" Yes, I'm ready!" I hurriedly finished my bath this morning, afraid that my mother would get even more upset.

" Why not say it, like you're the one who has the bathroom do not think others want to make too." Mak was still nagging when I came out of the bathroom.

I was quiet, naturally angry, she admitted wrongly, almost an hour also I was inside, while the others were also chasing time for ten-hour service, still heard mak's nagging from the bathroom made the father look at me as if asking why with me.

" Your eyes are swollen ra? Crying huh?" Ask the father also finally, it turns out that with a shower does not reduce my eyes.

" What time?" I pretended while pressing my palm on my face.

" What kind of glasses?" Ask the father again, making me immediately go to the mirror hung on the wall near the front door.

" Oh yeah, the hunt there later on late, today at the church there is an auction." Makes me stop my activities remembering in what order.

" What order, sir?" Because I really do not remember when I was active in youth organizations in the Church.

" Oh, it's for donations to Asih Asuh Ra Foundation orphanage," replied the father who was polishing his shoes.

" That means the young man on duty, sir?"

" Often, this is a church activity!"

" Yes, I don't know, I'm afraid I'm late" I said and went into the room.

This morning everyone is busy with themselves in order to catch up on time so as not to be late.

My mom and dad finally left first, while I was still having breakfast afraid that my body would not be able to hold hunger until the service was over, over and over again the clock skin on my wrist, it felt like time was turning so fast, the clock was showing at nine-fifty when I put my plate down, and hurriedly returned to wearing my low-heeled shoes and looked back at my appearance in the mirror before departing, I applied a soft pink lipstick to my lips and immediately left my sister Gomos playing marbles after returning from a Sunday school service an hour ago.

Finally I arrived before the service began, but the bench was almost all filled and I chose to sit on a bench that was enough for two people in a special place youth and teenagers, he said, when the service started suddenly someone asked me to shift and give her a seat, and my heart beat very fast when I found out that it was Rocky.

I slide my seat to give her a place, and immediately bang Rocky sat down and smiled at me a little in his casual style, as if there were never any problems between us.

Not one bit I responded to his smile, I focused myself to attend the service, even though I actually could not focus, try to imagine my heart is currently being played with time, just a few hours ago I was crying for my heartbroken self, betrayed by the man you thought really loved me and loved me, eh even now he is sitting next to me and smiling sweetly at me, and I'm sure she saw my eyes still puffy from crying all night.

Every now and then from my tail I see bang Rocky steal a glance at me, but I try not to bother, because at this time I still can not accept his betrayal.

I felt the time was so slow to turn, unlike when I was hunting earlier at home, I repeatedly saw my watch, this time the service seemed a long time, my seat was like a hot worm, too, while bang Rocky just smiled at my anxiety, when my hand rested on the bench suddenly bang Rocky's hand clasped it, making my eyes immediately fixed towards his hand that was grasping as if telling me to calm down.

I tried to let go of my hand, but for nothing, his hand and energy were stronger than mine, making me give in and try to be calmer with my right hand held, wanting to feel like I was yelling at him, but I was powerless, only a clear melt that finally escaped out of the corner of my eyes, I immediately rubbed gently with tissue so that the powder on my face did not fade because of my tears.

The people who attended the service were very crowded, making me feel embarrassed if they knew I was crying, repeated me as my tears before actually falling, it turns out that bang Rocky noticed me crying, who was crying, the more slowly his grip the more my tears want to come out, my heart hurts with the treatment that I consider sweet like this, I can not lie if I am jealous, I am angry, I do not accept, I do not accept, and I want to be the only one he loves.

These tears I couldn't stop, I was lucky we were sitting on the last bench so no one would notice us, I wiped my tears for the umpteenth time.

" I'm sorry ra!" In a whisper bang Rocky apologized to me.