
" Ra, are we going home?"
" Hmmm,, uh,,,"
Bang Amri turned back the direction of the motor we drove and went back at moderate speed, without releasing my arms, I cried on the back of the Amri bang, either my tears could not be resisted to not come out, I could not let out, maybe I love Rocky too much, until now I still think about it, I think my first love will last a long time, with a million dreams I carved beautifully in my delusion, I flew so far that I was so sick when I fell down and crashed hard.
I was ushered to the front of the house with bang Amri, I wiped my tears after releasing my arms from the body of bang Amri, and immediately went down after the motor was stopped.
" I went straight home ra, it was late at night, when I played here" said Bang Amri after I got off the bike.
" Hmm, be careful, thank you!" I said I was still standing after a little bit away from the bike.
" Don't cry, ugly!" Bang Amri taunted me when he turned back the direction of the bike.
" Who's crying?" I was a little misbehaved as it turned out that Amri knew I was crying, pantes he was quiet all the way.
" Kittens," he said lightly and chuckled and left my bike.
I was pouting but it was useless, wanted to be angry that the person had also left, and finally I just grunted and then went into the house that turned out the door was not locked.
I saw my brother Luhut and Gomos sleeping on a mattress on their mats, while the blankets were on the floor, I picked them up immediately and I covered them both, the clock still shows at nine three five, it's worth the same father has not come home, immediately I lock the door later if you come home mak must call me.
I went to my room, and I took my diary back.
July 17, 2005
My lips and my heart are not in line, my lips are saying no favor, but why is it so hard to forget, bang Rockyyyyyyy what love do you bring me?
I closed my diary, it felt lazy to write more, and put the diary on the table I used to study while still in school.
There was an SMS coming in my phone that I hadn't taken out of my pants pocket, I saw who sent me this night, after I saw I was smiling a little,
" Uhhh,, rese people turned out," My mummy saw the name of Handsome Brother ordered in my phone, and I immediately read it.
" I've been to, just now again, don't sleep at night yeah, later bad luck, remember tomorrow work in the morning, hug the bolting yes, consider it me, hehehe, don't need to reply, later so do not sleep2" I was made to smile widely with the message of attention support, and really I did not reply not afraid not to sleep, fear my pulse quickly run out, just, unfortunately the pulse is used the same that is not important.
I put my phone on my desk, there are still some textbooks at school that I always forget to keep, hopefully tomorrow I remember.
Tonight I kept thinking about Rocky bang, but I was hurt, but still I was thinking about him, I got upset myself, no matter how much I didn't want to think about him, but in fact I'm so hard just to forget.
Finally I fell asleep, and woke up the sound of cock crowing and soon followed by the sound of a very loud and deadly clock immediately, so as not to disturb the entire house that is still asleep.
I gasped in shock considering that my mother and father did not open the door, I immediately moved and walked towards their room.
" Mommy,,,"
There is no lawfulness.
" Mom," Call me again at their door.
" What's Ra?" There was a voice of a father who was raucous as if he had just woken up and answered from within.
" Who opened the door last night, sir?" I was still standing in front of the door that my father opened soon too.
" Gomos is open, you sleep like a buffalo, if you've slept for a bomb to explode doesn't sound like you" said the father as he yawned.
Good thing my sister Gomos can be woken up to sleep, if you can not sleep outside the mother and father last night.
" I'm sorry, sir, what time is she coming home,?" Ask again.
" It's natural not to be heard, it's good to sleep," I said in self-defense.
" What time is Ra? Ko get up fast?"
" Four hours past, today starts to enter the morning sir, so let's relax with the work of the house," I said while tying the height of my long hair on the back, and rolling yes so as not to scatter.
" Oh come in the morning, yes already father kamani, all you want to nimba water!"
" It's still cold sir, then the water," I always forbid you to hold the water too early because you have rheumatic diseases.
" Oh yeah, let's have your friend, man,"
That's how dad, never let me do anything by myself if he's at home, must always help me.
While cooking drinking water and cooking rice in a different furnace I was preparing vegetables and fish for breakfast this morning as well as lunch later, he said, while the father has lifted the dirty dishes in the bucket to take him to the bathroom where we always do the activity of washing the cloth bath and even washing the dishes there.
" O sir, I'm a holy one" I banned my father while slicing herbs for stir-fry beans and carrots, but as usual I always ignored my ban.
" Why do you help me do it, you're before seven o'clock already gone to work, what time do you want to do it again?"
" Akhh, you always have a reason." Saying while pouting.
I finished cooking at fifteen, when the water was boiling, I made coffee for you, and now you are copying in the front room where Gomos and Luhut are sleeping.
Dirty cloth in the bucket is quite a lot, immediately I lift the mumpung still have time to wash it, where was the dishwasher already done father, father, so enough time to wash the cloth this morning before leaving for work.
It sounded like I woke up my two sisters, who must have always been nagging.
" Tomorrow you're the same father of school, who is looking for money, only to go to school every day must be built, what would it be?"
Basic mak, want it all to run on his control, for his strong children continue to get scolding every day, but if not ngomel misses also loh.
Ehh the father had told me, at that time he said my sister did not exist, so I was at that time their youngest child, continued because of the habit of the mother who nagged, so I was, one day I said I woke up earlier than them and came to those who were still sleeping, suddenly I nanya,
" Sir, is it morning yet?"
" Use,"
" Aren't you angry?" My mother and father who heard it laughed out loud with my question that morning.
It turned out that the habit of the mother who nagged in the morning was not changed until I grew up, so I did not really bother anymore, if not nagging it was not mak.
" You're Ra's holy?" It was already at the bathroom door.
" Yes, ma'am" I finished my father's trouser laundry.
" Hurry up, your sister wants to go to school, '" Mak helped me rinse the cloth that I washed to the end.
" There's still water Ra?" You are already with us while checking the buckets that were in the contents.
" Live a little," I said when the mother had come out while carrying a cloth to dry.
" Here, I want to go back, your sister will be late," you kicked me out of the bathroom.
I saw Gomos and Luhut were ready to take a bath with a towel around their necks.