
Before the service was over and soon after I left the Rocky Bang with mixed feelings and went home, I was so angry with my situation, behind my hate that has been betrayed, I really love bang Rocky, because he was the first man I loved, who introduced me to the beauty of love.
His apologies for not being able to treat my heart that was so hurt, whether I was so disappointed, I thought he was my first and last man, but not to mention the whole corn I've been let down like this, my little heart still couldn't take it, I was disappointed to be really disappointed with what bang Rocky did to me.
Arriving home, I still found my sister Gomos playing on the porch, I gave her two pieces of metal.
" Now, pocket money,"
" Horeeeee, get some pocket money," Glad Gomos took the money I gave him.
" Don't buy ice, look out for it." Saying again.
" Yes," He put his coin in his pocket.
I left Gomos back playing with the old sandals he was going to make into toys, and I went straight to the room and came back crying considering Rocky's bang, I was too fragile, so much so that I weep for those who do not appreciate my sincerity.
I lazily put my body back on the bed with a mattress, usually I used to sleep with my feet Riska, but since the lecture I always sleep alone, Riska, because suddenly I remember Riska, I took a new phone I bought last night and tinkered at trying to send an SMS to Riska.
" Ka Ris, it's Ara, I bought a mobile phone yesterday, it's my number ya ka" And immediately I sent it to the number ka Riska that I saved last night.
I saw the phone number that I had saved, there were ten phone numbers there, there was my class teacher when SMK, my uncle, uwak kaka from mak and other family phone numbers.
Tired of myself, I saw the menu button on my phone there is a game, and I tried to open it turned out to be a snake game, I also began to try to make me addicted to playing until I was unaware the clock showed at twenty, forty, when I panicked, there was usually a mother who remembered, it seemed they had not returned from church.
Gomos is still a henchman playing his assembled toy from unused sandals, I was so confused myself to do anything, a little sorry it was too cool to play earlier, do not remember the time, I was confused, pantes many of his friends who often get angry with his parents because they forget to play mobile phone all the time.
" Have you eaten yet?" I asked Gomos who was also cool with his toys.
" Here," he answered without taking his eyes off the mobilan.
" Oh, come on, wait for my mom and dad, I'll go to work" I said and went back to my room to change my clothes.
In a hurry I change my clothes without taking a shower, because I can't get my phone and I put it in the pocket of jeans I wear, not forgetting I bring money so afraid I'll starve.
" Kaka go yes deck, do not play away later mak to search," My message to Gomos and only answered with a nod.
Half-running I walked towards the wartel, afraid that the friend I would replace was waiting too long, I passed the Church and I saw the father was chatting with his friend, but the mother was invisible at all, maybe you're still inside, and again before I go through the church again I see bang Rocky sitting on his cell phone under a palm tree in the church yard park, I quickened my pace when his gaze accidentally pointed at me.
" Huh," I complained to myself that I always met him.
When I arrived at the wartel at exactly three o'clock, and it made me very relieved, although I was bored as well, I threw my body violently on the sofa where people were queuing in the waiting room, breathing out while I sat down, I saw Suryani beginning to leave the wartel.
" Ra, tomorrow you start the morning schedule right?" Yani reminded me and sat down next to me.
" Yes, that's why my time keeps going in the morning, so I can't help my mom" I said sadly.
" Yes no papa ra, you work instead of playing games" Yani said again and smiled at me.
Suryani is a friend who is also my uncle's wartel keeper, our schedule changes once a week, if I enter at night, he enters in the morning, and vice versa, I was not very close to him because we were two years old, and our school from Elementary to Junior High was never the same, we were friends because we were the same as joining the Church youth organization and the village youth, he said, and since we worked to keep the wartel we started close but not too compact.
The life of our parents is not much different, it's just that he currently only has a mother, his father had long left them when Yani and his two brothers were young, listen to the papa remarrying and living away from them.
" I'm just thinking about how to manage time, while I'm holed up in three places." Saying again.
" Yes, I'll have someone looking for ya, but really lo!" Afraid that there will be even Yani who refuses.
" Truly,, promise," he said and smiled at me.
" I'll tell you later" I said.
" Ra, are you dating Rocky?" Suddenly Yani asked the person who last night had a hard time swallowing my saliva.
" Ko, is it there?" I returned with my serious face.
" It's okay," she said but bent her sweet face.
" Seriously, don't make me curious,"
" I was two months ago with her, but only two weeks," I saw her with all her might holding back her tears from falling.
" Well, two months ago?" With my eyes glaring at the face of Yani who is still down.
" Yes, but we broke up when I knew she was getting close to you" Yani honestly told me.
" I'm sorry yan, I swear I don't know," I said regretfully, it felt even more hateful to bang Rocky.
" Gak papa ra, I've not papa ko," And look Yani love his sweet smile.
" We're the same Yan, I'm heartbroken at the moment, last night I caught him walking along Hesty's path" This time I bent my face sad.
" Huh, brash is Rocky, he used our sincerity, like he wasn't rock-naked" Yani said.
" Here you go, let it be, like there's no more handsome men besides him," This time I smiled sweetly at Yani and was greeted with a crisp laugh from her, just this time I felt close to her, probably because we were just as much victims of Rocky's fake love bang.
" Oh yeah, then there's a handsome guy coming here, don't tell me they just want to call!" Makes me confused, as I remember only bang Amri who came and followed his friend.
" Which one?" I tried to make sure to Yani.
" Come on the bike," Yani explained.
" Ohh, that's friend bang Amri, yesterday just want to pick up bang Amri here, you like? Don't get the wrong people!" Afraid also if the liked is bang Amri.
" The one with the motorbike, who was driven like a close friend of yours huh ra?" Yani still wants an explanation from me.
" Oh that's the old high school class brother, and I know his new friend, his name is Nando" I explained.
" Titip salam ya ra,, thanksgiving is still single, hehehe," said Yani and moved from his seat.
" I can, I'll help you with matchlangin, please,"
" I went home first ra, my laundry is a lot of this," Yani also left me who was still smiling at him.
It was funny with the fate of the two of us, the victim of his false love bang Rocky, make a nervous child, but I began to see him leave my life, rather than hurt, mending away.
I also began to clean up, forget for a moment the love, anger and hate me on bang Rocky, no matter what, I also did not want to continue our relationship because I felt unworthy also dating him.