Miscall the Retorted

I'm heartbroken

After the departure of the Amri bang, I just sat in the customer waiting room while pensive, asking inwardly, I said,

" Why bang Rocky, when he was so romantic last night?"

Suddenly I remembered something when I saw my uncle emerge from the back room.

" Uncle, busy no?" I asked my uncle who was sitting in the waiting chair.

" No, why Ra?" Ask back.

" Please let me buy something for a moment "I hope.

" Yes, go, get dark" my uncle told me to leave immediately.

" At least an hour" I said.

" Yes, go, take care of uncle"

I rushed to get my wallet and saw the amount of money I had,

" Hopefully enough" I murmured again.

" Uncle go first yes" My psalm on the psman was answered with a nod and a smile.

I walked to the only mobile phone counter in my village, because it was late afternoon visitors began to decrease making me more free to choose and ask for the phone I like.

I chose the Noki* type 3310 phone which I think is still affordable and still in good condition, by buying the first number for my phone, the Jockey bang who has Conter started teaching me after activating my number first, I began to understand using it and I decided to pay for his mobile phone and first card with a nominal of four hundred and twenty-eight thousand.

I came out of the Conter ahead of the magrib, and immediately rushed back to the wartel with a beaming face, I finally had a mobile phone as well.

At the same time, Mak also just arrived at the wartel and waited for me with a loud dinner.

" Where's Ra from?" Mak was surprised to see me just up to bring a small bag while uncle was on my desk staring at the monitor screen.

" Buy this" I said as I lifted the bag of the new phone I bought.

" Oh, you've been bought, you got enough money?" Ask the worry.

" Enough mak," I said as I reached for the bushel that was still in the grasp of mak.

" Yes, I've come home, I'll pick up your father again, I'll go home, ben!" Pamit mak to uncle.

" Yes, heart" said the uncle with a smile.

" Ra, room number three is already in this five yes, it has been printed four, do not be mistaken" Uncle explained and saw the bag I brought.

" Yes uncle" I replied again.

" You bought Ra's phone?" Ask uncle.

" Hehe yes, "I am ashamed.

I also charge the phone battery according to the recommended bang Joki Conter owner earlier, and continue my work with customers who come alternately, in between my busyness I took the opportunity to open my food chain, I took the opportunity to open my food, I saw anchovy sauce and spinach vegetables are my side dishes tonight, with the spirit I fill my stomach with food cooked mak and I enjoy it once until it runs out of nothing.

Immediately I reassembled the food chain after I finished eating empty, and the people were like endless alternating coming tonight, making me very troubled.

Until ten o'clock, not to mention reduced, there was still a queue, and I had not expected to arrive like hearing the sound of the Rocky bang motor made me turn my eyes out through the door of the wartel glass, and I could not imagine, and sure enough bang Rocky passed by with someone I believe women passed the wartel, I tried to think if it wasn't Rocky's bang.

But really this doesn't make me comfortable, and mind, between sure and not.

You were waiting for me outside the wartel, I saw the clock showing eleven o'clock past twenty minutes, while in the phone room there were three more people still calling, I started to get nervous and a little sleepy, sometimes my dad moved from the outside in, and from the inside moved out again to reduce his boredom.

Finally the wartel was completely deserted before twelve, the uncle had gone down and started to turn off the lights in the wartel and left the outside lights that were not so bright alive and immediately pulled the push door, he said, after I finished packing I brought my cellphone bag with my empty food bushel, I also came out of the cartel and found the father who was chatting with uncle.

Before long, there was another sound of Rocky's motor bang from a distance, making my heart beat faster than usual, with the speed of the bike passing through the already dark wartel, but I could clearly see the motorcycle that was riding on the Rocky bang passing by, which made me shocked and choked, a woman was in her arms, hugging with her body attached to her back, they didn't see me because of the minimal illumination outside the wartel.

It felt like someone was sick in my chest, did not know what it felt like there was tightness, there was a stabbing to my heart, whether this is called heartache I also did not understand.

The father extended his hand to hold me after saying goodbye to the uncle, I was always happy to hold the Father when walking, this time the father who first gave his hand, he said, maybe I got carried away by my bad mood.

I held my father's hand and tightened my thick jacket to reduce the cold tonight, there were not many stories between the two of us and the father, we walked in line with each other's minds.

When entering the intersection to my home complex, again accidentally we passed two people who I know very well were sitting on a motorcycle parked on the side of the road, yeah it's bang Rocky and that woman is Hesty.

Glek,,, uh,,,

Wanting me to cry right now, I held my hand to my father as I passed them.

" Ihhh, hunt yok sir, cold kalapun" I said after passing them and speeding up my steps made the father a little surprised by my behavior.

I know that Rocky didn't expect to get involved with me either, but a little relieved, I was able to prove the truth about people's negative talk about Rocky's bang, even though it was difficult and very difficult for me to accept it.

Arriving home I went straight to my room, the father took an empty bushel from my hand and drove him to the kitchen, I locked my room, I locked my room, accompanied by a not-so-bright oil lamp I cried stifled considering my own folly of loving playboy men.

My tears have been creek so hard to stop, I hold my stuffing so as not to sound in the mother's room, afraid to be the material of their minds.

And I'm also coming to the conclusion that Rocky bang never really loved me and loved me, and my memory goes back to last night when he used the phone on the wartel he used it for so long, his expression alone spoke like he was not talking to family or friends, but with a special one, and when he was busy with his SMS, I was sure it was someone special to him, he said, I closed my eyes forcing him to forget Rocky's tires, but it was really hard because Rocky's bang had given me color on my day.

I took my diary that I almost forgot tonight.

July 16, 2005

My heart ache, you know I'm not seeing it with my own eyes, the people I love and I love talking to people I know,

I want to be angry, but I know who I am not.

But no matter what, God always shows the wrong person first, so that my eyes can open wide and judge who is right dear.

Thanks to you, I'm heartbroken.