
Rocky comes home lethargic, Ara really didn't come to the group tonight, making him even more guilty, even Hesty who invited him to hang out after his unbanked group, obviously making Hesty upset and angry, he said, but Rocky just kept quiet not caring about Hesty's annoyance.
Actually there is no taste whatsoever for Hesty, it's just that Hesty is overthinking the Rocky treatment, it is natural that when Rocky takes Hesty home every time the group is finished because Rocky as the head of the Organization group is responsible for its members, even Hesty deliberately waits for Rocky to drive her home.
After locking the gate, Rocky parked his motorbike in the garage, seen his papa car had entered the garage first, meaning Usman and Hana papa Rocky's mother had gone home.
The clock has been pointed at number ten through thirty-five minutes, it looks the house is deserted, the key he always carries is used to open the locked door.
Opening his room with the other key, when it opens, Ara's shadow cries out and begs him, Rocky can only take a deep breath realizing his own stupidity, the bed was still the same as when Ara left her room.
"Did you deliberately punish me like this with my guilt?"
Rocky intends to change the bed sheet when he sees a red stain of evidence of Ara's virginity that was snatched by her forcibly, the greater the guilt, immediately pulled the light blue bed but at the same time it sounded something fell.
"Loh, this is Ara's phone, which means she's forgetful about her phone!" Rocky talks to himself while picking up a dropped cell phone.
There was an incoming SMS and six incoming calls, Rocky who was curious to ignore Ara's privacy, was seen there the name B'Amri, a name that had been changed Ara some time ago.
There is jealousy when reading the name, with a little emotion opening the incoming SMS which is believed to also be from Amri.
Sure enough, the SMS was from Amri, but the content of the message successfully made Rocky cheerful.
"Hey pretty, how are you?again whose same weekly night, or busy in the wartel?tau not this afternoon arrived2 want to go home the village of the same mind of someone,.hehe, the longs for Ra,,"
Rocky throws Ara's phone in the mattress that has not been attached to the bed sheet, repeatedly Rocky combed and pulled his own hair with both hands, he was jealous that there was someone who admired Ara besides himself, he said, the proof of all Amri SMS that is not deleted Ara explained Amri very fond of Ara, but tend to respond with jokes, Ara, even Rocky did not expect that Ara and Amri had ever gone to town with permission from father Ara obviously this makes his heart hotter and jealous.
"I have to meet Ara tomorrow and give her this phone back, not Ara can't be owned by anyone but me" And immediately the last SMS of Amri was deleted so that Ara did not suspect if her SMS was read by others.
The sky blue bed sheet was folded and inserted his backpack, intending to take him to the boarding house and not wanting to wash it, there was an unforgettable moment there, he said, and replaced with a new bed sheet of his favorite ball motif.
All night Rocky was restless and difficult to sleep, until before dawn and heard the crowing of a chicken then the drowsiness attacked and made him fall asleep.
Sunday wartel open at twelve usually after Sunday worship, Ara who already feel a little better this morning woke up early to prepare breakfast.
After making sure the clothes and school supplies of his two sisters were washed clean, Ara also immediately took a shower, last night he did not shower just wash the lower body part at the house of Aunt Hana.
Back his net dewy as he stared at himself in the bathroom mirror, Ara was so slumped that the tears just escaped, too heavy a problem to face, even to tell him she was so afraid, she said, with a resigned heart immediately completed the shower, afraid of home people in a hurry later worship.
Ara is actually reluctant to leave, not reluctant to worship just reluctant to meet Rocky, but the mother and father deliberately wait for him to leave together, both of them, until arriving at the church building, Ara also hurriedly chose her seat where the seats of youth and teenagers were almost full, and Ara was a little relieved that the selected bench was full when she sat down, so there's no chance of Rocky sitting with him like a few weeks ago.
But the relief was only for a moment, as from behind came a familiar voice.
"Can slide a little!" Rocky was sitting right behind Ara.
Ara's focus was divided, and completely divided the person she hated so much was sitting right behind her stool, it felt like Ara wanted to run away and go home, she said, why every time he wants to avoid even the ones that are avoided always show his nose, even though Ara wants Rocky to disappear from his life.
An hour and a half was long for Ara, repeatedly looking at the clock in her left hand, Rocky realized that, want it to calm the anxiety Ara who looks beautiful in a maroon dress and her black hair on the back is left unraveled, but what is the power of this handsome man her presence was so greatly avoided Ara.
At the completion of the service, Ara can't wait to get out of her seat and hurriedly leave the church building, realizing that, Rocky followed her, but after outside the building he was so confused as soon as Ara disappeared, there was a sense of disappointment in his heart, because the worship is almost finished Rocky also pretended to the toilet behind the building, to avoid a few pairs of eyes staring at him with various questions.
After feeling safe, Ara came out of her hiding place beside the pastor's residential building serving in the Church, and immediately went home to calm herself.
As much as possible Ara tried to avoid meeting with Rocky, let for now only the two of them know what happened, and as much as possible keep everything from anyone, and even if they will have to be injured again, let only he who is wounded even bear the pain himself.
His wiped tears, again and again the tears as he pleased came out, even continuing to feel his stock was plentiful and abundant, complementing Ara's heartbreak.
"I want to go back in time, I can only admire you, look at you from a distance, imagine what you are doing and what else, wait for the time when we meet among the young men, even long before you express your feelings, I don't want those days of being your girlfriend, I don't want to be the Bella you love so much, I just want that back, too,"
Ara cried all the way to get home, so badly hit by an Ara?he was ceaselessly crying over his worthless self.